・─Amerya's POV
There is a man whom I have developed an admiration for, and I have recently become aware of the fact that I often find myself observing him. It could be described as a form of admiration or infatuation, although I am uncertain as to the exact nature of this sentiment. I have noticed that he displays qualities such as helpfulness and lighthearted. For instance, when he encounters instances of bullying at our school, he takes it upon himself to intervene and request that the bullies cease their actions. If they persist, he even goes as far as challenging them. Today, during my time in the lounge, I was seated in a chair engrossed in a book. However, my eyes unintentionally wandered towards him, who happened to be engaged in conversation with someone nearby. I am aware that as a student at the academy, I should not engage in flirtation. However, it appears that a connection is beginning to form within the school setting, while still maintaining focus on our studies. "Why are you looking at him?" "Ah! Eh?! U-Um." To my surprise, I had not realized that someone was sitting next to me, I was startled, and I quickly stood up. "Amerya, he is someone who holds a special place in my heart. I aim to be the first to capture his affections." "W-What do you mean? I was merely observing the area crowded with numerous races. I-I guess It was by chance that my eyes laid upon him." I forgot! I let my guard down. There seems to be a multitude of people who hold admiration for him, appears to be an abundance of rivals as well. "Amerya, may I request assistance in expressing my affection towards him?" "It would be more suitable for you to convey your feelings, as I am currently occupied with tasks and studies." I cannot allow you to confess your love to him! "Then, what are your thoughts regarding him?" What?! Why did she make such a remark? Could it be that she is testing whether I have him in my thoughts? "...His presence does not concern me, as my primary objective here is focused on my studies at the academy." I declared, observing her suspicious gaze. "Okay, I'm going to the dormitory room, see you later." Thank goodness, I successfully evaded the situation! "Likewise." I still need to review the correspondence that my parents and brother have sent me. Before departing the lounge, I glanced at him. Why do girls like him so much? He's just an only man. Why are others competing with him? Despite their knowledge of his popularity, why do they persist in their pursuit? It is only inviting trouble. They are only causing themselves anguish and would be better off seeking affection from someone else. I ruminated to myself, no longer paying him any attention as I proceeded to walk away. ￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣ An hour later I arrived at the dormitory, situated within the confines of the study room, and seated at the desk, I diligently perused the letters penned by my parents, which had been dispatched during my time residing in the dormitory. Amongst them, an epistle from my father proved to be rather disconcerting, though my love for my father remained steadfast. Residing within the Cleviathan Empire, YD, 963 - Frosty, FD, 1, Victoria Academy. Dearest Daughter, How have you been? How does life within the academy? Your disregard for socializing has caused us some concern. I implore you to focus on your studies and attempt to cultivate companionship. However, I must insist that you eschew any amorous entanglements, like a partner. I'll swiftly deal with anyone who dares approach you with intentions not befitting your virtue. Just recall the lessons I have taught you, just beat a man who wants to seek your attention! As I write this, your mother and siblings were sitting next to me. You might worry about us, and I want to reassure you that we are well. I trust that this correspondence finds you in good spirits. Please make certain to pay us a visit when the opportunity arises. Take care of yourself. With all of my love, your father. ... ...Dad, It appears that your particular missive has left me with doubts about ever finding a suitable partner."Oh, Amerya, you have arrived."
My roommate said, who also serves as my companion, had already settled within the confines of our shared living space. "Our leader has summoned us." I have been hiding something from everyone, although my parents are aware of my involvement in the organization, as I serve as a representative. It all began when I emerged victorious in a duel at the arena, and subsequently received an invitation to join the organization from my roommate, she has now become a close friend. As the days unfolded, I found myself frequently gazing at the man I admire, sometimes engaging in conversations with him on academic matters, solely for the purpose of spending time together. Our interactions were enjoyable. On this particular morning, I extended an invitation to him, urging him to join me on the secluded path by the academy. "Amerya, why have you brought us here?" He questioned, an amiable smile adorning his face as we stood side by side. Despite the discrepancy in our respective races, I, a cyclops, and he, an elf. I felt compelled to express my true sentiments. "I harbor feelings for you." I confessed earnestly, holding nothing back, though his response was met with silence. Suddenly, he walked away, coming to an abrupt halt. I fixed my gaze upon his retreating figure. It was at that moment that I realized my emotions were unrequited, causing me undeniable anguish. "Amerya, I understand. I have sensed your affections and comprehended that you engage in conversations with me solely because of your fondness for me. However, I must clarify that you are not my preferred type. ...I see you as a friend." He said earnestly before walking away. My legs gave way beneath me, causing me to sink to the floor upon hearing his words.Despite being aware of my feelings, why does he continue to interact with me while being so content? Could it be that he takes pride in having someone who is attracted to him, only to later reject those sentiments? ...Is this his true nature and motivation? I had believed him to be virtuous. Was I simply toyed with or treated as a temporary presence? Days gone by. I have redirected my focus toward my studies and involvement in various organizations. I no longer wish to see him, and it seems that my fondness for him has diminished. Years later. I found myself gazing at my superior while she peacefully shut her eyes in the office. She is tranquil and enjoys resting. All the representatives hold immense affection for her and hold her in high regard. They are comfortable sitting beside her or resting their heads on her lap, yet I refrain from such actions. I cautiously observe everything I witness and contemplate whether two individuals of the same gender can experience romantic love for one another. Days have passed, we discovered the same feminine connection, and it took us by surprise. Since then, I have been observing my leader, whose name is Nefaria, while she sleeps. I cannot help but bring my face closer to hers in order to catch a glimpse of her. "M-Master." In a formal manner, I stood before her while she was seated at her table. "Amerya, any report? Anyway just call my name." "...I did not have any." "I see, then, do you need something?" "U-Um." With hesitation, I began to express my desire to initiate a flirtatious interaction with her, but the thought of it seemed embarrassingly daunting, and I failed to find the right words. "...There was nothing else, I-I'll leave now." I required and excused myself, and I found her confusion endearing. As time went on, I became dissatisfied with my actions and came to a halt. Now, we find ourselves in the illustrious Ueno Empire. I had never anticipated that anyone would harbor affection for me. However, I am haunted by past traumas and remain uncertain of his true intentions, and I am determined to meet him. I learned about Arcadia Land and I used levitation and invisibility, where I summoned him using my abilities, like I did to his father. We were situated in the gardens of Arcadia Land, with him positioned directly in front of me, his gaze fixed upon me. Suddenly, he approached me. "Cease your movement at once." I commanded, causing him to halt his approach. "Amerya, If you do not reciprocate my feelings, I'll continue to pursue you. Although this may only be the initial stage, allow me the opportunity to demonstrate my sincerity towards you, for since the very first moment I laid eyes upon you, it was akin to love at first sight." He declared with utmost seriousness, evoking a sense of joy within me. I have been struck in the stomach by him earlier in the morning, this turn of events raises the question of whether it was predestined. "You ought not to seek out another woman, and refrain from causing me harm. Additionally, avoid rushing any circumstances and abstain from associating with someone whom I disapprove of." "I will comply." "Are you promising me?" "I solemnly promise." In a profoundly serious and genuine manner, he locked his gaze with my pink eyes. A deity embodies both masculinity and benevolence, it is fitting to assume that the same attributes hold true for a man. As the month of clamorous commences, the wind howls audibly, and during this afternoon, it is only just the two of us, engaged in a steadfast gaze. I walked towards him and embraced him, experiencing a tumultuous inner turmoil that served as an indication of love, reciprocated by his own embrace. An overwhelming sense of gratitude washed over me.
Ah, this man.
Why our paths had crossed only now.
・─Amerya's POV
There is a man whom I have developed an admiration for, and I have recently become aware of the fact that I often find myself observing him. It could be described as a form of admiration or infatuation, although I am uncertain as to the exact nature of this sentiment. I have noticed that he displays qualities such as helpfulness and lighthearted. For instance, when he encounters instances of bullying at our school, he takes it upon himself to intervene and request that the bullies cease their actions. If they persist, he even goes as far as challenging them. Today, during my time in the lounge, I was seated in a chair engrossed in a book. However, my eyes unintentionally wandered towards him, who happened to be engaged in conversation with someone nearby. I am aware that as a student at the academy, I should not engage in flirtation. However, it appears that a connection is beginning to form within the school setting, while still maintaining focus on our studies. "Why are you looking at him?" "Ah! Eh?! U-Um." To my surprise, I had not realized that someone was sitting next to me, I was startled, and I quickly stood up. "Amerya, he is someone who holds a special place in my heart. I aim to be the first to capture his affections." "W-What do you mean? I was merely observing the area crowded with numerous races. I-I guess It was by chance that my eyes laid upon him." I forgot! I let my guard down. There seems to be a multitude of people who hold admiration for him, appears to be an abundance of rivals as well. "Amerya, may I request assistance in expressing my affection towards him?" "It would be more suitable for you to convey your feelings, as I am currently occupied with tasks and studies." I cannot allow you to confess your love to him! "Then, what are your thoughts regarding him?" What?! Why did she make such a remark? Could it be that she is testing whether I have him in my thoughts? "...His presence does not concern me, as my primary objective here is focused on my studies at the academy." I declared, observing her suspicious gaze. "Okay, I'm going to the dormitory room, see you later." Thank goodness, I successfully evaded the situation! "Likewise." I still need to review the correspondence that my parents and brother have sent me. Before departing the lounge, I glanced at him. Why do girls like him so much? He's just an only man. Why are others competing with him? Despite their knowledge of his popularity, why do they persist in their pursuit? It is only inviting trouble. They are only causing themselves anguish and would be better off seeking affection from someone else. I ruminated to myself, no longer paying him any attention as I proceeded to walk away. ￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣ An hour later I arrived at the dormitory, situated within the confines of the study room, and seated at the desk, I diligently perused the letters penned by my parents, which had been dispatched during my time residing in the dormitory. Amongst them, an epistle from my father proved to be rather disconcerting, though my love for my father remained steadfast. Residing within the Cleviathan Empire, YD, 963 - Frosty, FD, 1, Victoria Academy. Dearest Daughter, How have you been? How does life within the academy? Your disregard for socializing has caused us some concern. I implore you to focus on your studies and attempt to cultivate companionship. However, I must insist that you eschew any amorous entanglements, like a partner. I'll swiftly deal with anyone who dares approach you with intentions not befitting your virtue. Just recall the lessons I have taught you, just beat a man who wants to seek your attention! As I write this, your mother and siblings were sitting next to me. You might worry about us, and I want to reassure you that we are well. I trust that this correspondence finds you in good spirits. Please make certain to pay us a visit when the opportunity arises. Take care of yourself. With all of my love, your father. ... ...Dad, It appears that your particular missive has left me with doubts about ever finding a suitable partner."Oh, Amerya, you have arrived."
My roommate said, who also serves as my companion, had already settled within the confines of our shared living space. "Our leader has summoned us." I have been hiding something from everyone, although my parents are aware of my involvement in the organization, as I serve as a representative. It all began when I emerged victorious in a duel at the arena, and subsequently received an invitation to join the organization from my roommate, she has now become a close friend. As the days unfolded, I found myself frequently gazing at the man I admire, sometimes engaging in conversations with him on academic matters, solely for the purpose of spending time together. Our interactions were enjoyable. On this particular morning, I extended an invitation to him, urging him to join me on the secluded path by the academy. "Amerya, why have you brought us here?" He questioned, an amiable smile adorning his face as we stood side by side. Despite the discrepancy in our respective races, I, a cyclops, and he, an elf. I felt compelled to express my true sentiments. "I harbor feelings for you." I confessed earnestly, holding nothing back, though his response was met with silence. Suddenly, he walked away, coming to an abrupt halt. I fixed my gaze upon his retreating figure. It was at that moment that I realized my emotions were unrequited, causing me undeniable anguish. "Amerya, I understand. I have sensed your affections and comprehended that you engage in conversations with me solely because of your fondness for me. However, I must clarify that you are not my preferred type. ...I see you as a friend." He said earnestly before walking away. My legs gave way beneath me, causing me to sink to the floor upon hearing his words.Despite being aware of my feelings, why does he continue to interact with me while being so content? Could it be that he takes pride in having someone who is attracted to him, only to later reject those sentiments? ...Is this his true nature and motivation? I had believed him to be virtuous. Was I simply toyed with or treated as a temporary presence? Days gone by. I have redirected my focus toward my studies and involvement in various organizations. I no longer wish to see him, and it seems that my fondness for him has diminished. Years later. I found myself gazing at my superior while she peacefully shut her eyes in the office. She is tranquil and enjoys resting. All the representatives hold immense affection for her and hold her in high regard. They are comfortable sitting beside her or resting their heads on her lap, yet I refrain from such actions. I cautiously observe everything I witness and contemplate whether two individuals of the same gender can experience romantic love for one another. Days have passed, we discovered the same feminine connection, and it took us by surprise. Since then, I have been observing my leader, whose name is Nefaria, while she sleeps. I cannot help but bring my face closer to hers in order to catch a glimpse of her. "M-Master." In a formal manner, I stood before her while she was seated at her table. "Amerya, any report? Anyway just call my name." "...I did not have any." "I see, then, do you need something?" "U-Um." With hesitation, I began to express my desire to initiate a flirtatious interaction with her, but the thought of it seemed embarrassingly daunting, and I failed to find the right words. "...There was nothing else, I-I'll leave now." I required and excused myself, and I found her confusion endearing. As time went on, I became dissatisfied with my actions and came to a halt. Now, we find ourselves in the illustrious Ueno Empire. I had never anticipated that anyone would harbor affection for me. However, I am haunted by past traumas and remain uncertain of his true intentions, and I am determined to meet him. I learned about Arcadia Land and I used levitation and invisibility, where I summoned him using my abilities, like I did to his father. We were situated in the gardens of Arcadia Land, with him positioned directly in front of me, his gaze fixed upon me. Suddenly, he approached me. "Cease your movement at once." I commanded, causing him to halt his approach. "Amerya, If you do not reciprocate my feelings, I'll continue to pursue you. Although this may only be the initial stage, allow me the opportunity to demonstrate my sincerity towards you, for since the very first moment I laid eyes upon you, it was akin to love at first sight." He declared with utmost seriousness, evoking a sense of joy within me. I have been struck in the stomach by him earlier in the morning, this turn of events raises the question of whether it was predestined. "You ought not to seek out another woman, and refrain from causing me harm. Additionally, avoid rushing any circumstances and abstain from associating with someone whom I disapprove of." "I will comply." "Are you promising me?" "I solemnly promise." In a profoundly serious and genuine manner, he locked his gaze with my pink eyes. A deity embodies both masculinity and benevolence, it is fitting to assume that the same attributes hold true for a man. As the month of clamorous commences, the wind howls audibly, and during this afternoon, it is only just the two of us, engaged in a steadfast gaze. I walked towards him and embraced him, experiencing a tumultuous inner turmoil that served as an indication of love, reciprocated by his own embrace. An overwhelming sense of gratitude washed over me.
Ah, this man.
Why our paths had crossed only now.