Chapter 2120: Fall apart
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John hugged Alicia tightly, as if embracing the only dawn in the darkness, pouring all the power of his whole body, his broad shoulders seemed to be trembling slightly. He heard his wife's almost collapsed voice whispering in his ear, "I'm sorry", which made him feel safe again. He patted his wife's back lightly, and comforted, "It's okay."
John let go of Alicia a little, put his forehead against her, feeling the temperature she put on his cheek, and whispered, "I miss you." The fragile and affectionate voice leaked his heart at this moment. Struggle. Alicia just felt that her heart was breaking, and she murmured in response, "I miss you."
John wanted to be immersed in the beauty of Alicia, but he couldn't. The fear and worries attached to his heart all the time made him unable to settle down. He looked around in fear, worrying about being here by the Soviet Union. People watched, and his every move may bring unpredictable consequences, which made John's brows frown tightly, and the eyes that feared losing everything trembled in a disorderly manner.
"I have to talk to you." John whispered in his wife's ear. Alicia placed her right hand on John's chest, feeling the powerful but messy heartbeat, but didn't think too much, but nodded. , Took John to the seat, looked at John intently, and looked at every detail on this face carefully, trying to find out the appearance of falling in love deeply, but she panicked— —Because the look in those amber eyes was so strange, as if she just watched John step by step away from her.
John didn’t notice Alicia’s panic, but tried to make himself sincere, and said seriously, "Alicia, I’ve been thinking about it all the time. I know what I’ve done recently, and I can’t discuss it with you. The thing about my work seems to be a little crazy, I leave you no choice." John said sincerely, his voice trembling slightly, facing the person he loves most, he has no reservations. This made his deep eyes filled with a hazy mist, "I understand this very well, and I am deeply sorry for you."
Alicia grasped John's hands tightly, as if a little looser, he would immediately disappear in front of her eyes, which made the tears in her eyes accumulate more and more, she shook her head gently, "It doesn't matter. "With a soothing smile, if John really realizes the seriousness of the problem as he said, maybe everything has a chance to be restored.
Hearing his wife's words, John also sighed in relief, and the smile at the corner of his mouth lightly outlined, "Everything will come to light, and everything will be better." John raised his right hand, gently for Ai Licia wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, looked at his wife's eyes carefully, and then maintained the same expression, softened her voice and said, "We must speak quietly..."
This made Alicia stunned. She didn’t understand what John meant, but John’s expression remained unchanged. With a gentle gentleman’s smile, he said softly, "They may be eavesdropping, or they may I tapped a bug here." These words made Alicia’s smile freeze on the corners of her mouth, and then disappeared little by little. Her hands were loosened inadvertently, which shocked her, and hurriedly again. Hold it tightly, but this time, even if you hold it tightly, the man in front of you becomes more and more unfamiliar.
"I want to tell you the truth now. Although it will break the original agreement, you must know." John's voice was very soft, and his expression did not change much, but his eyes revealed an extremely sincere light. This made Alicia feel a cold start to burst into her body, "...because you have to help me escape here."
John’s extremely sincere and even serious expression made Alicia start to feel fear, her hands were tightened, but the powerful fear was forcing her to let go, because she didn’t know the man in front of her, it was not hers. Husband, this is not the man she fell in love and was crazy about. This powerful and fierce contradiction caused Alicia's pupils to tremble slightly in fear.
"I've been doing top-secret work for the government..." John's expression is so real and so focused. His simple and clean eyes reveal a very cautious light, like a piece of white paper, without any cover. It was completely displayed, but it was precisely this "complete calmness" that made Alicia shudder. She looked at the man close at hand, but her eyes revealed an uncontrollable strangeness. She doesn't know him.
John didn’t notice Alicia’s changes. He was just immersed in his own world, desperately hoping to find someone who truly believed in himself, and then save himself. “Someone is intimidated and will create a catastrophe in the United States. "John looked around in a panic with his gaze. The fear deep in his soul made his pupils tremble violently. He clenched his teeth tightly, almost squeezing words out of his teeth. "I think the Soviet Union probably thinks my data is important, so it didn't kill me..." Even John didn't notice it. His voice was crying with despair, and he grabbed Alicia's arm with his backhand. , As if grabbing the last straw, the fierce strength even made Alicia frowned in pain, "They just shut me up here and won't let me continue working..."
Alicia shook her head lightly, "shhh", motioning for John to stop. But John became more and more urgent. He even raised his voice softly without control, and said quickly and earnestly, "You must go to the Wheeler research room, you must find William Pacher, and he can help me. "
Alicia looked at John’s translucent eyes, the desperate gray surging up with the hazy mist, but Alicia’s hands could not help but let go, "Stop", she slowly shook Head, "Stop", and she could feel that John was moving away from herself. The violent strangeness made her feel at a loss and scared her even more. The John Nash she knew was not like that.
But John never wanted to stop. It was like a sluggish sound lingering in his ears, humming endlessly, Alicia finally couldn't help it, and screamed loudly, "Stop!" The clear voice was in. The whole interview room reverberated, making everyone cast their eyes, and then she raised her head to see the puzzlement and panic on John's face.
John wriggled his mouth at a loss, deep doubt in his amber eyes, his brows moved slightly closer to the center because he was too helpless, and even his breathing became confused.
Alicia took a deep breath, grabbed John's arm again, and tried her best to calm herself down, staring at John's eyes motionlessly, and whispered, "I've been to the Wheeler research room." This made John a little bit. He breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded repeatedly, "There is no William Pacher there."
This sentence immediately made John panic. He kept tilting his head trying to find an answer. He whispered, "Of course it is, I have been working for him." But when Alicia took the initiative to meet him. When he looked at him, he evaded his sight in a panic. He didn't know why he panicked. He just refused to accept Alicia's message and whispered, more like convincing himself.
Hearing Alicia’s questioning, "What do you do?" John swayed back and forth slightly, completely avoiding Alicia’s sight. He was talking about words that others couldn’t hear, but Alicia was aggressive and always Looking directly into his eyes, "Crack the code? The file is in the secret mailbox? Will the government get it?"
These words made John stay where he was in complete shock. All his little actions disappeared. He looked at Alicia inconceivably, as if Alicia and Charles were both Soviet spies, and the sense of alienation was quickly established. A wall gradually widened the distance between him and her, "How would you know?"
"Sol followed you." Alicia answered John's question. "He doesn't think it is harmful."
But these words set off a stormy sea in John's heart. He began to work hard to recall the previous episodes, and couldn't help thinking, Is Sol also a Soviet spy? This possibility caused John's breathing to start to swift. If this is the case, wouldn't his secret mission be exposed long ago? So does it mean that his job is not to help the United States, but to hurt the United States?
This possibility completely stunned John Alicia took out a large stack of document bags from the paper bag he carried. John subconsciously looked over it, and then realized that this was indeed his own. Alicia put the cryptographic materials sent in the past week on the table like this, "They have not been taken apart."
John's head was completely stiff. All the thoughts he had just now fell apart in an instant. He couldn't do any thinking. He just stared at the stack of documents in front of him. That incredible storm swept across his eyes, and the whole world slowed down. The slowly disintegrating picture was played out in the amber eyes real and vividly.
This made Alicia feel like she was extremely cruel, and the tears slipped down again, but she knew that she couldn't stop, because John needed help, she bit her teeth gently, and continued, "There is no conspiracy at all... "Then she watched the gray despair devouring John bit by bit, as if she was strangling a piece of living life with her own hands, which made Alicia feel breathless, "There is no William Pacher... …" John's lower lip was trembling slightly, but his entire facial expression did not change at all, he was still stunned in place, as if his soul had completely disappeared.
Alicia almost spoke in a breathless voice, and the pain in her heart almost made her unable to hold on, "This is all your fantasy."
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John hugged Alicia tightly, as if embracing the only dawn in the darkness, pouring all the power of his whole body, his broad shoulders seemed to be trembling slightly. He heard his wife's almost collapsed voice whispering in his ear, "I'm sorry", which made him feel safe again. He patted his wife's back lightly, and comforted, "It's okay."
John let go of Alicia a little, put his forehead against her, feeling the temperature she put on his cheek, and whispered, "I miss you." The fragile and affectionate voice leaked his heart at this moment. Struggle. Alicia just felt that her heart was breaking, and she murmured in response, "I miss you."
John wanted to be immersed in the beauty of Alicia, but he couldn't. The fear and worries attached to his heart all the time made him unable to settle down. He looked around in fear, worrying about being here by the Soviet Union. People watched, and his every move may bring unpredictable consequences, which made John's brows frown tightly, and the eyes that feared losing everything trembled in a disorderly manner.
"I have to talk to you." John whispered in his wife's ear. Alicia placed her right hand on John's chest, feeling the powerful but messy heartbeat, but didn't think too much, but nodded. , Took John to the seat, looked at John intently, and looked at every detail on this face carefully, trying to find out the appearance of falling in love deeply, but she panicked— —Because the look in those amber eyes was so strange, as if she just watched John step by step away from her.
John didn’t notice Alicia’s panic, but tried to make himself sincere, and said seriously, "Alicia, I’ve been thinking about it all the time. I know what I’ve done recently, and I can’t discuss it with you. The thing about my work seems to be a little crazy, I leave you no choice." John said sincerely, his voice trembling slightly, facing the person he loves most, he has no reservations. This made his deep eyes filled with a hazy mist, "I understand this very well, and I am deeply sorry for you."
Alicia grasped John's hands tightly, as if a little looser, he would immediately disappear in front of her eyes, which made the tears in her eyes accumulate more and more, she shook her head gently, "It doesn't matter. "With a soothing smile, if John really realizes the seriousness of the problem as he said, maybe everything has a chance to be restored.
Hearing his wife's words, John also sighed in relief, and the smile at the corner of his mouth lightly outlined, "Everything will come to light, and everything will be better." John raised his right hand, gently for Ai Licia wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, looked at his wife's eyes carefully, and then maintained the same expression, softened her voice and said, "We must speak quietly..."
This made Alicia stunned. She didn’t understand what John meant, but John’s expression remained unchanged. With a gentle gentleman’s smile, he said softly, "They may be eavesdropping, or they may I tapped a bug here." These words made Alicia’s smile freeze on the corners of her mouth, and then disappeared little by little. Her hands were loosened inadvertently, which shocked her, and hurriedly again. Hold it tightly, but this time, even if you hold it tightly, the man in front of you becomes more and more unfamiliar.
"I want to tell you the truth now. Although it will break the original agreement, you must know." John's voice was very soft, and his expression did not change much, but his eyes revealed an extremely sincere light. This made Alicia feel a cold start to burst into her body, "...because you have to help me escape here."
John’s extremely sincere and even serious expression made Alicia start to feel fear, her hands were tightened, but the powerful fear was forcing her to let go, because she didn’t know the man in front of her, it was not hers. Husband, this is not the man she fell in love and was crazy about. This powerful and fierce contradiction caused Alicia's pupils to tremble slightly in fear.
"I've been doing top-secret work for the government..." John's expression is so real and so focused. His simple and clean eyes reveal a very cautious light, like a piece of white paper, without any cover. It was completely displayed, but it was precisely this "complete calmness" that made Alicia shudder. She looked at the man close at hand, but her eyes revealed an uncontrollable strangeness. She doesn't know him.
John didn’t notice Alicia’s changes. He was just immersed in his own world, desperately hoping to find someone who truly believed in himself, and then save himself. “Someone is intimidated and will create a catastrophe in the United States. "John looked around in a panic with his gaze. The fear deep in his soul made his pupils tremble violently. He clenched his teeth tightly, almost squeezing words out of his teeth. "I think the Soviet Union probably thinks my data is important, so it didn't kill me..." Even John didn't notice it. His voice was crying with despair, and he grabbed Alicia's arm with his backhand. , As if grabbing the last straw, the fierce strength even made Alicia frowned in pain, "They just shut me up here and won't let me continue working..."
Alicia shook her head lightly, "shhh", motioning for John to stop. But John became more and more urgent. He even raised his voice softly without control, and said quickly and earnestly, "You must go to the Wheeler research room, you must find William Pacher, and he can help me. "
Alicia looked at John’s translucent eyes, the desperate gray surging up with the hazy mist, but Alicia’s hands could not help but let go, "Stop", she slowly shook Head, "Stop", and she could feel that John was moving away from herself. The violent strangeness made her feel at a loss and scared her even more. The John Nash she knew was not like that.
But John never wanted to stop. It was like a sluggish sound lingering in his ears, humming endlessly, Alicia finally couldn't help it, and screamed loudly, "Stop!" The clear voice was in. The whole interview room reverberated, making everyone cast their eyes, and then she raised her head to see the puzzlement and panic on John's face.
John wriggled his mouth at a loss, deep doubt in his amber eyes, his brows moved slightly closer to the center because he was too helpless, and even his breathing became confused.
Alicia took a deep breath, grabbed John's arm again, and tried her best to calm herself down, staring at John's eyes motionlessly, and whispered, "I've been to the Wheeler research room." This made John a little bit. He breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded repeatedly, "There is no William Pacher there."
This sentence immediately made John panic. He kept tilting his head trying to find an answer. He whispered, "Of course it is, I have been working for him." But when Alicia took the initiative to meet him. When he looked at him, he evaded his sight in a panic. He didn't know why he panicked. He just refused to accept Alicia's message and whispered, more like convincing himself.
Hearing Alicia’s questioning, "What do you do?" John swayed back and forth slightly, completely avoiding Alicia’s sight. He was talking about words that others couldn’t hear, but Alicia was aggressive and always Looking directly into his eyes, "Crack the code? The file is in the secret mailbox? Will the government get it?"
These words made John stay where he was in complete shock. All his little actions disappeared. He looked at Alicia inconceivably, as if Alicia and Charles were both Soviet spies, and the sense of alienation was quickly established. A wall gradually widened the distance between him and her, "How would you know?"
"Sol followed you." Alicia answered John's question. "He doesn't think it is harmful."
But these words set off a stormy sea in John's heart. He began to work hard to recall the previous episodes, and couldn't help thinking, Is Sol also a Soviet spy? This possibility caused John's breathing to start to swift. If this is the case, wouldn't his secret mission be exposed long ago? So does it mean that his job is not to help the United States, but to hurt the United States?
This possibility completely stunned John Alicia took out a large stack of document bags from the paper bag he carried. John subconsciously looked over it, and then realized that this was indeed his own. Alicia put the cryptographic materials sent in the past week on the table like this, "They have not been taken apart."
John's head was completely stiff. All the thoughts he had just now fell apart in an instant. He couldn't do any thinking. He just stared at the stack of documents in front of him. That incredible storm swept across his eyes, and the whole world slowed down. The slowly disintegrating picture was played out in the amber eyes real and vividly.
This made Alicia feel like she was extremely cruel, and the tears slipped down again, but she knew that she couldn't stop, because John needed help, she bit her teeth gently, and continued, "There is no conspiracy at all... "Then she watched the gray despair devouring John bit by bit, as if she was strangling a piece of living life with her own hands, which made Alicia feel breathless, "There is no William Pacher... …" John's lower lip was trembling slightly, but his entire facial expression did not change at all, he was still stunned in place, as if his soul had completely disappeared.
Alicia almost spoke in a breathless voice, and the pain in her heart almost made her unable to hold on, "This is all your fantasy."
John hugged Alicia tightly, as if embracing the only dawn in the darkness, pouring all the power of his whole body, his broad shoulders seemed to be trembling slightly. He heard his wife's almost collapsed voice whispering in his ear, "I'm sorry", which made him feel safe again. He patted his wife's back lightly, and comforted, "It's okay."John let go of Alicia a little, put his forehead against her, feeling the temperature she put on his cheek, and whispered, "I miss you." The fragile and affectionate voice leaked his heart at this moment. Struggle. Alicia just felt that her heart was breaking, and she murmured in response, "I miss you."John wanted to be immersed in the beauty of Alicia, but he couldn't. The fear and worries attached to his heart all the time made him unable to settle down. He looked around in fear, worrying about being here by the Soviet Union. People watched, and his every move may bring unpredictable consequences, which made John's brows frown tightly, and the eyes that feared losing everything trembled in a disorderly manner."I have to talk to you." John whispered in his wife's ear. Alicia placed her right hand on John's chest, feeling the powerful but messy heartbeat, but didn't think too much, but nodded. , Took John to the seat, looked at John intently, and looked at every detail on this face carefully, trying to find out the appearance of falling in love deeply, but she panicked Because the look in those amber eyes was so strange, as if she just watched John step by step away from her.John didn't notice Alicia's panic, but tried to make himself sincere, and said seriously, "Alicia, I've been thinking about it all the time. I know what I've done recently, and I can't discuss it with you. The thing about my work seems to be a little crazy, I leave you no choice." John said sincerely, his voice trembling slightly, facing the person he loves most, he has no reservations. This made his deep eyes filled with a hazy mist, "I understand this very well, and I am deeply sorry for you."Alicia grasped John's hands tightly, as if a little looser, he would immediately disappear in front of her eyes, which made the tears in her eyes accumulate more and more, she shook her head gently, "It doesn't matter. "With a soothing smile, if John really realizes the seriousness of the problem as he said, maybe everything has a chance to be restored.Hearing his wife's words, John also sighed in relief, and the smile at the corner of his mouth lightly outlined, "Everything will come to light, and everything will be better." John raised his right hand, gently for Ai Licia wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, looked at his wife's eyes carefully, and then maintained the same expression, softened her voice and said, "We must speak quietly..."This made Alicia stunned. She didn't understand what John meant, but John's expression remained unchanged. With a gentle gentleman's smile, he said softly, "They may be eavesdropping, or they may I tapped a bug here." These words made Alicia's smile freeze on the corners of her mouth, and then disappeared little by little. Her hands were loosened inadvertently, which shocked her, and hurriedly again. Hold it tightly, but this time, even if you hold it tightly, the man in front of you becomes more and more unfamiliar."I want to tell you the truth now. Although it will break the original agreement, you must know." John's voice was very soft, and his expression did not change much, but his eyes revealed an extremely sincere light. This made Alicia feel a cold start to burst into her body, "...because you have to help me escape here."John's extremely sincere and even serious expression made Alicia start to feel fear, her hands were tightened, but the powerful fear was forcing her to let go, because she didn't know the man in front of her, it was not hers. Husband, this is not the man she fell in love and was crazy about. This powerful and fierce contradiction caused Alicia's pupils to tremble slightly in fear."I've been doing top-secret work for the government..." John's expression is so real and so focused. His simple and clean eyes reveal a very cautious light, like a piece of white paper, without any cover. It was completely displayed, but it was precisely this "complete calmness" that made Alicia shudder. She looked at the man close at hand, but her eyes revealed an uncontrollable strangeness. She doesn't know him.John didn't notice Alicia's changes. He was just immersed in his own world, desperately hoping to find someone who truly believed in himself, and then save himself. Someone is intimidated and will create a catastrophe in the United States. "John looked around in a panic with his gaze. The fear deep in his soul made his pupils tremble violently. He clenched his teeth tightly, almost squeezing words out of his teeth. "I think the Soviet Union probably thinks my data is important, so it didn't kill me..." Even John didn't notice it. His voice was crying with despair, and he grabbed Alicia's arm with his backhand. , As if grabbing the last straw, the fierce strength even made Alicia frowned in pain, "They just shut me up here and won't let me continue working..."Alicia shook her head lightly, "shhh", motioning for John to stop. But John became more and more urgent. He even raised his voice softly without control, and said quickly and earnestly, "You must go to the Wheeler research room, you must find William Pacher, and he can help me. "Alicia looked at John's translucent eyes, the desperate gray surging up with the hazy mist, but Alicia's hands could not help but let go, "Stop", she slowly shook Head, "Stop", and she could feel that John was moving away from herself. The violent strangeness made her feel at a loss and scared her even more. The John Nash she knew was not like that.But John never wanted to stop. It was like a sluggish sound lingering in his ears, humming endlessly, Alicia finally couldn't help it, and screamed loudly, "Stop!" The clear voice was in. The whole interview room reverberated, making everyone cast their eyes, and then she raised her head to see the puzzlement and panic on John's face.John wriggled his mouth at a loss, deep doubt in his amber eyes, his brows moved slightly closer to the center because he was too helpless, and even his breathing became confused.Alicia took a deep breath, grabbed John's arm again, and tried her best to calm herself down, staring at John's eyes motionlessly, and whispered, "I've been to the Wheeler research room." This made John a little bit. He breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded repeatedly, "There is no William Pacher there."This sentence immediately made John panic. He kept tilting his head trying to find an answer. He whispered, "Of course it is, I have been working for him." But when Alicia took the initiative to meet him. When he looked at him, he evaded his sight in a panic. He didn't know why he panicked. He just refused to accept Alicia's message and whispered, more like convincing himself.Hearing Alicia's questioning, "What do you do?" John swayed back and forth slightly, completely avoiding Alicia's sight. He was talking about words that others couldn't hear, but Alicia was aggressive and always Looking directly into his eyes, "Crack the code? The file is in the secret mailbox? Will the government get it?"These words made John stay where he was in complete shock. All his little actions disappeared. He looked at Alicia inconceivably, as if Alicia and Charles were both Soviet spies, and the sense of alienation was quickly established. A wall gradually widened the distance between him and her, "How would you know?""Sol followed you." Alicia answered John's question. "He doesn't think it is harmful."But these words set off a stormy sea in John's heart. He began to work hard to recall the previous episodes, and couldn't help thinking, Is Sol also a Soviet spy? This possibility caused John's breathing to start to swift. If this is the case, wouldn't his secret mission be exposed long ago? So does it mean that his job is not to help the United States, but to hurt the United States?This possibility completely stunned John Alicia took out a large stack of document bags from the paper bag he carried. John subconsciously looked over it, and then realized that this was indeed his own. Alicia put the cryptographic materials sent in the past week on the table like this, "They have not been taken apart."John's head was completely stiff. All the thoughts he had just now fell apart in an instant. He couldn't do any thinking. He just stared at the stack of documents in front of him. That incredible storm swept across his eyes, and the whole world slowed down. The slowly disintegrating picture was played out in the amber eyes real and vividly.This made Alicia feel like she was extremely cruel, and the tears slipped down again, but she knew that she couldn't stop, because John needed help, she bit her teeth gently, and continued, "There is no conspiracy at all... "Then she watched the gray despair devouring John bit by bit, as if she was strangling a piece of living life with her own hands, which made Alicia feel breathless, "There is no William Pacher... " John's lower lip was trembling slightly, but his entire facial expression did not change at all, he was still stunned in place, as if his soul had completely disappeared.Alicia almost spoke in a breathless voice, and the pain in her heart almost made her unable to hold on, "This is all your fantasy."
