Chapter 2121: Madness survives
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Alicia grabbed John's arm, but she felt like she was grabbing John's throat. She was brutally strangling John's soul with her own words. And John's clear eyes can even clearly see the picture of the collapse of the entire world, which is so spectacular that all words lose their color, but they are so cruel that the situation changes.
Alicia could hardly control her emotions, tears slipped slowly, she was even more painful than the dumbfounded John, because she was the one who was awake, and that pain bit by bit her strength. And reason, the suffocation that the pain was so extreme that she couldn't breathe, made Alicia struggling on the edge of life and death.
"It's all your fantasy, baby, do you understand?" Alicia touched John's cheek with her right hand and whispered, "You are sick. You are really sick, John."
John’s pupils slowly widened, slowly, as if they were ten times slower in slow motion, the process of collapse was slow and real, and then he saw the glittering water pile up little by little, letting that The pain in the sight became blurred, but it rippled on the water like a ripple. A little bit of pain was spreading in an all-round way. It seemed that the soul was being torn bit by bit, but the pain was so extreme that Nothing happens.
John saw the truth in Alicia's eyes, but he couldn't believe it was a fact, and he didn't want to believe it. His previous beliefs, his previous persistence, his previous pride... actually all are just imaginary fabrications? His previous dedication, his previous focus, his previous struggle... actually all are just fantasies that appeared out of thin air? What does this mean? It means that his achievements, his success, his ideals, his beliefs, his outlook on life, world outlook and values are all disintegrated, and even his own existence has become a joke.
This is not true. Alicia was lying to him, yes, it must be so.
So he avoided his sight, moved his pupils left and right in a panic, trying to convince himself from the bottom of his heart that his persistence was not wrong. However, Alicia's sight followed like a shadow, leaving him nowhere to escape. His heart began to tremble, and even his thighs couldn't help but tremble slightly, as if every muscle in his body had lost control.
He can't believe it, he can't believe it, and he doesn't want to believe it either!
Looking up and down at the woman in front of him, John was breathing quickly. She is a liar, she is a spy, she is a bad person, she is sent by the Soviet Union... But she is his wife, his lover, and his only life-saving straw. , The intense collision produced a violent tearing sensation, abruptly tore his soul in half. The tremendous pain made his brows frowned, and he could not continue to face this woman, so he He stood up abruptly, then turned around and fled.
"John!" Alicia was caught off guard, she could only shout desperately, the cry of crying did not stop John's footsteps, he still strode back to the door, then quickly opened the wooden door and disappeared quickly "John..." Alicia stood there, lost, she suddenly realized: She has lost him, she has completely lost him.
That kind of despair made Alicia's tears stay on her eyelashes, like a butterfly standing on the sun.
Back in the ward, Hugo felt like a trapped beast, trapped in this white space on all sides. He tried to find a way out, but found that his brain was completely full. The mess can't find any direction at all.
Hugo told himself: this is false, this is false, all of this is false; John is also telling himself, this is false, what others say is false, he is not a lunatic, what he knows Everything is real.
Leaning against the wall and beating with his head constantly, hoping to make his brain sober and distinguish between what is real and what is false, but the groggy head doesn't work at all, "This is all your fantasy "This sentence is like a magic sound filling the brain, reverberating continuously in his mind, recirculating, and he can't tell whether this is reality or a movie, nor can he tell whether it is real or illusory. The clear black and white yin and yang picture in my mind still seems to be spinning, forming an indescribable chaos.
"Boom, boom, boom..." Hugo hit the wall with his head; "Boom, boom, boom..." This rhythmic sound seemed to suggest something to John, and then John suddenly remembered: implants!
When he was working with William Pacher, a chip was implanted in his left hand. This is the evidence. This is the fact that he has been in politics. Evidence from the government service, as long as the implant can be found, it can prove that he is not crazy and everything is true!
Turning around, he slid his back to the wall and sat on the floor. Then he began to touch his left hand, trying to find the position of the implant, but he did not feel an accurate position after touching it for a long time. In the end, he simply followed the memory. In the middle of the position, I started to scratch and pick with my nails. Due to the hospitalization, his nails have not been cut for a long time, so they are not only long and sharp, but the sharp nails lightly scratched the skin, but he did not feel the pain, instead he felt a pleasure. The corners of the mouth Just like that, he smiled.
"God!" Charlize covered his mouth in disbelief, because Hugo didn't use any special effects at all. He really cut the skin with his nails. In an instant, bright red blood poured out. This made Charlize's heart completely stop beating, and there was no way to react.
Ron Howard was so frightened that he jumped up directly. He could directly see from the monitor that Hugo did not use the blood bag prepared for him by the crew, but actually cut his skin with his nails. He jumped up and wanted to He rushed over and yelled, "Are you crazy?" But before he could step out, he felt that his shoulders were being pulled. When he looked back, it was Charlize and Leonardo.
Although the expressions of the two people were very painful at this time, even more painful than Hugo, the person involved, the unbearable expressions were completely wrinkled together, but both of them took his shoulders and shook their heads vigorously. Lang looked at the two people incredulously, as if saying, "Are you crazy too?"
Charlize's right hand was trembling slightly, and she felt that she was crazy, which was indeed the case. But she knew that she should believe in Hugo, Hugo will have control, everything is under Hugo's control, if they rushed forward at this time, they still don’t know what will happen, so she Hugo should be believed-although even Charlize could not convince herself that this idea was really absurd and ridiculous, her heart had been torn to pieces, but she still stopped Lang-even if she The whole body was trembling violently, as if the next second was not Lang, she was about to rush out by herself.
Leonardo's cheeks were completely wet with tears, he looked in the direction of Hugo incredulously, letting Lang and Charlize also look over.
I saw John trying to search for the implanted chip in the tiny wound, so that when Dr. Rosen arrived, he didn't respond. Dr. Rosen and the medical staff walked into the ward and saw the blood-end left hand and pants. In fact, the amount of blood was not large, it just wetted the arms and knees, but it still made everyone stand in place dumbfounded.
At this moment, Hugo tore through the blood pack prepared in advance by the crew, and the turbulent blood poured out along the wound, mixed with Hugo’s own blood, and then quickly flowed down, taking the entire knee. All of his hospital gowns were stained red, and even some blood stains appeared on the floor. Leonardo saw this scene and let Lang and Charlize look over it.
Lang became more and more unbelievable-Hugo is really in control of all this? But just now everything seemed to be completely out of control, as if John Nash was really out of control and dig his arm directly, but now it seems that Hugo clearly knows what he is doing. This fact is even more shocking than seeing Hugo scratching his skin with his nails just now-Hugo even deceived him as a director!
Hugo was really crazy-but not the kind of madness, but the kind of "not being mad but not alive". The powerful shock made Lang couldn't help but start to shiver.
Charlize breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that her judgment was correct. But even so, she was still afraid for a while, and her calf suddenly softened, and she felt almost unsteady on her feet.
Christopher was not so objective He couldn't feel Lang's perspective. He only thought that Hugo really cut his arm, and then the blood burst out suddenly, which made Christopher stand completely in shock. After leaving the place, the line stands out without thinking, "What are you doing!"
John suddenly raised his head, his face full of confusion and confusion, his innocent eyes seemed to be crying for help, "the implanted thing is gone." His voice was so hoarse, and he could even feel the despair in the depths of his soul. He swept over, "I can't find it?" The kind of dazedness was as if the whole world had completely collapsed, leaving only a piece of rubble. He whispered, "It disappeared..." It seemed that he couldn't figure it out. How could the object disappear?
Rosen walked to John's side, gently picked up John's left hand, and looked at the wound. John averted his vision, hit the wall with his back lightly, and muttered vaguely, "It's gone." The clear eyes were completely out of focus and dissipated in a mist, as if they could be seen with the naked eye, that bright soul was becoming transparent little by little.
It was so vivid and so specific that it was so cruel that people couldn't keep watching at all, and could only avoid the sight in a panic. But even so, the breath that was so slight that it was almost inaudible caused tears to completely burst the bank.
Not crazy, not live.
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Alicia grabbed John's arm, but she felt like she was grabbing John's throat. She was brutally strangling John's soul with her own words. And John's clear eyes can even clearly see the picture of the collapse of the entire world, which is so spectacular that all words lose their color, but they are so cruel that the situation changes.
Alicia could hardly control her emotions, tears slipped slowly, she was even more painful than the dumbfounded John, because she was the one who was awake, and that pain bit by bit her strength. And reason, the suffocation that the pain was so extreme that she couldn't breathe, made Alicia struggling on the edge of life and death.
"It's all your fantasy, baby, do you understand?" Alicia touched John's cheek with her right hand and whispered, "You are sick. You are really sick, John."
John’s pupils slowly widened, slowly, as if they were ten times slower in slow motion, the process of collapse was slow and real, and then he saw the glittering water pile up little by little, letting that The pain in the sight became blurred, but it rippled on the water like a ripple. A little bit of pain was spreading in an all-round way. It seemed that the soul was being torn bit by bit, but the pain was so extreme that Nothing happens.
John saw the truth in Alicia's eyes, but he couldn't believe it was a fact, and he didn't want to believe it. His previous beliefs, his previous persistence, his previous pride... actually all are just imaginary fabrications? His previous dedication, his previous focus, his previous struggle... actually all are just fantasies that appeared out of thin air? What does this mean? It means that his achievements, his success, his ideals, his beliefs, his outlook on life, world outlook and values are all disintegrated, and even his own existence has become a joke.
This is not true. Alicia was lying to him, yes, it must be so.
So he avoided his sight, moved his pupils left and right in a panic, trying to convince himself from the bottom of his heart that his persistence was not wrong. However, Alicia's sight followed like a shadow, leaving him nowhere to escape. His heart began to tremble, and even his thighs couldn't help but tremble slightly, as if every muscle in his body had lost control.
He can't believe it, he can't believe it, and he doesn't want to believe it either!
Looking up and down at the woman in front of him, John was breathing quickly. She is a liar, she is a spy, she is a bad person, she is sent by the Soviet Union... But she is his wife, his lover, and his only life-saving straw. , The intense collision produced a violent tearing sensation, abruptly tore his soul in half. The tremendous pain made his brows frowned, and he could not continue to face this woman, so he He stood up abruptly, then turned around and fled.
"John!" Alicia was caught off guard, she could only shout desperately, the cry of crying did not stop John's footsteps, he still strode back to the door, then quickly opened the wooden door and disappeared quickly "John..." Alicia stood there, lost, she suddenly realized: She has lost him, she has completely lost him.
That kind of despair made Alicia's tears stay on her eyelashes, like a butterfly standing on the sun.
Back in the ward, Hugo felt like a trapped beast, trapped in this white space on all sides. He tried to find a way out, but found that his brain was completely full. The mess can't find any direction at all.
Hugo told himself: this is false, this is false, all of this is false; John is also telling himself, this is false, what others say is false, he is not a lunatic, what he knows Everything is real.
Leaning against the wall and beating with his head constantly, hoping to make his brain sober and distinguish between what is real and what is false, but the groggy head doesn't work at all, "This is all your fantasy "This sentence is like a magic sound filling the brain, reverberating continuously in his mind, recirculating, and he can't tell whether this is reality or a movie, nor can he tell whether it is real or illusory. The clear black and white yin and yang picture in my mind still seems to be spinning, forming an indescribable chaos.
"Boom, boom, boom..." Hugo hit the wall with his head; "Boom, boom, boom..." This rhythmic sound seemed to suggest something to John, and then John suddenly remembered: implants!
When he was working with William Pacher, a chip was implanted in his left hand. This is the evidence. This is the fact that he has been in politics. Evidence from the government service, as long as the implant can be found, it can prove that he is not crazy and everything is true!
Turning around, he slid his back to the wall and sat on the floor. Then he began to touch his left hand, trying to find the position of the implant, but he did not feel an accurate position after touching it for a long time. In the end, he simply followed the memory. In the middle of the position, I started to scratch and pick with my nails. Due to the hospitalization, his nails have not been cut for a long time, so they are not only long and sharp, but the sharp nails lightly scratched the skin, but he did not feel the pain, instead he felt a pleasure. The corners of the mouth Just like that, he smiled.
"God!" Charlize covered his mouth in disbelief, because Hugo didn't use any special effects at all. He really cut the skin with his nails. In an instant, bright red blood poured out. This made Charlize's heart completely stop beating, and there was no way to react.
Ron Howard was so frightened that he jumped up directly. He could directly see from the monitor that Hugo did not use the blood bag prepared for him by the crew, but actually cut his skin with his nails. He jumped up and wanted to He rushed over and yelled, "Are you crazy?" But before he could step out, he felt that his shoulders were being pulled. When he looked back, it was Charlize and Leonardo.
Although the expressions of the two people were very painful at this time, even more painful than Hugo, the person involved, the unbearable expressions were completely wrinkled together, but both of them took his shoulders and shook their heads vigorously. Lang looked at the two people incredulously, as if saying, "Are you crazy too?"
Charlize's right hand was trembling slightly, and she felt that she was crazy, which was indeed the case. But she knew that she should believe in Hugo, Hugo will have control, everything is under Hugo's control, if they rushed forward at this time, they still don’t know what will happen, so she Hugo should be believed-although even Charlize could not convince herself that this idea was really absurd and ridiculous, her heart had been torn to pieces, but she still stopped Lang-even if she The whole body was trembling violently, as if the next second was not Lang, she was about to rush out by herself.
Leonardo's cheeks were completely wet with tears, he looked in the direction of Hugo incredulously, letting Lang and Charlize also look over.
I saw John trying to search for the implanted chip in the tiny wound, so that when Dr. Rosen arrived, he didn't respond. Dr. Rosen and the medical staff walked into the ward and saw the blood-end left hand and pants. In fact, the amount of blood was not large, it just wetted the arms and knees, but it still made everyone stand in place dumbfounded.
At this moment, Hugo tore through the blood pack prepared in advance by the crew, and the turbulent blood poured out along the wound, mixed with Hugo’s own blood, and then quickly flowed down, taking the entire knee. All of his hospital gowns were stained red, and even some blood stains appeared on the floor. Leonardo saw this scene and let Lang and Charlize look over it.
Lang became more and more unbelievable-Hugo is really in control of all this? But just now everything seemed to be completely out of control, as if John Nash was really out of control and dig his arm directly, but now it seems that Hugo clearly knows what he is doing. This fact is even more shocking than seeing Hugo scratching his skin with his nails just now-Hugo even deceived him as a director!
Hugo was really crazy-but not the kind of madness, but the kind of "not being mad but not alive". The powerful shock made Lang couldn't help but start to shiver.
Charlize breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that her judgment was correct. But even so, she was still afraid for a while, and her calf suddenly softened, and she felt almost unsteady on her feet.
Christopher was not so objective He couldn't feel Lang's perspective. He only thought that Hugo really cut his arm, and then the blood burst out suddenly, which made Christopher stand completely in shock. After leaving the place, the line stands out without thinking, "What are you doing!"
John suddenly raised his head, his face full of confusion and confusion, his innocent eyes seemed to be crying for help, "the implanted thing is gone." His voice was so hoarse, and he could even feel the despair in the depths of his soul. He swept over, "I can't find it?" The kind of dazedness was as if the whole world had completely collapsed, leaving only a piece of rubble. He whispered, "It disappeared..." It seemed that he couldn't figure it out. How could the object disappear?
Rosen walked to John's side, gently picked up John's left hand, and looked at the wound. John averted his vision, hit the wall with his back lightly, and muttered vaguely, "It's gone." The clear eyes were completely out of focus and dissipated in a mist, as if they could be seen with the naked eye, that bright soul was becoming transparent little by little.
It was so vivid and so specific that it was so cruel that people couldn't keep watching at all, and could only avoid the sight in a panic. But even so, the breath that was so slight that it was almost inaudible caused tears to completely burst the bank.
Not crazy, not live.
Alicia grabbed John's arm, but she felt like she was grabbing John's throat. She was brutally strangling John's soul with her own words. And John's clear eyes can even clearly see the picture of the collapse of the entire world, which is so spectacular that all words lose their color, but they are so cruel that the situation changes.Alicia could hardly control her emotions, tears slipped slowly, she was even more painful than the dumbfounded John, because she was the one who was awake, and that pain bit by bit her strength. And reason, the suffocation that the pain was so extreme that she couldn't breathe, made Alicia struggling on the edge of life and death."It's all your fantasy, baby, do you understand?" Alicia touched John's cheek with her right hand and whispered, "You are sick. You are really sick, John."John's pupils slowly widened, slowly, as if they were ten times slower in slow motion, the process of collapse was slow and real, and then he saw the glittering water pile up little by little, letting that The pain in the sight became blurred, but it rippled on the water like a ripple. A little bit of pain was spreading in an all-round way. It seemed that the soul was being torn bit by bit, but the pain was so extreme that Nothing happens.John saw the truth in Alicia's eyes, but he couldn't believe it was a fact, and he didn't want to believe it. His previous beliefs, his previous persistence, his previous pride... actually all are just imaginary fabrications? His previous dedication, his previous focus, his previous struggle... actually all are just fantasies that appeared out of thin air? What does this mean? It means that his achievements, his success, his ideals, his beliefs, his outlook on life, world outlook and values are all disintegrated, and even his own existence has become a joke.This is not true. Alicia was lying to him, yes, it must be so.So he avoided his sight, moved his pupils left and right in a panic, trying to convince himself from the bottom of his heart that his persistence was not wrong. However, Alicia's sight followed like a shadow, leaving him nowhere to escape. His heart began to tremble, and even his thighs couldn't help but tremble slightly, as if every muscle in his body had lost control.He can't believe it, he can't believe it, and he doesn't want to believe it either!Looking up and down at the woman in front of him, John was breathing quickly. She is a liar, she is a spy, she is a bad person, she is sent by the Soviet Union... But she is his wife, his lover, and his only life-saving straw. , The intense collision produced a violent tearing sensation, abruptly tore his soul in half. The tremendous pain made his brows frowned, and he could not continue to face this woman, so he He stood up abruptly, then turned around and fled."John!" Alicia was caught off guard, she could only shout desperately, the cry of crying did not stop John's footsteps, he still strode back to the door, then quickly opened the wooden door and disappeared quickly "John..." Alicia stood there, lost, she suddenly realized: She has lost him, she has completely lost him.That kind of despair made Alicia's tears stay on her eyelashes, like a butterfly standing on the sun.Back in the ward, Hugo felt like a trapped beast, trapped in this white space on all sides. He tried to find a way out, but found that his brain was completely full. The mess can't find any direction at all.Hugo told himself: this is false, this is false, all of this is false; John is also telling himself, this is false, what others say is false, he is not a lunatic, what he knows Everything is real.Leaning against the wall and beating with his head constantly, hoping to make his brain sober and distinguish between what is real and what is false, but the groggy head doesn't work at all, "This is all your fantasy "This sentence is like a magic sound filling the brain, reverberating continuously in his mind, recirculating, and he can't tell whether this is reality or a movie, nor can he tell whether it is real or illusory. The clear black and white yin and yang picture in my mind still seems to be spinning, forming an indescribable chaos."Boom, boom, boom..." Hugo hit the wall with his head; "Boom, boom, boom..." This rhythmic sound seemed to suggest something to John, and then John suddenly remembered: implants!When he was working with William Pacher, a chip was implanted in his left hand. This is the evidence. This is the fact that he has been in politics. Evidence from the government service, as long as the implant can be found, it can prove that he is not crazy and everything is true!Turning around, he slid his back to the wall and sat on the floor. Then he began to touch his left hand, trying to find the position of the implant, but he did not feel an accurate position after touching it for a long time. In the end, he simply followed the memory. In the middle of the position, I started to scratch and pick with my nails. Due to the hospitalization, his nails have not been cut for a long time, so they are not only long and sharp, but the sharp nails lightly scratched the skin, but he did not feel the pain, instead he felt a pleasure. The corners of the mouth Just like that, he smiled."God!" Charlize covered his mouth in disbelief, because Hugo didn't use any special effects at all. He really cut the skin with his nails. In an instant, bright red blood poured out. This made Charlize's heart completely stop beating, and there was no way to react.Ron Howard was so frightened that he jumped up directly. He could directly see from the monitor that Hugo did not use the blood bag prepared for him by the crew, but actually cut his skin with his nails. He jumped up and wanted to He rushed over and yelled, "Are you crazy?" But before he could step out, he felt that his shoulders were being pulled. When he looked back, it was Charlize and Leonardo.Although the expressions of the two people were very painful at this time, even more painful than Hugo, the person involved, the unbearable expressions were completely wrinkled together, but both of them took his shoulders and shook their heads vigorously. Lang looked at the two people incredulously, as if saying, "Are you crazy too?"Charlize's right hand was trembling slightly, and she felt that she was crazy, which was indeed the case. But she knew that she should believe in Hugo, Hugo will have control, everything is under Hugo's control, if they rushed forward at this time, they still don't know what will happen, so she Hugo should be believed-although even Charlize could not convince herself that this idea was really absurd and ridiculous, her heart had been torn to pieces, but she still stopped Lang-even if she The whole body was trembling violently, as if the next second was not Lang, she was about to rush out by herself.Leonardo's cheeks were completely wet with tears, he looked in the direction of Hugo incredulously, letting Lang and Charlize also look over.I saw John trying to search for the implanted chip in the tiny wound, so that when Dr. Rosen arrived, he didn't respond. Dr. Rosen and the medical staff walked into the ward and saw the blood-end left hand and pants. In fact, the amount of blood was not large, it just wetted the arms and knees, but it still made everyone stand in place dumbfounded.At this moment, Hugo tore through the blood pack prepared in advance by the crew, and the turbulent blood poured out along the wound, mixed with Hugo's own blood, and then quickly flowed down, taking the entire knee. All of his hospital gowns were stained red, and even some blood stains appeared on the floor. Leonardo saw this scene and let Lang and Charlize look over it.Lang became more and more unbelievable-Hugo is really in control of all this? But just now everything seemed to be completely out of control, as if John Nash was really out of control and dig his arm directly, but now it seems that Hugo clearly knows what he is doing. This fact is even more shocking than seeing Hugo scratching his skin with his nails just now-Hugo even deceived him as a director!Hugo was really crazy-but not the kind of madness, but the kind of "not being mad but not alive". The powerful shock made Lang couldn't help but start to shiver.Charlize breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that her judgment was correct. But even so, she was still afraid for a while, and her calf suddenly softened, and she felt almost unsteady on her feet.Christopher was not so objective He couldn't feel Lang's perspective. He only thought that Hugo really cut his arm, and then the blood burst out suddenly, which made Christopher stand completely in shock. After leaving the place, the line stands out without thinking, "What are you doing!"John suddenly raised his head, his face full of confusion and confusion, his innocent eyes seemed to be crying for help, "the implanted thing is gone." His voice was so hoarse, and he could even feel the despair in the depths of his soul. He swept over, "I can't find it?" The kind of dazedness was as if the whole world had completely collapsed, leaving only a piece of rubble. He whispered, "It disappeared..." It seemed that he couldn't figure it out. How could the object disappear?Rosen walked to John's side, gently picked up John's left hand, and looked at the wound. John averted his vision, hit the wall with his back lightly, and muttered vaguely, "It's gone." The clear eyes were completely out of focus and dissipated in a mist, as if they could be seen with the naked eye, that bright soul was becoming transparent little by little.It was so vivid and so specific that it was so cruel that people couldn't keep watching at all, and could only avoid the sight in a panic. But even so, the breath that was so slight that it was almost inaudible caused tears to completely burst the bank.Not crazy, not live.
