Chapter 298: What About...Me?
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"Fine. I will try"
"Sorry and thanks"
"Go lie on the bed"
"Okay"
I carried Lily in my arms.
"Hey! What gives?"
"There is no way I will lie in bed without you"
Her face blushed.
"Heh!" I smirked.
"You are testing your luck"
"If I don't test my luck then what else am I supposed to do with it?"
I threw her on the bed and jumped on the bed.
"Hey" I called out Lily.
"What?"
"I love you"
"I know"
"You are supposed to say 'I love you too' dammit!"
"I love you too. Happy?"
We were both lying on the bed.
I moved a little and hugged her from behind.
"What are you doing?"
"I need something or someone soft, or else I can sleep"
"Don't use me as your pillow"
"I hugged her tighter.
"Hey Lily"
"What?"
"I am fine now"
"Huh?"
"I am okay"
She chucked and said, "Glad to know that"
"I am slowing down the time now. Everything will be out of sync with the real world"
I hugged her tighter and said, "Okay"
I closed my eyes, still hugging her from behind.
I could hear her heartbeat.
Even though she is a program, she is designed as a human...as a pixie.
"I can't find anything in your system"
"it won't work?" I asked.
"It will. BUt i need to find them. They are deep inside somewhere"
"I see"
I wish I caould be of any help.
"Say Lily"
"Hmm?"
"If I lose those emotions, then I would be able to express or feel anything, right?"
"Yes"
"Then could it be the reason I can't cry is because I don't have that emotion?"
"Crying is not an emotion"
"I know. It's an expression of emotion. I was just asking...I just wanted to know the reason why I can't cry"
"When you mentioned it for the first time that you can't cry. I checked and tried to find the reason, but I couldn't find any"
"I see"
"You should be able to cry normally. In fact, you are more s.e.n.s.i.t.i.v.e on that side"
"Then why can't I?"
"It's not like you can't cry, it's just you don't want to cry"
"Why do you think so? I want to cry. Even now, i want to cry in your arms"
"What I mean by you don't want to cry is, you don't feel like crying. You want to cry, but you can't. It's just like that"
"Like we can see the moon but can't reach it?"
"not a suitable example. We can easily reach the moon in a few hours"
"I hate this side of you"
"And I love this side of you"
I pulled her back and tightened my grip.
"You just keep getting soft"
"Anymore and I am punching you"
"Fine"
"You know..."
"Hmm?"
"You were sane until you reached corruption stage 5, after that you system starged acting up with your rage"
"I see"
It's so relaxing.
I have missed this. I have longed for this.
As I was trying to relax, one thought crossed in my mind.
I won't be able to feel this if I die.
"Das?"
"Say Lily. What if we can't find any solution to prolong my death, and I die?"
"You won't die"
"Just speaking hypothetically"
"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"
"I can't get it out of my mind"
"Don't worry. That will definitely won't happen"
"You are dodging the question again"
"Then take a hint. I don't want to answer that question"
"I can somehow do something and break the Edens' legend"
"Why do you want to break it? Don't you want to i.m.p.r.e.g.n.a.t.e us?"
"That's not what I meant. What I meant by breaking the legend is, I can somehow make it happen early"
"Oh! That is possible. Why don't you do it?"
"I am still not sure about it"
"What do you mean?"
"What if I die? they will eventually move on, or maybe they won't. But they will be alone. I am sure mother and others would support them. but if I get them pregnant they have to bear everything by themselves"
"What is wrong with that? Just i.m.p.r.e.g.n.a.t.e everyone. "
"If you were in my place. Would you have said the same thing? Would you have done the same thing?"
She turned around and looked me into the eyes.
She brought her face close to mine and kissed me while staring it into my eyes.
Then she smiled and turned back again.
"What was that?"
"My answer"
"I can't understand these types of stupid answers. Tell me clearly"
"You will know once you think about it"
Sigh~
I sighed and said, "I am still against impregating them and destroying their lives"
"Are you afraid of it?"
"I am afraid of destroying their lives. They are still...I mean, Elena is still in high school. I can't get her pregnant, no matter how hard she asks. Same with Lier. Serah is an a.d.u.l.t, but she grew up without any guidance, so I don't think she can take care of a kid"
"What about Daulla?"
"She will probably kill herself after I die"
"Then you should get her pregnant. She won't kill herself once she knows that there is a baby inside her"
"I might just do that, if I can't save myself"
"What..."
"Hmm?"
"What about...me?"
"You are the best option. You are not in high school. Not an a.d.u.l.t, or a kid. You are smart, but a little clumsy and an idiot. You do things, but sometimes mess them up"
"Why did you hide those insults behind the praises?"
"That's my way"
"If I wasn't doing this right now, I would strip you n.a.k.e.d"
"This too. I am worried about what you might do when you are angry"
Having kids with Lily.
Is it possible to have kids here? In this dimension?
What if I copy the data of this world, and make VR game?
That would make it like....digital kid?
That sounds really lame.
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"Fine. I will try"
"Sorry and thanks"
"Go lie on the bed"
"Okay"
I carried Lily in my arms.
"Hey! What gives?"
"There is no way I will lie in bed without you"
Her face blushed.
"Heh!" I smirked.
"You are testing your luck"
"If I don't test my luck then what else am I supposed to do with it?"
I threw her on the bed and jumped on the bed.
"Hey" I called out Lily.
"What?"
"I love you"
"I know"
"You are supposed to say 'I love you too' dammit!"
"I love you too. Happy?"
We were both lying on the bed.
I moved a little and hugged her from behind.
"What are you doing?"
"I need something or someone soft, or else I can sleep"
"Don't use me as your pillow"
"I hugged her tighter.
"Hey Lily"
"What?"
"I am fine now"
"Huh?"
"I am okay"
She chucked and said, "Glad to know that"
"I am slowing down the time now. Everything will be out of sync with the real world"
I hugged her tighter and said, "Okay"
I closed my eyes, still hugging her from behind.
I could hear her heartbeat.
Even though she is a program, she is designed as a human...as a pixie.
"I can't find anything in your system"
"it won't work?" I asked.
"It will. BUt i need to find them. They are deep inside somewhere"
"I see"
I wish I caould be of any help.
"Say Lily"
"Hmm?"
"If I lose those emotions, then I would be able to express or feel anything, right?"
"Yes"
"Then could it be the reason I can't cry is because I don't have that emotion?"
"Crying is not an emotion"
"I know. It's an expression of emotion. I was just asking...I just wanted to know the reason why I can't cry"
"When you mentioned it for the first time that you can't cry. I checked and tried to find the reason, but I couldn't find any"
"I see"
"You should be able to cry normally. In fact, you are more s.e.n.s.i.t.i.v.e on that side"
"Then why can't I?"
"It's not like you can't cry, it's just you don't want to cry"
"Why do you think so? I want to cry. Even now, i want to cry in your arms"
"What I mean by you don't want to cry is, you don't feel like crying. You want to cry, but you can't. It's just like that"
"Like we can see the moon but can't reach it?"
"not a suitable example. We can easily reach the moon in a few hours"
"I hate this side of you"
"And I love this side of you"
I pulled her back and tightened my grip.
"You just keep getting soft"
"Anymore and I am punching you"
"Fine"
"You know..."
"Hmm?"
"You were sane until you reached corruption stage 5, after that you system starged acting up with your rage"
"I see"
It's so relaxing.
I have missed this. I have longed for this.
As I was trying to relax, one thought crossed in my mind.
I won't be able to feel this if I die.
"Das?"
"Say Lily. What if we can't find any solution to prolong my death, and I die?"
"You won't die"
"Just speaking hypothetically"
"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"
"I can't get it out of my mind"
"Don't worry. That will definitely won't happen"
"You are dodging the question again"
"Then take a hint. I don't want to answer that question"
"I can somehow do something and break the Edens' legend"
"Why do you want to break it? Don't you want to i.m.p.r.e.g.n.a.t.e us?"
"That's not what I meant. What I meant by breaking the legend is, I can somehow make it happen early"
"Oh! That is possible. Why don't you do it?"
"I am still not sure about it"
"What do you mean?"
"What if I die? they will eventually move on, or maybe they won't. But they will be alone. I am sure mother and others would support them. but if I get them pregnant they have to bear everything by themselves"
"What is wrong with that? Just i.m.p.r.e.g.n.a.t.e everyone. "
"If you were in my place. Would you have said the same thing? Would you have done the same thing?"
She turned around and looked me into the eyes.
She brought her face close to mine and kissed me while staring it into my eyes.
Then she smiled and turned back again.
"What was that?"
"My answer"
"I can't understand these types of stupid answers. Tell me clearly"
"You will know once you think about it"
Sigh~
I sighed and said, "I am still against impregating them and destroying their lives"
"Are you afraid of it?"
"I am afraid of destroying their lives. They are still...I mean, Elena is still in high school. I can't get her pregnant, no matter how hard she asks. Same with Lier. Serah is an a.d.u.l.t, but she grew up without any guidance, so I don't think she can take care of a kid"
"What about Daulla?"
"She will probably kill herself after I die"
"Then you should get her pregnant. She won't kill herself once she knows that there is a baby inside her"
"I might just do that, if I can't save myself"
"What..."
"Hmm?"
"What about...me?"
"You are the best option. You are not in high school. Not an a.d.u.l.t, or a kid. You are smart, but a little clumsy and an idiot. You do things, but sometimes mess them up"
"Why did you hide those insults behind the praises?"
"That's my way"
"If I wasn't doing this right now, I would strip you n.a.k.e.d"
"This too. I am worried about what you might do when you are angry"
Having kids with Lily.
Is it possible to have kids here? In this dimension?
What if I copy the data of this world, and make VR game?
That would make it like....digital kid?
That sounds really lame.
"Fine. I will try" "Sorry and thanks" "Go lie on the bed" "Okay" I carried Lily in my arms. "Hey! What gives?" "There is no way I will lie in bed without you" Her face blushed. "Heh!" I smirked. "You are testing your luck" "If I don't test my luck then what else am I supposed to do with it?" I threw her on the bed and jumped on the bed. "Hey" I called out Lily. "What?" "I love you" "I know" "You are supposed to say 'I love you too' dammit!" "I love you too. Happy?" We were both lying on the bed. I moved a little and hugged her from behind. "What are you doing?" "I need something or someone soft, or else I can sleep" "Don't use me as your pillow" "I hugged her tighter. "Hey Lily" "What?" "I am fine now" "Huh?" "I am okay" She chucked and said, "Glad to know that" "I am slowing down the time now. Everything will be out of sync with the real world" I hugged her tighter and said, "Okay" I closed my eyes, still hugging her from behind. I could hear her heartbeat. Even though she is a program, she is designed as a human...as a pixie. "I can't find anything in your system" "it won't work?" I asked. "It will. BUt i need to find them. They are deep inside somewhere" "I see" I wish I caould be of any help. "Say Lily" "Hmm?" "If I lose those emotions, then I would be able to express or feel anything, right?" "Yes" "Then could it be the reason I can't cry is because I don't have that emotion?" "Crying is not an emotion" "I know. It's an expression of emotion. I was just asking...I just wanted to know the reason why I can't cry" "When you mentioned it for the first time that you can't cry. I checked and tried to find the reason, but I couldn't find any" "I see" "You should be able to cry normally. In fact, you are more s.e.n.s.i.t.i.v.e on that side" "Then why can't I?" "It's not like you can't cry, it's just you don't want to cry" "Why do you think so? I want to cry. Even now, i want to cry in your arms" "What I mean by you don't want to cry is, you don't feel like crying. You want to cry, but you can't. It's just like that" "Like we can see the moon but can't reach it?" "not a suitable example. We can easily reach the moon in a few hours" "I hate this side of you" "And I love this side of you" I pulled her back and tightened my grip. "You just keep getting soft" "Anymore and I am punching you" "Fine" "You know..." "Hmm?" "You were sane until you reached corruption stage 5, after that you system starged acting up with your rage" "I see" It's so relaxing. I have missed this. I have longed for this. As I was trying to relax, one thought crossed in my mind. I won't be able to feel this if I die. "Das?" "Say Lily. What if we can't find any solution to prolong my death, and I die?" "You won't die" "Just speaking hypothetically" "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?" "I can't get it out of my mind" "Don't worry. That will definitely won't happen" "You are dodging the question again" "Then take a hint. I don't want to answer that question" "I can somehow do something and break the Edens' legend" "Why do you want to break it? Don't you want to i.m.p.r.e.g.n.a.t.e us?" "That's not what I meant. What I meant by breaking the legend is, I can somehow make it happen early" "Oh! That is possible. Why don't you do it?" "I am still not sure about it" "What do you mean?" "What if I die? they will eventually move on, or maybe they won't. But they will be alone. I am sure mother and others would support them. but if I get them pregnant they have to bear everything by themselves" "What is wrong with that? Just i.m.p.r.e.g.n.a.t.e everyone. " "If you were in my place. Would you have said the same thing? Would you have done the same thing?" She turned around and looked me into the eyes. She brought her face close to mine and kissed me while staring it into my eyes. Then she smiled and turned back again. "What was that?" "My answer" "I can't understand these types of stupid answers. Tell me clearly" "You will know once you think about it" Sigh~ I sighed and said, "I am still against impregating them and destroying their lives" "Are you afraid of it?" "I am afraid of destroying their lives. They are still...I mean, Elena is still in high school. I can't get her pregnant, no matter how hard she asks. Same with Lier. Serah is an a.d.u.l.t, but she grew up without any guidance, so I don't think she can take care of a kid" "What about Daulla?" "She will probably kill herself after I die" "Then you should get her pregnant. She won't kill herself once she knows that there is a baby inside her" "I might just do that, if I can't save myself" "What..." "Hmm?" "What about...me?" "You are the best option. You are not in high school. Not an a.d.u.l.t, or a kid. You are smart, but a little clumsy and an idiot. You do things, but sometimes mess them up" "Why did you hide those insults behind the praises?" "That's my way" "If I wasn't doing this right now, I would strip you n.a.k.e.d" "This too. I am worried about what you might do when you are angry" Having kids with Lily. Is it possible to have kids here? In this dimension? What if I copy the data of this world, and make VR game? That would make it like....digital kid? That sounds really lame.
