Chapter 299: Doubts
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Having kids with Lily.
Is it possible to have kids here? In this dimension?
What if I copy the data of this world, and make VR game?
That would make it like....digital kid?
That sounds really lame.
I mean...I can create girls, any girl with just my imagination and do anything I want with them, including things which I shouldn't even think. But they can't exist in the real world, what is the meaning of it?
If I have lots of digital kids, but nothing in them. What is the meaning of it?
They will all just be a hollow program. Which will be empty from the inside.
Who will do things how they are told to do. Who will act as per the program inside them?
That is lame.
What I need is a real thing.
Programs and systems are lame.
Of course, Lily is an exception.
She surpasses all programs and systems.
Talking about systems, that Augustus has a system too.
What type of system does he have?
He could do stuff I couldn't even imagine off.
He somehow turned Sherley into Daulla.
He is a...formidable enemy. But not for long.
He knows about the slots...relics too.
Red eye. Blue eye. Ouyoral. And there are two more.
He said red eye and blue eye are useless, and that gadgets nowadays are more useful.
He used his blue and told me I had two years left, it was like he could see inside me.
Blue eyes do that.
What about the red one?
What does the red one do?
And if my eye is red, then that means I am using it?
But it turns red when I am...angry?
How do I use it? And what for?
My system is connected to it. Doesn't make any sense.
If they are the relics for Edens, then that means my ancestors were using it too? If yes, then that means...they had a system too?
But how is that possible?
It's not like system users are born with a system.
Daulla, for example. She got it after her surgery.
Another thing is that Oyuoral.
He also knows what Oyuoral is.
Well, he knows everything about us Edens, so he must know this too. But he didn't know where it was.
Does he also have those 5 relics?
He had 2 of them. He didn't have Oyuoral, and the other two....right?
Why were my ancestors protecting such dangerous things? And whey they never used it...wait. Why do I think that they never used it?
They must have used it.
Why did I think that there was only one Oyuoral?
There must have been many and this one was the last one...or is it really the last one?
'Everything is fake'.
Is everything really fake?
Should I let it make influence on me?
But why does it matter? I don't care about it.
Let everything be fake. It has nothing to do with me.
He knew why Oyuoral was called a cursed ball.
I used to think the Oyuoral is the real thing. But it was Oyuoris...the liquid inside it.
I just injected it inside my body thinking it would be able to sustain and decrease damage to my body. But it turned out to be something else.
I turned into a monster because of that.
I evolved because of that. And I am sure that wasn't a full evolution.
What else in my body has changed?
I opened my eyes and said, "Hey Lily. What did that evolution change inside me?"
"..."
No reply.
Is she trying to focus?
I shouldn't disturb her.
I closed my eyes and soon after I heard, "It changed everything inside your body"
"What do you mean by everything? I mean, everything is back to normal, right?"
"Not everything"
"What do you mean?"
"Your blood is changed"
"You mean my blood group?"
"No. The things inside your blood are changed"
"My...DNA?"
"That too. But what has changed the most is....your blood is not Edens anymore"
",,,!"
"You are not Edens anymore"
"Why...how..."
"But no one knows it, and no one will know it. So don't worry"
"It's not about anyone knowing it. If I don't have Edens' blood then that means...I am not related to anyone?!"
"Why are you freaking out? Nothing will change as long as you don't want to"
"That's...right"
"Okay. Now let me concentrate. I will wake you up"
"i will sleep for 120 days?"
"You will"
"Don't do anything weird while I am sleeping"
"I need a reward for all this hard work"
"I will give you a handsome reward. Just don't try to get it yourself"
"You sound like you know exactly what I was talking about"
"Of course I do"
"Good night"
I tightened my loosed grip and said, "Good night"
I will be sleeping for 120 days, but it will be around 2 hours in the real world.
This will be my first time doing this.
I am putting a lot of pressure on Lily and making her do many things.
I feel so pathetic.
She won't say no to me if I ask for something. Even if she has to suffer pain.
This is why I fell in love with her.
Thinking back on it, I still haven't figured out why or when I fell in love with her.
Aside from Elena, I don't know when I fell in love with other girls.
First, it was Lier.
She kissed me and I started seeing her that way.
No. It was more like....I have been on the borderline of my feelings with Lier.
I mean, I have been with her since we were kids, and I have spent my time with her for the longest. Even more than my parents, even more than Daulla.
I wasn't aware of my feelings back then. But after I fell in love with Elena. I realized that feeling.
I experienced love. And then when Lier kissed me, the line broke. All my feelings and emotions went berserk.
At the same time, Elena said she is okay with sharing me with other girls. That's the only reason why I accepted Lier.
As for Serah....there are many things.
The same goes for Lily.
And Daulla...well. I think they already know about it.
.
.
.
.
.
The time in the real world,
3: 38 AM.
Daulla and Das were sleeping on the bed.
Das was sleeping facing his face to the ceiling, while Daulla had her arms and legs wrapped around Das.
[Leveled Up]
No one heard it and no one would ever know about it.
===============
Hey guys, 2 chapters again today.
I released 4 extra chapters last week too, even though we hadn't reached our PS goal.
And I asked you guys to add my second book to the library, but only some did. Thank you to those who added and read it.
Okay, so here is the deal.
Vote with PS on my second novel, if we reach 500 ps on that novel by the end of this week, then I will do a mass release of 2 chapters of this novel and 3 chapters on that novel.
NOTE: I am not forcing anyone to do it. Do it only if you want to ;)
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Having kids with Lily.
Is it possible to have kids here? In this dimension?
What if I copy the data of this world, and make VR game?
That would make it like....digital kid?
That sounds really lame.
I mean...I can create girls, any girl with just my imagination and do anything I want with them, including things which I shouldn't even think. But they can't exist in the real world, what is the meaning of it?
If I have lots of digital kids, but nothing in them. What is the meaning of it?
They will all just be a hollow program. Which will be empty from the inside.
Who will do things how they are told to do. Who will act as per the program inside them?
That is lame.
What I need is a real thing.
Programs and systems are lame.
Of course, Lily is an exception.
She surpasses all programs and systems.
Talking about systems, that Augustus has a system too.
What type of system does he have?
He could do stuff I couldn't even imagine off.
He somehow turned Sherley into Daulla.
He is a...formidable enemy. But not for long.
He knows about the slots...relics too.
Red eye. Blue eye. Ouyoral. And there are two more.
He said red eye and blue eye are useless, and that gadgets nowadays are more useful.
He used his blue and told me I had two years left, it was like he could see inside me.
Blue eyes do that.
What about the red one?
What does the red one do?
And if my eye is red, then that means I am using it?
But it turns red when I am...angry?
How do I use it? And what for?
My system is connected to it. Doesn't make any sense.
If they are the relics for Edens, then that means my ancestors were using it too? If yes, then that means...they had a system too?
But how is that possible?
It's not like system users are born with a system.
Daulla, for example. She got it after her surgery.
Another thing is that Oyuoral.
He also knows what Oyuoral is.
Well, he knows everything about us Edens, so he must know this too. But he didn't know where it was.
Does he also have those 5 relics?
He had 2 of them. He didn't have Oyuoral, and the other two....right?
Why were my ancestors protecting such dangerous things? And whey they never used it...wait. Why do I think that they never used it?
They must have used it.
Why did I think that there was only one Oyuoral?
There must have been many and this one was the last one...or is it really the last one?
'Everything is fake'.
Is everything really fake?
Should I let it make influence on me?
But why does it matter? I don't care about it.
Let everything be fake. It has nothing to do with me.
He knew why Oyuoral was called a cursed ball.
I used to think the Oyuoral is the real thing. But it was Oyuoris...the liquid inside it.
I just injected it inside my body thinking it would be able to sustain and decrease damage to my body. But it turned out to be something else.
I turned into a monster because of that.
I evolved because of that. And I am sure that wasn't a full evolution.
What else in my body has changed?
I opened my eyes and said, "Hey Lily. What did that evolution change inside me?"
"..."
No reply.
Is she trying to focus?
I shouldn't disturb her.
I closed my eyes and soon after I heard, "It changed everything inside your body"
"What do you mean by everything? I mean, everything is back to normal, right?"
"Not everything"
"What do you mean?"
"Your blood is changed"
"You mean my blood group?"
"No. The things inside your blood are changed"
"My...DNA?"
"That too. But what has changed the most is....your blood is not Edens anymore"
",,,!"
"You are not Edens anymore"
"Why...how..."
"But no one knows it, and no one will know it. So don't worry"
"It's not about anyone knowing it. If I don't have Edens' blood then that means...I am not related to anyone?!"
"Why are you freaking out? Nothing will change as long as you don't want to"
"That's...right"
"Okay. Now let me concentrate. I will wake you up"
"i will sleep for 120 days?"
"You will"
"Don't do anything weird while I am sleeping"
"I need a reward for all this hard work"
"I will give you a handsome reward. Just don't try to get it yourself"
"You sound like you know exactly what I was talking about"
"Of course I do"
"Good night"
I tightened my loosed grip and said, "Good night"
I will be sleeping for 120 days, but it will be around 2 hours in the real world.
This will be my first time doing this.
I am putting a lot of pressure on Lily and making her do many things.
I feel so pathetic.
She won't say no to me if I ask for something. Even if she has to suffer pain.
This is why I fell in love with her.
Thinking back on it, I still haven't figured out why or when I fell in love with her.
Aside from Elena, I don't know when I fell in love with other girls.
First, it was Lier.
She kissed me and I started seeing her that way.
No. It was more like....I have been on the borderline of my feelings with Lier.
I mean, I have been with her since we were kids, and I have spent my time with her for the longest. Even more than my parents, even more than Daulla.
I wasn't aware of my feelings back then. But after I fell in love with Elena. I realized that feeling.
I experienced love. And then when Lier kissed me, the line broke. All my feelings and emotions went berserk.
At the same time, Elena said she is okay with sharing me with other girls. That's the only reason why I accepted Lier.
As for Serah....there are many things.
The same goes for Lily.
And Daulla...well. I think they already know about it.
.
.
.
.
.
The time in the real world,
3: 38 AM.
Daulla and Das were sleeping on the bed.
Das was sleeping facing his face to the ceiling, while Daulla had her arms and legs wrapped around Das.
[Leveled Up]
No one heard it and no one would ever know about it.
===============
Hey guys, 2 chapters again today.
I released 4 extra chapters last week too, even though we hadn't reached our PS goal.
And I asked you guys to add my second book to the library, but only some did. Thank you to those who added and read it.
Okay, so here is the deal.
Vote with PS on my second novel, if we reach 500 ps on that novel by the end of this week, then I will do a mass release of 2 chapters of this novel and 3 chapters on that novel.
NOTE: I am not forcing anyone to do it. Do it only if you want to ;)
================
Having kids with Lily. Is it possible to have kids here? In this dimension? What if I copy the data of this world, and make VR game? That would make it like....digital kid? That sounds really lame. I mean...I can create girls, any girl with just my imagination and do anything I want with them, including things which I shouldn't even think. But they can't exist in the real world, what is the meaning of it? If I have lots of digital kids, but nothing in them. What is the meaning of it? They will all just be a hollow program. Which will be empty from the inside. Who will do things how they are told to do. Who will act as per the program inside them? That is lame. What I need is a real thing. Programs and systems are lame. Of course, Lily is an exception. She surpasses all programs and systems. Talking about systems, that Augustus has a system too. What type of system does he have? He could do stuff I couldn't even imagine off. He somehow turned Sherley into Daulla. He is a...formidable enemy. But not for long. He knows about the slots...relics too. Red eye. Blue eye. Ouyoral. And there are two more. He said red eye and blue eye are useless, and that gadgets nowadays are more useful. He used his blue and told me I had two years left, it was like he could see inside me. Blue eyes do that. What about the red one? What does the red one do? And if my eye is red, then that means I am using it? But it turns red when I am...angry? How do I use it? And what for? My system is connected to it. Doesn't make any sense. If they are the relics for Edens, then that means my ancestors were using it too? If yes, then that means...they had a system too? But how is that possible? It's notlike system users are born with a system. Daulla, for example. She got it after her surgery. Another thing is that Oyuoral. He also knows what Oyuoral is. Well, he knows everything about us Edens, so he must know this too. But he didn't know where it was. Does he also have those 5 relics? He had 2 of them. He didn't have Oyuoral, and the other two....right? Why were my ancestors protecting such dangerous things? And whey they never used it...wait. Why do I think that they never used it? They must have used it. Why did I think that there was only one Oyuoral? There must have been many and this one was the last one...or is it really the last one? 'Everything is fake'. Is everything really fake? Should I let it make influence on me? But why does it matter? I don't care about it. Let everything be fake. It has nothing to do with me. He knew why Oyuoral was called a cursed ball. I used to think the Oyuoral is the real thing. But it was Oyuoris...the liquid inside it. I just injected it inside my body thinking it would be able to sustain and decrease damage to my body. But it turned out to be something else. I turned into a monster because of that. I evolved because of that. And I am sure that wasn't a full evolution. What else in my body has changed? I opened my eyes and said, "Hey Lily. What did that evolution change inside me?" "..." No reply. Is she trying to focus? I shouldn't disturb her. I closed my eyes and soon after I heard, "It changed everything inside your body" "What do you mean by everything? I mean, everything is back to normal, right?" "Not everything" "What do you mean?" "Your blood is changed" "You mean my blood group?" "No. The things inside your blood are changed" "My...DNA?" "That too. But what has changed the most is....your blood is not Edens anymore" ",,,!" "You are not Edens anymore" "Why...how..." "But no one knows it, and no one will know it. So don't worry" "It's not about anyone knowing it. If I don't have Edens' blood then that means...I am not related to anyone?!" "Why are you freaking out? Nothing will change as long as you don't want to" "That's...right" "Okay. Now let me concentrate. I will wake you up" "i will sleep for 120 days?" "You will" "Don't do anything weird while I am sleeping" "I need a reward for all this hard work" "I will give you a handsome reward. Just don't try to get it yourself" "You sound like you know exactly what I was talking about" "Of course I do" "Good night" I tightened my loosed grip and said, "Good night" I will be sleeping for 120 days, but it will be around 2 hours in the real world. This will be my first time doing this. I am putting a lot of pressure on Lily and making her do many things. I feel so pathetic. She won't say no to me if I ask for something. Even if she has to suffer pain. This is why I fell in love with her. Thinking back on it, I still haven't figured out why or when I fell in love with her. Aside from Elena, I don't know when I fell in love with other girls. First, it was Lier. She kissed me and I started seeing her that way. No. It was more like....I have been on the borderline of my feelings with Lier. I mean, I have been with her since we were kids, and I have spent my time with her for the longest. Even more than my parents, even more than Daulla. I wasn't aware of my feelings back then. But after I fell in love with Elena. I realized that feeling. I experienced love. And then when Lier kissed me, the line broke. All my feelings and emotions went berserk. At the same time, Elena said she is okay with sharing me with other girls. That's the only reason why I accepted Lier. As for Serah....there are many things. The same goes for Lily. And Daulla...well. I think they already know about it. . . . . . The time in the real world, 3: 38 AM. Daulla and Das were sleeping on the bed. Das was sleeping facing his face to the ceiling, while Daulla had her arms and legs wrapped around Das. Leveled Up No one heard it and no one would ever know about it. =============== Hey guys, 2 chapters again today. I released 4 extra chapters last week too, even though we hadn't reached our PS goal. And I asked you guys to add my second book to the library, but only some did. Thank you to those who added and read it. Okay, so here is the deal. Vote with PS on my second novel, if we reach 500 ps on that novel by the end of this week, then I will do a mass release of 2 chapters of this novel and 3 chapters on that novel. NOTE: I am not forcing anyone to do it. Do it only if you want to ; ================
