Chapter 1588: I will live up to you for the rest of my life-seven to six thousand words
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After all, he is not born to be bent, maybe he is not bent now, but he is inexplicably in love with a man who molested himself.
Helianting's charm is indeed difficult to resist, so it is not surprising that Lux likes him.
"Let you know what it means to be obedient!" Helianting said, leaning down, the action was like going to kiss Lux...
Then he heard eager footsteps.
He Lianting's lips curled up with a smile that seemed like nothing.
And Lux looked inexplicably strange, or didn't know what was going on.
After all, they are people who have never been in contact with feelings, and don't know much about many things.
He Tingchen almost ran down the stairs in two steps.
"X's hand is injured, Ting, don't make trouble with him!"
He Tingchen spoke with eagerness, walking too eagerly, and his voice was panting.
Lux heard He Tingchen's voice and pushed He Lianting on his body embarrassingly.
The look in He Tingchen's eyes was full of apologies.
He wanted to say that he didn't know what was going on, so he was overwhelmed by Helianting.
However, he didn't know how to speak.
He Tingchen felt even more uncomfortable when he saw Lux's eyes full of guilt.
Why did Helianting provoke such a clean child.
Is it good to be directed at him?
People like him don't really like anyone, so why ruin a person's true heart.
Involving the innocent Lux, it will only be the child who is injured in the end.
"You just came here, he likes me, and it doesn't matter to me, I don't understand it, why doesn't it matter to me?"
Helianting did not get off Lux, but asked He Tingchen from his side.
"Why are you like this? I didn't say that I like you, so I didn't say anything about you. You asked me if I liked you..."
Lux was completely angry, because He Lianting's questioning deeply hurt He Tingchen.
It also made him hurt, not to mention, more about his own guilt for He Tingchen.
He never knew that if he silently liked one person, he could hurt another person.
He Tingchen stood there, looking at the simple Lux, with that annoyed look, as if he had seen himself back then.
It was also such a pointless yelling at Helianting, and then, let him have the hope of conquering.
After so many years, all his temper and anger have been slowly worn away.
Such Lux shouldn't be hurt, and such a good boy shouldn't be ruined by Helianting.
"Get up!" Lux didn't care if his wrist was still injured, whether he could use force.
Go directly to push Helianting.
"Lux, don't move."
He Tingchen was afraid that he would hurt himself, so he hurried forward.
"Don't come over, I have no face to see you..."
Lux looked embarrassed, what did he do.
Simple children can't think of so many, now they completely regard themselves as bad guys who destroy other people's feelings.
Helianting was really annoyed when he saw Lux, and he had reached a state of ignoring and struggling.
If his hand suffers any more injuries, it is estimated that his sister should ignore him again.
The careless child, Helianting got up, Lux immediately blushed and fled the sofa.
"I'm sorry..." I hurried to bring He Tingchen by his side and said sorry to him.
Then ran upstairs...
Only He Tingchen and He Lianting were left in the living room.
"If you want a new person, you can find anyone, Lux or give it to the child..."
He Tingchen was standing there, the child's guilty eyes just now seemed like a knife pierced into his heart.
"When I bought you, you were underage!" Helianting said solemnly.
Lux is a child? People who are almost 20 have such a big child?
"..." He Tingchen is indisputable, he was indeed a minor at that time.
At that time, he was bought by Helianting, and he thought that he could finally have a stable life.
Do cows and horses for the owner, as long as you can eat food.
However, the rest of life is not what he wants.
"I do not need you to intervene!"
He Tingchen did not speak or refute, and He Lianting felt bored again.
Get upstairs, it is better to coax the baby.
"What are you thinking of me? He Lianting, what are you thinking of He Tingchen? Who are you?"
The long-standing resentment broke out at this moment.
It doesn't matter if Helianting likes Lux or wants to use him to stimulate himself.
At this moment, He Tingchen wanted to understand.
"You don't know what you are. Ask me what I do? When did you, He Tingchen, set your position right? How can you give me what I want!"
He Lianting's jaw clenched tightly, it was his faint anger.
This is the first time He Tingchen asked him this question about the relationship between them.
He Lianting thought he would understand, and He Tingchen should understand when he told him to have a child.
However, he didn't say anything, or asked.
His sister asked if he had sought He Tingchen's opinion.
With his current attitude, he wouldn't say anything when asked him.
If he hadn't used Lux to force him, he wouldn't have asked such a thing today.
"You want my heart, why have you ever given it to me?" He Tingchen was a little short of breath.
In his He Lianting's heart, He Tingchen is just a pet to play with.
He has been so self-respect and miserable.
He had given his heart, but Helianting turned a blind eye.
How can an unintentional person feel the sincerity of others?
"He Tingchen, you don't like me touching others, have I ever touched? When you are obedient, am I not enough to spoil you?"
"You said you want freedom, I let you come out and play, isn't it enough to indulge you?"
"When did I, Helianting, serve people? How did I serve you during the days you were hospitalized, including after you were discharged? Even the water you drank was given to you by me. Why are you not satisfied?"
"I said I wanted to have a baby with you, but you didn't give me any response?"
He Lianting walked up to He Tingchen a few steps, pinched his chin, and said viciously.
"Don't you know what it means to have a baby?"
"Is Helianting not enough for you?"
This is the first time that two people have questioned each other face to face and spoke out responses.
He Tingchen's heart trembled deeply. This is what He Lianting said...
"You don't touch? Have you touched less? Disgusting things, have you done less Helianting?"
Recalling those past times, He Tingchen's body was still trembling, such a memory, even after a few lifetimes, as long as he didn't drink Meng Po soup, he would remember it in his heart.
Because that has become a brand.
"Do you pet me? He Tingchen can't afford your kind of perverted pet. Who caused these injuries on my body these years?" He Tingchen had already torn off his linen shirt when he spoke.
On the fair skin, the faint traces crisscrossed and crisscrossed, they were all imprints of time.
"You give me freedom, but any time you don’t let people watch me 24 hours a day, as long as you get close to my friends, you will let them disappear. By my side, the only thing left is Shenzhou, even Fan Bin. You interrupted, He Lianting, this is what you call freedom, but it's just a means to make me feel desperate!"
"Serve me? You are enjoying it, so you say you pour me water, how did I get the water in the end? I was so thirsty that I asked you to feed me mouth-to-mouth, this is all your pleasure The way."
"When it comes to having children, it’s even more ridiculous. I don’t want my children to be slave pets. It’s enough to have me alone. I won’t let my children come out and suffer. ..."
"Shut up to me!" He Tingchen didn't finish speaking, and He Lianting slapped him in the face.
In this quiet living room, this slap in the face was particularly harsh.
"This is my situation. When you are upset, hit me. I don't want my child to see that he has such a father."
He Tingchen's skin is very delicate, and I can only blame it for being so well fed by He Lianting.
With a slap, clear five-fingerprints appeared on his cheeks, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding.
"Helianting, you seem to have forgotten, I am also a man..."
This is the first time He Tingchen told He Lianting, I am also a man...
Who would have thought that He Shao, the most precious and incomparable, would actually live without dignity like this.
Even if he wanted to die, he couldn't, because he was afraid that he was really as Helianting said.
Even if he died, it wouldn't let him live.
He Lianting felt his palms burn for the first time, and he was shaking slightly.
He does always fight He Tingchen, but after every fight, he feels distressed.
But it was the first time I felt regret, regret that I shouldn't hit him.
A complicated expression flashed in Helianting's deep eyes.
"I won't hit you anymore!" Helianting's words at this moment were a bit hoarse.
He Tingchen laughed, what a gift, no more...
After so many years, it was enough to fight.
"Helianting, you let Luxe go! Don't use him to stimulate me anymore, it's useless, my heart is dead, I can't give it to you!"
He Tingchen wiped the corner of his mouth.
In the past, He Tingchen was not allowed to call He Lianting's name. At most, He Lianting liked to tease him, and Xu Ting was called.
And just now, He Tingchen has been named He Lianting several times.
Maybe he didn't realize it himself, and Helianting didn't pay attention either.
"He Tingchen, shut up!" What He Lianting wants all these years is He Tingchen's heart.
He wanted this man, and he belonged to Helianting inside and out.
He Tingchen is like his eyes, always giving people a misty feeling.
Therefore, he will try his best to keep him by his side.
He not only wants his people, but also his heart, which belongs to him, and will always belong to him alone.
Helianting was controlling his anger. He said just now that he would not fight him again, he would not fight again.
However, if He Tingchen said these things recklessly, he would not guarantee what would happen to him.
He Tingchen smiled, did not speak, and returned to the unsalty or indifferent expression, as if he didn't care about anything again.
When Feng Xi and He Liansheng came back, they saw He Tingchen's shirt being torn, and there was blood on the corner of his mouth, and then the clear five-fingerprints on his face.
Feng Xi's expression was cold. Why did my elder brother recover after two days and start to be like this again?
What did this do to He Tingchen?
This is not the first time she saw He Tingchen being beaten by her brother.
During the few days He Tingchen was hospitalized, her brother changed in all aspects. She even thought it was a good start, but who knows, he treated He Tingchen like this again...
He Liansheng put down the bag in his hand and walked to He Lianting's side in a few steps.
Yelled, "Brother!"
Then He Lianting turned his head, and He Liansheng slapped him in the face.
"Does it hurt? How does it feel?" Heliansheng's shoulders were trembling slightly.
He Liansheng's slap came too suddenly, not to mention He Lianting, even Feng Xi and He Tingchen were shocked.
Feng Xi was sure that this was the first time his elder brother had been slapped in the face after 30 years of life.
Had it not been for the tense atmosphere now, he would definitely applaud his wife.
This slap is really great.
He had known that his wife was going to beat his elder brother, he had to record it.
He Lian Ting was probably beaten up, and he was actually stunned, with sparks erupting in his eyes.
The slap on his face is now numb.
"Are you crazy, are you coming to me?" He Lianting came back to his senses and shouted at He Liansheng.
"I can't beat you, you can beat him?" He Liansheng roared back unceremoniously.
If I can wake her brother up, don't mind, my hand hurts a few more times.
He Lianting looked at He Tingchen and saw his red and swollen face and blood on the corners of his mouth.
I couldn't say anything for a while, why there was nothing to say.
Helianting turned and walked out...
The pace was a little awkward, probably because he didn't expect that he would be beaten by his sister.
Or maybe it was because I was beaten before, and then I saw He Tingchen's face being beaten by him, and I felt a strange feeling in my heart.
Things that originally thought it was normal and there was no problem, how now they are all different.
What has changed?
No one stopped Helianting, and let him go out like that.
"Husband, you go to the ice cube!"
He Liansheng was uncomfortable, her brother's lonely figure made her feel distressed.
She felt even more distressed after the slap, but she also wanted her brother to understand.
It's not when he wants to do what he wants, and he does whatever he wants regardless of other people's feelings. This is the most silent kind of harm.
Where Feng Xi was used to go, the butler went directly to the kitchen and brought the ice pack to Feng Xi's hand.
He Tingchen took an ice pack and put it on his face, "I'm going back to the room first, don't hurt your brother and sister's feelings because of me!"
When He Tingchen turned around, he thought of Lux again, "Go and see Lux, the kid is probably scared!"
He Tingchen's voice was tired.
The back of walking seems to be floating, which makes people feel distressed.
Feng Xi took He Liansheng into his arms, "Daily hit, and I think it's a good hit, so don't feel distressed, brother should hit it too!"
If Feng Xi still knew his daughter-in-law, he must have felt sorry for her brother. After all, he was a brother and sister.
"Go and see Kes! It's better to talk to you!"
When Heliansheng thought of Lux, the pain he felt for her brother disappeared.
Why should you provoke him and make people like this?
"Okay, you go back to your room for a break, and your uncle will be back as soon as he calms down!"
Feng Xi was actually not sure whether Brother Brother would come back right away.
With his temperament, he might have to coax someone to come back.
But no matter if he doesn't come back, He Tingchen can still stay quiet for a few days by himself.
Lux's room was also on the third floor, but he chose the innermost one himself.
Since this will be his room from now on, Feng Xi asked him what kind of bed and cabinet he liked, and he bought it later.
Lux was lying on the bed in a daze when Feng Xi came in.
He stared at the ceiling, motionless.
Just now he saw Helianting hit He Tingchen, and the slap went down as if it was hitting his face.
He felt the pain, the pain spread to his heart, making him feel difficult to breathe now.
How can you fight as you say, standing in front of Helianting is a man, a man who has lived with him for many years.
Lux can't figure it out if he doesn't understand it.
Are they not lovers?
"What are you thinking?" Feng Xi took the basketball on the shelf and threw it at Lux.
Although his hand was injured, Lux caught the ball with one hand.
Then he threw it up, and finally the ball fell on the tip of his finger.
Spinning...
"Thinking about why he hit people, aren't they lovers?"
Lux dropped the basketball into the hoop with one hand.
There are all things he likes in his room. It can be said that Feng Xi really dotes on this brother-in-law.
All kinds of limited edition skateboards and basketballs were prepared for him, and a basketball hoop was pressed for him in the room.
He even set up a gym next door for Lux, knowing he loves sports, and all the arrangements are according to his preferences.
"To be precise, they are not in love. He Tingchen was a slave bought by my elder brother and got into bed later."
Feng Xi was sitting on the edge of the bed, thinking that he would let Lux stop thinking about his elder brother today.
Obviously his elder brother was just teasing him, and he didn't like it.
The person his elder brother could tolerate was He Tingchen.
It's just that he still doesn't understand it. As for when he will understand, no one will know about it.
Lux had heard anything about slave male pets before, but he couldn't understand it.
It was not ancient times, how could there be slaves, and then he thought of the mysterious Helian country, maybe in that mysterious country, nothing is impossible.
He Tingchen was actually a slave, no wonder He Lianting would treat him that way.
How could such an expensive man be a slave...
Even slaves cannot be treated like this.
"Helianting is too much, how could there be someone like him? This shouldn't be the first time he has beaten He Tingchen?"
He didn't hear what the two said before. When he wanted to go downstairs, he saw He Lianting beating He Tingchen.
After seeing it, he couldn't stand it, so he went back to the room. He didn't know what they said later.
All he knew was that He Lianting slapped He Tingchen without hesitation.
"Well, I often fight, this is still light, do you still like such a person?"
If it weren't for fear of a shadow in the child's heart, Feng Xi would have to tell Lux about all the things his elder brother had done.
Let him simply no longer like the eldest brother.
However, I am afraid that it will be too harsh, and this child will not dare to like people in the future.
These are all things that are hard to say, the shadows are left in this way.
"I don't know, he treated me today..." Lux didn't know what to say.
Although he felt that He Lianting was too much to He Tingchen, but did he not like it?
I can't talk about it, it's a strange feeling.
"What did he do to you?" Feng Xi suddenly remembered, and He Tingchen said, Lux was shocked, and he didn't know what scared him.
Wouldn't it be the elder brother who made him stronger?
It doesn't look like this...
"Nothing, just want to kiss me, let He Tingchen stop..."
He Tingchen appeared suddenly, and Lux knew that he intended to stop them.
"I feel very sorry for him!"
No matter what He Tingchen's status is with Helianting, Lux felt sorry for him.
"Fuck, my uncle is crazy, you kid, you can't let him touch you!"
Even kissing is not enough. I already fell in love with it. If he had skin-to-skin relationship again, the child would not have to fall in love with his elder brother.
"Also, please don't get He Tingchen. He is for your own good. You stupid boy, if you get stuck, it will be you who suffer. You have seen He Tingchen's current situation. My eldest brother is like that. What is special to you, but to make you play!"
When Feng Xi thought about these things, his wife would definitely have told his brother-in-law.
However, he still has to say what should be said, and he should be brainwashed...
"I know he is good for me. What you said is good for me, but this does not conflict with my preference for Helianting."
Feng Xi blinked, what? Do not conflict?
What is in the child's head?
"I just like him, and I don't want to behave with him. How to say this, it shouldn't be as long as I like basketball and skateboarding. It's probably just new. I don't know."
Lux is a very straightforward child, and what he thinks is what he says.
It won’t be twisted around, and it won’t complicate the problem.
Everything just goes with the flow.
When things have reached a certain stage, there will always be a solution.
There is no need to worry about what will happen, because that kind of life is too tiring.
"Fuck, what theory is this? Do you think feelings are such arbitrary things? Let you control it. When the time comes, it will control your emotions and make you hurt and hurt you..."
"Do you think He Tingchen feels better now? He suffers every day."
Feng Xi bounced Lux's head to make him sober.
"If I were He Tingchen and Helianting hit me once, I would come back twice. Why should someone beat me?"
"I would rather be beaten to death than bullied to death. I think He Tingchen should do the same when facing Helianting..."
Lux's voice was not too loud, but it happened to be heard by He Tingchen who came to see him.
The door was not closed when Feng Xi came in, so He Tingchen heard exactly what Lux said.
He smiled and leaned against the wall. He wanted to tell Lux that he had never done anything like this.
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After all, he is not born to be bent, maybe he is not bent now, but he is inexplicably in love with a man who molested himself.
Helianting's charm is indeed difficult to resist, so it is not surprising that Lux likes him.
"Let you know what it means to be obedient!" Helianting said, leaning down, the action was like going to kiss Lux...
Then he heard eager footsteps.
He Lianting's lips curled up with a smile that seemed like nothing.
And Lux looked inexplicably strange, or didn't know what was going on.
After all, they are people who have never been in contact with feelings, and don't know much about many things.
He Tingchen almost ran down the stairs in two steps.
"X's hand is injured, Ting, don't make trouble with him!"
He Tingchen spoke with eagerness, walking too eagerly, and his voice was panting.
Lux heard He Tingchen's voice and pushed He Lianting on his body embarrassingly.
The look in He Tingchen's eyes was full of apologies.
He wanted to say that he didn't know what was going on, so he was overwhelmed by Helianting.
However, he didn't know how to speak.
He Tingchen felt even more uncomfortable when he saw Lux's eyes full of guilt.
Why did Helianting provoke such a clean child.
Is it good to be directed at him?
People like him don't really like anyone, so why ruin a person's true heart.
Involving the innocent Lux, it will only be the child who is injured in the end.
"You just came here, he likes me, and it doesn't matter to me, I don't understand it, why doesn't it matter to me?"
Helianting did not get off Lux, but asked He Tingchen from his side.
"Why are you like this? I didn't say that I like you, so I didn't say anything about you. You asked me if I liked you..."
Lux was completely angry, because He Lianting's questioning deeply hurt He Tingchen.
It also made him hurt, not to mention, more about his own guilt for He Tingchen.
He never knew that if he silently liked one person, he could hurt another person.
He Tingchen stood there, looking at the simple Lux, with that annoyed look, as if he had seen himself back then.
It was also such a pointless yelling at Helianting, and then, let him have the hope of conquering.
After so many years, all his temper and anger have been slowly worn away.
Such Lux shouldn't be hurt, and such a good boy shouldn't be ruined by Helianting.
"Get up!" Lux didn't care if his wrist was still injured, whether he could use force.
Go directly to push Helianting.
"Lux, don't move."
He Tingchen was afraid that he would hurt himself, so he hurried forward.
"Don't come over, I have no face to see you..."
Lux looked embarrassed, what did he do.
Simple children can't think of so many, now they completely regard themselves as bad guys who destroy other people's feelings.
Helianting was really annoyed when he saw Lux, and he had reached a state of ignoring and struggling.
If his hand suffers any more injuries, it is estimated that his sister should ignore him again.
The careless child, Helianting got up, Lux immediately blushed and fled the sofa.
"I'm sorry..." I hurried to bring He Tingchen by his side and said sorry to him.
Then ran upstairs...
Only He Tingchen and He Lianting were left in the living room.
"If you want a new person, you can find anyone, Lux or give it to the child..."
He Tingchen was standing there, the child's guilty eyes just now seemed like a knife pierced into his heart.
"When I bought you, you were underage!" Helianting said solemnly.
Lux is a child? People who are almost 20 have such a big child?
"..." He Tingchen is indisputable, he was indeed a minor at that time.
At that time, he was bought by Helianting, and he thought that he could finally have a stable life.
Do cows and horses for the owner, as long as you can eat food.
However, the rest of life is not what he wants.
"I do not need you to intervene!"
He Tingchen did not speak or refute, and He Lianting felt bored again.
Get upstairs, it is better to coax the baby.
"What are you thinking of me? He Lianting, what are you thinking of He Tingchen? Who are you?"
The long-standing resentment broke out at this moment.
It doesn't matter if Helianting likes Lux or wants to use him to stimulate himself.
At this moment, He Tingchen wanted to understand.
"You don't know what you are. Ask me what I do? When did you, He Tingchen, set your position right? How can you give me what I want!"
He Lianting's jaw clenched tightly, it was his faint anger.
This is the first time He Tingchen asked him this question about the relationship between them.
He Lianting thought he would understand, and He Tingchen should understand when he told him to have a child.
However, he didn't say anything, or asked.
His sister asked if he had sought He Tingchen's opinion.
With his current attitude, he wouldn't say anything when asked him.
If he hadn't used Lux to force him, he wouldn't have asked such a thing today.
"You want my heart, why have you ever given it to me?" He Tingchen was a little short of breath.
In his He Lianting's heart, He Tingchen is just a pet to play with.
He has been so self-respect and miserable.
He had given his heart, but Helianting turned a blind eye.
How can an unintentional person feel the sincerity of others?
"He Tingchen, you don't like me touching others, have I ever touched? When you are obedient, am I not enough to spoil you?"
"You said you want freedom, I let you come out and play, isn't it enough to indulge you?"
"When did I, Helianting, serve people? How did I serve you during the days you were hospitalized, including after you were discharged? Even the water you drank was given to you by me. Why are you not satisfied?"
"I said I wanted to have a baby with you, but you didn't give me any response?"
He Lianting walked up to He Tingchen a few steps, pinched his chin, and said viciously.
"Don't you know what it means to have a baby?"
"Is Helianting not enough for you?"
This is the first time that two people have questioned each other face to face and spoke out responses.
He Tingchen's heart trembled deeply. This is what He Lianting said...
"You don't touch? Have you touched less? Disgusting things, have you done less Helianting?"
Recalling those past times, He Tingchen's body was still trembling, such a memory, even after a few lifetimes, as long as he didn't drink Meng Po soup, he would remember it in his heart.
Because that has become a brand.
"Do you pet me? He Tingchen can't afford your kind of perverted pet. Who caused these injuries on my body these years?" He Tingchen had already torn off his linen shirt when he spoke.
On the fair skin, the faint traces crisscrossed and crisscrossed, they were all imprints of time.
"You give me freedom, but any time you don’t let people watch me 24 hours a day, as long as you get close to my friends, you will let them disappear. By my side, the only thing left is Shenzhou, even Fan Bin. You interrupted, He Lianting, this is what you call freedom, but it's just a means to make me feel desperate!"
"Serve me? You are enjoying it, so you say you pour me water, how did I get the water in the end? I was so thirsty that I asked you to feed me mouth-to-mouth, this is all your pleasure The way."
"When it comes to having children, it’s even more ridiculous. I don’t want my children to be slave pets. It’s enough to have me alone. I won’t let my children come out and suffer. ..."
"Shut up to me!" He Tingchen didn't finish speaking, and He Lianting slapped him in the face.
In this quiet living room, this slap in the face was particularly harsh.
"This is my situation. When you are upset, hit me. I don't want my child to see that he has such a father."
He Tingchen's skin is very delicate, and I can only blame it for being so well fed by He Lianting.
With a slap, clear five-fingerprints appeared on his cheeks, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding.
"Helianting, you seem to have forgotten, I am also a man..."
This is the first time He Tingchen told He Lianting, I am also a man...
Who would have thought that He Shao, the most precious and incomparable, would actually live without dignity like this.
Even if he wanted to die, he couldn't, because he was afraid that he was really as Helianting said.
Even if he died, it wouldn't let him live.
He Lianting felt his palms burn for the first time, and he was shaking slightly.
He does always fight He Tingchen, but after every fight, he feels distressed.
But it was the first time I felt regret, regret that I shouldn't hit him.
A complicated expression flashed in Helianting's deep eyes.
"I won't hit you anymore!" Helianting's words at this moment were a bit hoarse.
He Tingchen laughed, what a gift, no more...
After so many years, it was enough to fight.
"Helianting, you let Luxe go! Don't use him to stimulate me anymore, it's useless, my heart is dead, I can't give it to you!"
He Tingchen wiped the corner of his mouth.
In the past, He Tingchen was not allowed to call He Lianting's name. At most, He Lianting liked to tease him, and Xu Ting was called.
And just now, He Tingchen has been named He Lianting several times.
Maybe he didn't realize it himself, and Helianting didn't pay attention either.
"He Tingchen, shut up!" What He Lianting wants all these years is He Tingchen's heart.
He wanted this man, and he belonged to Helianting inside and out.
He Tingchen is like his eyes, always giving people a misty feeling.
Therefore, he will try his best to keep him by his side.
He not only wants his people, but also his heart, which belongs to him, and will always belong to him alone.
Helianting was controlling his anger. He said just now that he would not fight him again, he would not fight again.
However, if He Tingchen said these things recklessly, he would not guarantee what would happen to him.
He Tingchen smiled, did not speak, and returned to the unsalty or indifferent expression, as if he didn't care about anything again.
When Feng Xi and He Liansheng came back, they saw He Tingchen's shirt being torn, and there was blood on the corner of his mouth, and then the clear five-fingerprints on his face.
Feng Xi's expression was cold. Why did my elder brother recover after two days and start to be like this again?
What did this do to He Tingchen?
This is not the first time she saw He Tingchen being beaten by her brother.
During the few days He Tingchen was hospitalized, her brother changed in all aspects. She even thought it was a good start, but who knows, he treated He Tingchen like this again...
He Liansheng put down the bag in his hand and walked to He Lianting's side in a few steps.
Yelled, "Brother!"
Then He Lianting turned his head, and He Liansheng slapped him in the face.
"Does it hurt? How does it feel?" Heliansheng's shoulders were trembling slightly.
He Liansheng's slap came too suddenly, not to mention He Lianting, even Feng Xi and He Tingchen were shocked.
Feng Xi was sure that this was the first time his elder brother had been slapped in the face after 30 years of life.
Had it not been for the tense atmosphere now, he would definitely applaud his wife.
This slap is really great.
He had known that his wife was going to beat his elder brother, he had to record it.
He Lian Ting was probably beaten up, and he was actually stunned, with sparks erupting in his eyes.
The slap on his face is now numb.
"Are you crazy, are you coming to me?" He Lianting came back to his senses and shouted at He Liansheng.
"I can't beat you, you can beat him?" He Liansheng roared back unceremoniously.
If I can wake her brother up, don't mind, my hand hurts a few more times.
He Lianting looked at He Tingchen and saw his red and swollen face and blood on the corners of his mouth.
I couldn't say anything for a while, why there was nothing to say.
Helianting turned and walked out...
The pace was a little awkward, probably because he didn't expect that he would be beaten by his sister.
Or maybe it was because I was beaten before, and then I saw He Tingchen's face being beaten by him, and I felt a strange feeling in my heart.
Things that originally thought it was normal and there was no problem, how now they are all different.
What has changed?
No one stopped Helianting, and let him go out like that.
"Husband, you go to the ice cube!"
He Liansheng was uncomfortable, her brother's lonely figure made her feel distressed.
She felt even more distressed after the slap, but she also wanted her brother to understand.
It's not when he wants to do what he wants, and he does whatever he wants regardless of other people's feelings. This is the most silent kind of harm.
Where Feng Xi was used to go, the butler went directly to the kitchen and brought the ice pack to Feng Xi's hand.
He Tingchen took an ice pack and put it on his face, "I'm going back to the room first, don't hurt your brother and sister's feelings because of me!"
When He Tingchen turned around, he thought of Lux again, "Go and see Lux, the kid is probably scared!"
He Tingchen's voice was tired.
The back of walking seems to be floating, which makes people feel distressed.
Feng Xi took He Liansheng into his arms, "Daily hit, and I think it's a good hit, so don't feel distressed, brother should hit it too!"
If Feng Xi still knew his daughter-in-law, he must have felt sorry for her brother. After all, he was a brother and sister.
"Go and see Kes! It's better to talk to you!"
When Heliansheng thought of Lux, the pain he felt for her brother disappeared.
Why should you provoke him and make people like this?
"Okay, you go back to your room for a break, and your uncle will be back as soon as he calms down!"
Feng Xi was actually not sure whether Brother Brother would come back right away.
With his temperament, he might have to coax someone to come back.
But no matter if he doesn't come back, He Tingchen can still stay quiet for a few days by himself.
Lux's room was also on the third floor, but he chose the innermost one himself.
Since this will be his room from now on, Feng Xi asked him what kind of bed and cabinet he liked, and he bought it later.
Lux was lying on the bed in a daze when Feng Xi came in.
He stared at the ceiling, motionless.
Just now he saw Helianting hit He Tingchen, and the slap went down as if it was hitting his face.
He felt the pain, the pain spread to his heart, making him feel difficult to breathe now.
How can you fight as you say, standing in front of Helianting is a man, a man who has lived with him for many years.
Lux can't figure it out if he doesn't understand it.
Are they not lovers?
"What are you thinking?" Feng Xi took the basketball on the shelf and threw it at Lux.
Although his hand was injured, Lux caught the ball with one hand.
Then he threw it up, and finally the ball fell on the tip of his finger.
Spinning...
"Thinking about why he hit people, aren't they lovers?"
Lux dropped the basketball into the hoop with one hand.
There are all things he likes in his room. It can be said that Feng Xi really dotes on this brother-in-law.
All kinds of limited edition skateboards and basketballs were prepared for him, and a basketball hoop was pressed for him in the room.
He even set up a gym next door for Lux, knowing he loves sports, and all the arrangements are according to his preferences.
"To be precise, they are not in love. He Tingchen was a slave bought by my elder brother and got into bed later."
Feng Xi was sitting on the edge of the bed, thinking that he would let Lux stop thinking about his elder brother today.
Obviously his elder brother was just teasing him, and he didn't like it.
The person his elder brother could tolerate was He Tingchen.
It's just that he still doesn't understand it. As for when he will understand, no one will know about it.
Lux had heard anything about slave male pets before, but he couldn't understand it.
It was not ancient times, how could there be slaves, and then he thought of the mysterious Helian country, maybe in that mysterious country, nothing is impossible.
He Tingchen was actually a slave, no wonder He Lianting would treat him that way.
How could such an expensive man be a slave...
Even slaves cannot be treated like this.
"Helianting is too much, how could there be someone like him? This shouldn't be the first time he has beaten He Tingchen?"
He didn't hear what the two said before. When he wanted to go downstairs, he saw He Lianting beating He Tingchen.
After seeing it, he couldn't stand it, so he went back to the room. He didn't know what they said later.
All he knew was that He Lianting slapped He Tingchen without hesitation.
"Well, I often fight, this is still light, do you still like such a person?"
If it weren't for fear of a shadow in the child's heart, Feng Xi would have to tell Lux about all the things his elder brother had done.
Let him simply no longer like the eldest brother.
However, I am afraid that it will be too harsh, and this child will not dare to like people in the future.
These are all things that are hard to say, the shadows are left in this way.
"I don't know, he treated me today..." Lux didn't know what to say.
Although he felt that He Lianting was too much to He Tingchen, but did he not like it?
I can't talk about it, it's a strange feeling.
"What did he do to you?" Feng Xi suddenly remembered, and He Tingchen said, Lux was shocked, and he didn't know what scared him.
Wouldn't it be the elder brother who made him stronger?
It doesn't look like this...
"Nothing, just want to kiss me, let He Tingchen stop..."
He Tingchen appeared suddenly, and Lux knew that he intended to stop them.
"I feel very sorry for him!"
No matter what He Tingchen's status is with Helianting, Lux felt sorry for him.
"Fuck, my uncle is crazy, you kid, you can't let him touch you!"
Even kissing is not enough. I already fell in love with it. If he had skin-to-skin relationship again, the child would not have to fall in love with his elder brother.
"Also, please don't get He Tingchen. He is for your own good. You stupid boy, if you get stuck, it will be you who suffer. You have seen He Tingchen's current situation. My eldest brother is like that. What is special to you, but to make you play!"
When Feng Xi thought about these things, his wife would definitely have told his brother-in-law.
However, he still has to say what should be said, and he should be brainwashed...
"I know he is good for me. What you said is good for me, but this does not conflict with my preference for Helianting."
Feng Xi blinked, what? Do not conflict?
What is in the child's head?
"I just like him, and I don't want to behave with him. How to say this, it shouldn't be as long as I like basketball and skateboarding. It's probably just new. I don't know."
Lux is a very straightforward child, and what he thinks is what he says.
It won’t be twisted around, and it won’t complicate the problem.
Everything just goes with the flow.
When things have reached a certain stage, there will always be a solution.
There is no need to worry about what will happen, because that kind of life is too tiring.
"Fuck, what theory is this? Do you think feelings are such arbitrary things? Let you control it. When the time comes, it will control your emotions and make you hurt and hurt you..."
"Do you think He Tingchen feels better now? He suffers every day."
Feng Xi bounced Lux's head to make him sober.
"If I were He Tingchen and Helianting hit me once, I would come back twice. Why should someone beat me?"
"I would rather be beaten to death than bullied to death. I think He Tingchen should do the same when facing Helianting..."
Lux's voice was not too loud, but it happened to be heard by He Tingchen who came to see him.
The door was not closed when Feng Xi came in, so He Tingchen heard exactly what Lux said.
He smiled and leaned against the wall. He wanted to tell Lux that he had never done anything like this.
After all, he is not born to be bent, maybe he is not bent now, but he is inexplicably in love with a man who molested himself.Helianting's charm is indeed difficult to resist, so it is not surprising that Lux likes him."Let you know what it means to be obedient!" Helianting said, leaning down, the action was like going to kiss Lux...Then he heard eager footsteps.He Lianting's lips curled up with a smile that seemed like nothing.And Lux looked inexplicably strange, or didn't know what was going on.After all, they are people who have never been in contact with feelings, and don't know much about many things.He Tingchen almost ran down the stairs in two steps."X's hand is injured, Ting, don't make trouble with him!"He Tingchen spoke with eagerness, walking too eagerly, and his voice was panting.Lux heard He Tingchen's voice and pushed He Lianting on his body embarrassingly.The look in He Tingchen's eyes was full of apologies.He wanted to say that he didn't know what was going on, so he was overwhelmed by Helianting.However, he didn't know how to speak.He Tingchen felt even more uncomfortable when he saw Lux's eyes full of guilt.Why did Helianting provoke such a clean child.Is it good to be directed at him?People like him don't really like anyone, so why ruin a person's true heart.Involving the innocent Lux, it will only be the child who is injured in the end."You just came here, he likes me, and it doesn't matter to me, I don't understand it, why doesn't it matter to me?"Helianting did not get off Lux, but asked He Tingchen from his side."Why are you like this? I didn't say that I like you, so I didn't say anything about you. You asked me if I liked you..."Lux was completely angry, because He Lianting's questioning deeply hurt He Tingchen.It also made him hurt, not to mention, more about his own guilt for He Tingchen.He never knew that if he silently liked one person, he could hurt another person.He Tingchen stood there, looking at the simple Lux, with that annoyed look, as if he had seen himself back then.It was also such a pointless yelling at Helianting, and then, let him have the hope of conquering.After so many years, all his temper and anger have been slowly worn away.Such Lux shouldn't be hurt, and such a good boy shouldn't be ruined by Helianting."Get up!" Lux didn't care if his wrist was still injured, whether he could use force.Go directly to push Helianting."Lux, don't move."He Tingchen was afraid that he would hurt himself, so he hurried forward."Don't come over, I have no face to see you..."Lux looked embarrassed, what did he do.Simple children can't think of so many, now they completely regard themselves as bad guys who destroy other people's feelings.Helianting was really annoyed when he saw Lux, and he had reached a state of ignoring and struggling.If his hand suffers any more injuries, it is estimated that his sister should ignore him again.The careless child, Helianting got up, Lux immediately blushed and fled the sofa."I'm sorry..." I hurried to bring He Tingchen by his side and said sorry to him.Then ran upstairs...Only He Tingchen and He Lianting were left in the living room."If you want a new person, you can find anyone, Lux or give it to the child..."He Tingchen was standing there, the child's guilty eyes just now seemed like a knife pierced into his heart."When I bought you, you were underage!" Helianting said solemnly.Lux is a child? People who are almost 20 have such a big child?"..." He Tingchen is indisputable, he was indeed a minor at that time.At that time, he was bought by Helianting, and he thought that he could finally have a stable life.Do cows and horses for the owner, as long as you can eat food.However, the rest of life is not what he wants."I do not need you to intervene!"He Tingchen did not speak or refute, and He Lianting felt bored again.Get upstairs, it is better to coax the baby."What are you thinking of me? He Lianting, what are you thinking of He Tingchen? Who are you?"The long-standing resentment broke out at this moment.It doesn't matter if Helianting likes Lux or wants to use him to stimulate himself.At this moment, He Tingchen wanted to understand."You don't know what you are. Ask me what I do? When did you, He Tingchen, set your position right? How can you give me what I want!"He Lianting's jaw clenched tightly, it was his faint anger.This is the first time He Tingchen asked him this question about the relationship between them.He Lianting thought he would understand, and He Tingchen should understand when he told him to have a child.However, he didn't say anything, or asked.His sister asked if he had sought He Tingchen's opinion.With his current attitude, he wouldn't say anything when asked him.If he hadn't used Lux to force him, he wouldn't have asked such a thing today."You want my heart, why have you ever given it to me?" He Tingchen was a little short of breath.In his He Lianting's heart, He Tingchen is just a pet to play with.He has been so self-respect and miserable.He had given his heart, but Helianting turned a blind eye.How can an unintentional person feel the sincerity of others?"He Tingchen, you don't like me touching others, have I ever touched? When you are obedient, am I not enough to spoil you?""You said you want freedom, I let you come out and play, isn't it enough to indulge you?""When did I, Helianting, serve people? How did I serve you during the days you were hospitalized, including after you were discharged? Even the water you drank was given to you by me. Why are you not satisfied?""I said I wanted to have a baby with you, but you didn't give me any response?"He Lianting walked up to He Tingchen a few steps, pinched his chin, and said viciously."Don't you know what it means to have a baby?""Is Helianting not enough for you?"This is the first time that two people have questioned each other face to face and spoke out responses.He Tingchen's heart trembled deeply. This is what He Lianting said..."You don't touch? Have you touched less? Disgusting things, have you done less Helianting?"Recalling those past times, He Tingchen's body was still trembling, such a memory, even after a few lifetimes, as long as he didn't drink Meng Po soup, he would remember it in his heart.Because that has become a brand."Do you pet me? He Tingchen can't afford your kind of perverted pet. Who caused these injuries on my body these years?" He Tingchen had already torn off his linen shirt when he spoke.On the fair skin, the faint traces crisscrossed and crisscrossed, they were all imprints of time."You give me freedom, but any time you don't let people watch me 24 hours a day, as long as you get close to my friends, you will let them disappear. By my side, the only thing left is Shenzhou, even Fan Bin. You interrupted, He Lianting, this is what you call freedom, but it's just a means to make me feel desperate!""Serve me? You are enjoying it, so you say you pour me water, how did I get the water in the end? I was so thirsty that I asked you to feed me mouth-to-mouth, this is all your pleasure The way.""When it comes to having children, it's even more ridiculous. I don't want my children to be slave pets. It's enough to have me alone. I won't let my children come out and suffer. ...""Shut up to me!" He Tingchen didn't finish speaking, and He Lianting slapped him in the face.In this quiet living room, this slap in the face was particularly harsh."This is my situation. When you are upset, hit me. I don't want my child to see that he has such a father."He Tingchen's skin is very delicate, and I can only blame it for being so well fed by He Lianting.With a slap, clear five-fingerprints appeared on his cheeks, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding."Helianting, you seem to have forgotten, I am also a man..."This is the first time He Tingchen told He Lianting, I am also a man...Who would have thought that He Shao, the most precious and incomparable, would actually live without dignity like this.Even if he wanted to die, he couldn't, because he was afraid that he was really as Helianting said.Even if he died, it wouldn't let him live.He Lianting felt his palms burn for the first time, and he was shaking slightly.He does always fight He Tingchen, but after every fight, he feels distressed.But it was the first time I felt regret, regret that I shouldn't hit him.A complicated expression flashed in Helianting's deep eyes."I won't hit you anymore!" Helianting's words at this moment were a bit hoarse.He Tingchen laughed, what a gift, no more...After so many years, it was enough to fight."Helianting, you let Luxe go! Don't use him to stimulate me anymore, it's useless, my heart is dead, I can't give it to you!"He Tingchen wiped the corner of his mouth.In the past, He Tingchen was not allowed to call He Lianting's name. At most, He Lianting liked to tease him, and Xu Ting was called.And just now, He Tingchen has been named He Lianting several times.Maybe he didn't realize it himself, and Helianting didn't pay attention either."He Tingchen, shut up!" What He Lianting wants all these years is He Tingchen's heart.He wanted this man, and he belonged to Helianting inside and out.He Tingchen is like his eyes, always giving people a misty feeling.Therefore, he will try his best to keep him by his side.He not only wants his people, but also his heart, which belongs to him, and will always belong to him alone.Helianting was controlling his anger. He said just now that he would not fight him again, he would not fight again.However, if He Tingchen said these things recklessly, he would not guarantee what would happen to him.He Tingchen smiled, did not speak, and returned to the unsalty or indifferent expression, as if he didn't care about anything again.When Feng Xi and He Liansheng came back, they saw He Tingchen's shirt being torn, and there was blood on the corner of his mouth, and then the clear five-fingerprints on his face.Feng Xi's expression was cold. Why did my elder brother recover after two days and start to be like this again?What did this do to He Tingchen?This is not the first time she saw He Tingchen being beaten by her brother.During the few days He Tingchen was hospitalized, her brother changed in all aspects. She even thought it was a good start, but who knows, he treated He Tingchen like this again...He Liansheng put down the bag in his hand and walked to He Lianting's side in a few steps.Yelled, "Brother!"Then He Lianting turned his head, and He Liansheng slapped him in the face."Does it hurt? How does it feel?" Heliansheng's shoulders were trembling slightly.He Liansheng's slap came too suddenly, not to mention He Lianting, even Feng Xi and He Tingchen were shocked.Feng Xi was sure that this was the first time his elder brother had been slapped in the face after 30 years of life.Had it not been for the tense atmosphere now, he would definitely applaud his wife.This slap is really great.He had known that his wife was going to beat his elder brother, he had to record it.He Lian Ting was probably beaten up, and he was actually stunned, with sparks erupting in his eyes.The slap on his face is now numb."Are you crazy, are you coming to me?" He Lianting came back to his senses and shouted at He Liansheng."I can't beat you, you can beat him?" He Liansheng roared back unceremoniously.If I can wake her brother up, don't mind, my hand hurts a few more times.He Lianting looked at He Tingchen and saw his red and swollen face and blood on the corners of his mouth.I couldn't say anything for a while, why there was nothing to say.Helianting turned and walked out...The pace was a little awkward, probably because he didn't expect that he would be beaten by his sister.Or maybe it was because I was beaten before, and then I saw He Tingchen's face being beaten by him, and I felt a strange feeling in my heart.Things that originally thought it was normal and there was no problem, how now they are all different.What has changed?No one stopped Helianting, and let him go out like that."Husband, you go to the ice cube!"He Liansheng was uncomfortable, her brother's lonely figure made her feel distressed.She felt even more distressed after the slap, but she also wanted her brother to understand.It's not when he wants to do what he wants, and he does whatever he wants regardless of other people's feelings. This is the most silent kind of harm.Where Feng Xi was used to go, the butler went directly to the kitchen and brought the ice pack to Feng Xi's hand.He Tingchen took an ice pack and put it on his face, "I'm going back to the room first, don't hurt your brother and sister's feelings because of me!"When He Tingchen turned around, he thought of Lux again, "Go and see Lux, the kid is probably scared!"He Tingchen's voice was tired.The back of walking seems to be floating, which makes people feel distressed.Feng Xi took He Liansheng into his arms, "Daily hit, and I think it's a good hit, so don't feel distressed, brother should hit it too!"If Feng Xi still knew his daughter-in-law, he must have felt sorry for her brother. After all, he was a brother and sister."Go and see Kes! It's better to talk to you!"When Heliansheng thought of Lux, the pain he felt for her brother disappeared.Why should you provoke him and make people like this?"Okay, you go back to your room for a break, and your uncle will be back as soon as he calms down!"Feng Xi was actually not sure whether Brother Brother would come back right away.With his temperament, he might have to coax someone to come back.But no matter if he doesn't come back, He Tingchen can still stay quiet for a few days by himself.Lux's room was also on the third floor, but he chose the innermost one himself.Since this will be his room from now on, Feng Xi asked him what kind of bed and cabinet he liked, and he bought it later.Lux was lying on the bed in a daze when Feng Xi came in.He stared at the ceiling, motionless.Just now he saw Helianting hit He Tingchen, and the slap went down as if it was hitting his face.He felt the pain, the pain spread to his heart, making him feel difficult to breathe now.How can you fight as you say, standing in front of Helianting is a man, a man who has lived with him for many years.Lux can't figure it out if he doesn't understand it.Are they not lovers?"What are you thinking?" Feng Xi took the basketball on the shelf and threw it at Lux.Although his hand was injured, Lux caught the ball with one hand.Then he threw it up, and finally the ball fell on the tip of his finger.Spinning..."Thinking about why he hit people, aren't they lovers?"Lux dropped the basketball into the hoop with one hand.There are all things he likes in his room. It can be said that Feng Xi really dotes on this brother-in-law.All kinds of limited edition skateboards and basketballs were prepared for him, and a basketball hoop was pressed for him in the room.He even set up a gym next door for Lux, knowing he loves sports, and all the arrangements are according to his preferences."To be precise, they are not in love. He Tingchen was a slave bought by my elder brother and got into bed later."Feng Xi was sitting on the edge of the bed, thinking that he would let Lux stop thinking about his elder brother today.Obviously his elder brother was just teasing him, and he didn't like it.The person his elder brother could tolerate was He Tingchen.It's just that he still doesn't understand it. As for when he will understand, no one will know about it.Lux had heard anything about slave male pets before, but he couldn't understand it.It was not ancient times, how could there be slaves, and then he thought of the mysterious Helian country, maybe in that mysterious country, nothing is impossible.He Tingchen was actually a slave, no wonder He Lianting would treat him that way.How could such an expensive man be a slave...Even slaves cannot be treated like this."Helianting is too much, how could there be someone like him? This shouldn't be the first time he has beaten He Tingchen?"He didn't hear what the two said before. When he wanted to go downstairs, he saw He Lianting beating He Tingchen.After seeing it, he couldn't stand it, so he went back to the room. He didn't know what they said later.All he knew was that He Lianting slapped He Tingchen without hesitation."Well, I often fight, this is still light, do you still like such a person?"If it weren't for fear of a shadow in the child's heart, Feng Xi would have to tell Lux about all the things his elder brother had done.Let him simply no longer like the eldest brother.However, I am afraid that it will be too harsh, and this child will not dare to like people in the future.These are all things that are hard to say, the shadows are left in this way."I don't know, he treated me today..." Lux didn't know what to say.Although he felt that He Lianting was too much to He Tingchen, but did he not like it?I can't talk about it, it's a strange feeling."What did he do to you?" Feng Xi suddenly remembered, and He Tingchen said, Lux was shocked, and he didn't know what scared him.Wouldn't it be the elder brother who made him stronger?It doesn't look like this..."Nothing, just want to kiss me, let He Tingchen stop..."He Tingchen appeared suddenly, and Lux knew that he intended to stop them."I feel very sorry for him!"No matter what He Tingchen's status is with Helianting, Lux felt sorry for him."Fuck, my uncle is crazy, you kid, you can't let him touch you!"Even kissing is not enough. I already fell in love with it. If he had skin-to-skin relationship again, the child would not have to fall in love with his elder brother."Also, please don't get He Tingchen. He is for your own good. You stupid boy, if you get stuck, it will be you who suffer. You have seen He Tingchen's current situation. My eldest brother is like that. What is special to you, but to make you play!"When Feng Xi thought about these things, his wife would definitely have told his brother-in-law.However, he still has to say what should be said, and he should be brainwashed..."I know he is good for me. What you said is good for me, but this does not conflict with my preference for Helianting."Feng Xi blinked, what? Do not conflict?What is in the child's head?"I just like him, and I don't want to behave with him. How to say this, it shouldn't be as long as I like basketball and skateboarding. It's probably just new. I don't know."Lux is a very straightforward child, and what he thinks is what he says.It won't be twisted around, and it won't complicate the problem.Everything just goes with the flow.When things have reached a certain stage, there will always be a solution.There is no need to worry about what will happen, because that kind of life is too tiring."Fuck, what theory is this? Do you think feelings are such arbitrary things? Let you control it. When the time comes, it will control your emotions and make you hurt and hurt you...""Do you think He Tingchen feels better now? He suffers every day."Feng Xi bounced Lux's head to make him sober."If I were He Tingchen and Helianting hit me once, I would come back twice. Why should someone beat me?""I would rather be beaten to death than bullied to death. I think He Tingchen should do the same when facing Helianting..."Lux's voice was not too loud, but it happened to be heard by He Tingchen who came to see him.The door was not closed when Feng Xi came in, so He Tingchen heard exactly what Lux said.He smiled and leaned against the wall. He wanted to tell Lux that he had never done anything like this.
