Chapter 98
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Song Yu walked over and sat down beside the bed, close to Xie Sui. He also saw the diary in his hand. The paper is yellowing. It has been some years since. The handwriting on it is small and elegant. It was written by Xie Sui's mother. It was like seeing the beautiful and gentle woman through life and death and time.
Xie Sui closed her diary, turned her head and said with a smile, "I remember you said on the phone that you wanted to tell me a secret. It's a long story. Take your time. "
Song Yu was stunned. He looked up at his dark eyes. He always liked Xie Sui's eyes. Now he was quietly watching Xie Sui's eyes, such as a spring flowing into his heart. He nodded his head slowly. He opened his mouth: "I'll think about it first. Where should I start?"
Xie Sui gently said, "start with your dream."
"Dream..."? No, it's a mess. "
Song Yu shakes his head and then walks out of bed.
Pale feet on the heavy red carpet.
He went to his desk, opened the drawer and took out a piece of paper and a pen from it.
The light of the retro style desk lamp is orange and not dazzling. He spread out the white paper, holding the pen in his hand, and half jokingly said, "I'm going to tell you a tragic story. Do you want to hear about you?"
Xie Sui chuckled faintly, walked over and stood beside him: "OK, I'll listen."
Song Yu holds the pen. His wrist is thin and white, and his blue blood vessels are faintly visible. It looks fragile and fragile. It's hard to imagine how to break out such great strength.
He drew a line on the paper.
"Here, this is your timeline. I once read a book called gentle control, and you are the protagonist
Xie Sui dropped her eyes and listened attentively, looking calm.
Song Yu drew a node from left to right on this line: "this is six years old. Before six years old, the author didn't write it clearly, but it was briefly described in three chapters. You have a childhood sweetheart, that is me."
He simply signed his name beside him, and the pen was on the top of the word "Song Yu": "you don't remember those memories, but we were very happy when we were young."
Then there was a break in the following time line: "six to 15 years old, you followed aunt Xu to Jingcheng, was adopted by grandma Chen, the years between a word is, miserable."
The tone of Song Yu's speech was not very heavy. He tried to make the atmosphere less tense, and then broke a point: "then more miserable came. I really think it may be that the author has a feud with you, and he wrote this book to torture you. You went to high school and met Wang CI. Yes, he was such an honest second-generation rich man who shared the same table with you and bullied you all the time. When you put him in the hospital, he's going to give you even more. But he is not the most excessive, more excessive is Qin mo
Xie Sui listened quietly, smiling.
"Qin Mo can't describe Qin Mo any more, or he's very scum. He covets your appearance, pretends to be like a dog, has been in front of you brush good impression. When you were bullied by Wang Ci, he helped many times and chatted with you from time to time to comfort you. Your disposition at that time was self abased and timid. When you met a little light, of course, you seized it, and you took out your heart and lung. "
"But he's a scum. You're sincere to him. He's just playing, and he's playing with you when you graduate from senior three."
In Song Yu's mind, the boy who was holding up a wire pole on a rainy night and retched again, frowned slightly.
The end of the pen stops at this place in senior three, draws a node, and almost cuts the paper. He didn't say those disgusting things. He just summed it up.
"You hurt Wang Ci and escaped from the apartment, and grandma Chen went out to look for you because you were too late and ran into a car accident."
Speaking of this, Song Yu has a partial head and wants to have a look at Xie Sui. But the youth against the light, look hidden in the shadow, seems not to be moved, on his hesitant line of sight, just said with a smile: "continue."
Song Yu was stunned, cleverly placed his head and continued to hold the pen at the breakpoint on the line.
It was broken in the third year of senior high school to his return home.
"University is a new stage. Here, you met another scum named sun Heguang. It's the name. I should remember it correctly. Granny Chen is hospitalized and needs high medical expenses. You work part-time in University, and you don't know how many jobs you can work in a day. This scum is the general boss when you work in the hotel. He has a white moon in his heart, and looks like you very much. So when I saw you for the first time, I plotted against you
Speaking of this, Song Yu seems to have gone back to the time when he watched "gentle control", but he was still helpless and speechless, especially now that Xie Sui is still his boyfriend. He didn't see sun Heguang. He didn't know if he could discuss with Song Dong and let him break the sky.
"You refused his pursuit, but he did not give up. In school, he gave you all kinds of obstacles. When he forced you to the end, Xie family found you."
New node.
After that, Song Yu stopped and drew a point a short distance back.
"In the book, after you returned to Xie's family for a period of time, Xie Sinian made you the successor because of his guilt. After the dust settled, you felt bad about everything at home and went abroad for three years. Oh, it was in these three years that we met again. You are disgusted by sun Heguang and Qin Mo, and your character was once very gloomy. I appeared as your playmate when you were a child. In the book, I talked with you for a long time, and enlightened you with my childhood memories. "Song Yu pulled down the corner of his mouth and said speechlessly: "open your mind, calm your inner depression, let you release the past, completely put down the hatred of Qin and sun, and become a good man again."
After Song Yu said the most appropriate paragraph, it was easy to talk about it because he was so angry that he didn't look at it carefully.
"When you come back to China, you really appear in a city as the heir of the Xie family. At this time, you meet Zhao Ziyu at the banquet, just the one you saw tonight."
Speaking of this, Song Yu still felt that it was necessary to defend himself: "I really didn't hit him for no reason, he really didn't speak."
Xie Sui chuckled and said in a deep voice, "I believe you."
Song Yu was in a better mood and began to laugh.
The time line drawn at the beginning was not enough. He extended it with a pen at the end, and there was no need to divide the nodes. Anyway, it was not clear.
Say it as you lengthen it.
"Zhao Ziyu and you are business enemies. Once you come and go, you like you, but you don't like him. At this time, Qin and sun suddenly repented. They felt guilty about the past and rushed to apologize to you, but you didn't seem to forgive. So they hated each other because of their love. They drove you out of the Xie family and imprisoned you on the island
Song Yu swore in a low voice: "a group of fools."
Pen stopped, the story behind, has been heard from 008 mouth, "gentle control" the original plot.
Song Yu's tone became very complicated: "Zhao Ziyu regretted after he imprisoned you. He solved Qin and sun, but he was reluctant to let you go. He chatted with you every day through a door on the island. He also secretly helped you solve the Xie family's affairs. Finally, the Xie family didn't know who it was. They were desperate to find the island and wanted to shoot you. Zhao Ziyu blocked a shot for you. You were moved at that moment. "
The last four words of Song Yu are almost clenched teeth.
You are touched. Move a hammer!
"You all went back. At that time, I had died of illness and was buried in a cemetery in city A. Zhao Ziyu is lying in a coma in the hospital. You come to my tomb alone and feel the death of his childhood sweetheart. "
"In the end of tender control, you left my grave and went to the hospital where Zhao Ziyu was, and stayed in front of his bed Well, I guess he will soon open his eyes to a happy ending
Close the pen.
On the paper is a freehand drawn line, not straight, each node is very clear, next to each person's name.
Song Yu's segmentation is in proportion to time, so on this line, there is the scope of his name, which is pitifully narrow.
After recalling this story, Song Yu's head is a little empty. I felt a little cold when I stepped on the blanket.
Suddenly, he felt that someone sat down beside him. He was stunned and turned his head. It was Xie Sui.
The chair is big enough to hold two people together. The boy was wearing a shirt and his tie was untied. The whole person was idle and lazy. His expression did not change. It seemed that he had just heard a story about a stranger.
"Is the story of gentle control finished?" Xie asked
Song Yu and his warm body are very close. After half a second, he nods: "yes. But I haven't talked about my dream yet
Xie Sui nodded patiently.
Song Yu took a blue pen out of the drawer, turned around and continued to add to the white paper and the black time line.
"I had a time when I dreamt of you every day."
"The first time I dreamt, it should be in this range. Not long after you went back to Xie's house, I chatted with my sister and saw you at the party, but I didn't dare to recognize you at that time
"The second time I dreamt that we met again abroad. In the hospital, it seems that we met because of my encounter with porcelain. At that time, you didn't remember what happened when you were a child."
Song Yu laughed and commented: "Xie Shao is quite inhumane."
When my brother climbed back to the end of the manor, I started to steal fruit with you for the third time
"And then the fourth time..." Song Yu was a bit at a loss. I don't know when it was when Xie Sui was trapped on the island or in front of it?
"Do you remember last semester I was trapped in the auditorium, it rained heavily. Then I had a dream, was Qin Mo trapped in a dark room, this son of a bitch gave me a tube of alcohol. I went out to call you, but I didn't finish the call before I fainted. After I fainted, I heard my mother crying, and my sister was crying and questioning you. You said I'm sorry
That's it. Song Yu didn't know how to participate in 008 and the system, but everything he wanted to tell Xie Sui was clear, like a big stone in his heart.
He breathed a long sigh of relief, relaxed all over, turned his head, raised his lips slightly, and his eyes were clear and smiling, "so, in fact, I lied to you. Before I came to Jingcheng to find you, there was no memory of my childhood."
"I just thought you had a terrible high school and wanted to help you."When Xie Sui heard "a tube of alcohol", the whole blood was cold. The heart throbbed violently. At the beginning, fear and fear in the haunted house reappeared, infiltrating the bone marrow and sweeping the brain. He closed his eyes and felt his hands shaking.
Song Yu has always said that he suffered a lot in his last life. But now, perhaps, is the time when he is closest to pain.
After Song Yu finished, thinking of Zhao Ziyu's words, his light colored pupil flashed a trace of confusion and said, "I have always told you that it is not good to approach with ulterior motives, but it seems that my purpose was not simple at the beginning. In my last life, we were friends to death. In this life, did I cheat? Because I knew the story first, I went to find you. Be nice to you and make you fall in love with me
Is that cheating. In fact, he has been puzzled by this problem.
Xie Sui opened his eyes, his eyes were cold as before, but slightly flushed: "No
Song Yu had a lot of words, but when he saw his red eyes, he suddenly shut up.
Xie Sui smiles, reaches out and holds down the back of his head. His slender fingers stick into the young man's soft hair. He bends down and kisses him.
Biting and biting, it seems to be venting uneasiness.
The handle of the chair imprisons Song Yu's body, leaving him nowhere to escape. He can only passively accept this uncontrolled kiss.
Song Yu was stunned and could feel the shaking of Xie Sui's hand.
He was a little confused.
Is his boyfriend scared by the silly book tender control.
"You..."
Xie Sui finished the kiss, but did not get up. He hugged him tightly. In his ear, his voice was calm and gentle: "we must have loved each other in our last life. I like you when you come to Jingcheng. It's love at first sight. "
Song Yu was stunned.
Then, after listening to Xie Sui's silence for a moment, he almost coaxed him and said, "Yu Yu has nothing to ask me?"
What are you asking?
Song Yu's body is stiff.
Xie Lingshu's words flash through the mind.
- "but I'm still curious. How can a person change so much after a summer vacation because I met you?"
The doubt, which had been pressed in his heart for a long time, was silent and loud, and was about to explode near his head.
From the second time I saw him, he never covered up his nature. He was graceful, smiling, gentle, indifferent, careless and not serious. He handled things calmly and without any leakage.
He was in the parking lot and whispered to him, "dreams are all fake. If you open your eyes, I will always be by your side."
Song Yu's throat was dry, and his lips were open. His voice was not like his own: "Xie Sui, did you ask me not to dream again that day, because..."
Xie Sui sat down, his eyes as dark as a deep pool, and looked at him quietly.
Because of what?
Song Yu was speechless.
Xie Sui laughed, drooping his eyes as if to appease and sigh, saying, "because I know all about it."
Boom. It was like a thunderbolt exploding in his brain, shattering all his reason and thinking, leaving only blank.
Xie Sui rubbed Song Yu's hair and continued..
"I know what you dream of, what you say, about the past life."
"I left your graveyard and didn't go back to the hospital."
His voice was calm and understated with crazy content.
"I even shot Zhao Ziyu unconscious in hospital. How can I fall in love with him
"On a dark rainy day, I left your graveyard and didn't go to the hospital. I was killed in an accident on the road."
"And the story is just beginning, I'm back to 15 years old..."
He looked at Song Yuzhen gently and patiently.
The pupil of the youth is wide, the vision is lax, the whole person is pale because of shock.
Xie Sui gave him buffer time, slowly, softly: "I return to 15 years old, come to meet you, fall in love with you again."
Song Yu's brain is blank. All of a sudden, all the clues are clear, and all doubts are solved.
But he was still stiff, cold and speechless.
Xie Sui knew that his gaze would only put more pressure on Song Yu, so he didn't look at him.
He took the pen from Song Yu's hand, and his eyes fell back on the time line on the white paper. The corners of his lips were drawn up to satirize the cold, like a knife in the snow.
"The story of gentle control, I don't know whose imagination it is, but now, I can restore my truth to you."
He continued to hold Song Yu's blue pen and began to separate a line at the place where they met again.
"After I was born again, all my memories about you have been formatted, leaving only a simple concept of childhood sweetheart."
"But it doesn't matter. Some of them I remember already, others I can guess myself."
His posture of holding the pen is very stable and elegant, but the words written by him are cold and sharp."We meet again abroad, but I can't forget what happened when I was a child. Maybe I'm cheating or teasing you, but it's all about chasing you. "
Song Yu was speechless.
Xie Sui: "it's like when you were six years old, you told me sitting on the iron gate of the orchard. It turns out that I really like the "little sister" who is dancing, but I don't know
Song Yu said:
Xie Sui's line is as straight as a ruler.
The tone is calm and the narration is true.
"I wasn't sure I could catch up, but now, I think we were lovers in my last life. Catch up, I got what I wanted. "
"Love should be in China, when I left Xie's family. Moreover, I was not framed by Zhao Ziyu. At that time, I left. It was just a bureau for Xie Laozi and Xie Lingshu. "
"It was at this time that you had an accident."
Xie Sui was silent and looked at the place. For a long time, he laughed at himself: "I'm really useless."
He stretched the line back and said faintly.
"I was never forced to go to the island."
"Perhaps at the beginning, I was running to Zhao Ziyu to kill him."
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Song Yu walked over and sat down beside the bed, close to Xie Sui. He also saw the diary in his hand. The paper is yellowing. It has been some years since. The handwriting on it is small and elegant. It was written by Xie Sui's mother. It was like seeing the beautiful and gentle woman through life and death and time.
Xie Sui closed her diary, turned her head and said with a smile, "I remember you said on the phone that you wanted to tell me a secret. It's a long story. Take your time. "
Song Yu was stunned. He looked up at his dark eyes. He always liked Xie Sui's eyes. Now he was quietly watching Xie Sui's eyes, such as a spring flowing into his heart. He nodded his head slowly. He opened his mouth: "I'll think about it first. Where should I start?"
Xie Sui gently said, "start with your dream."
"Dream..."? No, it's a mess. "
Song Yu shakes his head and then walks out of bed.
Pale feet on the heavy red carpet.
He went to his desk, opened the drawer and took out a piece of paper and a pen from it.
The light of the retro style desk lamp is orange and not dazzling. He spread out the white paper, holding the pen in his hand, and half jokingly said, "I'm going to tell you a tragic story. Do you want to hear about you?"
Xie Sui chuckled faintly, walked over and stood beside him: "OK, I'll listen."
Song Yu holds the pen. His wrist is thin and white, and his blue blood vessels are faintly visible. It looks fragile and fragile. It's hard to imagine how to break out such great strength.
He drew a line on the paper.
"Here, this is your timeline. I once read a book called gentle control, and you are the protagonist
Xie Sui dropped her eyes and listened attentively, looking calm.
Song Yu drew a node from left to right on this line: "this is six years old. Before six years old, the author didn't write it clearly, but it was briefly described in three chapters. You have a childhood sweetheart, that is me."
He simply signed his name beside him, and the pen was on the top of the word "Song Yu": "you don't remember those memories, but we were very happy when we were young."
Then there was a break in the following time line: "six to 15 years old, you followed aunt Xu to Jingcheng, was adopted by grandma Chen, the years between a word is, miserable."
The tone of Song Yu's speech was not very heavy. He tried to make the atmosphere less tense, and then broke a point: "then more miserable came. I really think it may be that the author has a feud with you, and he wrote this book to torture you. You went to high school and met Wang CI. Yes, he was such an honest second-generation rich man who shared the same table with you and bullied you all the time. When you put him in the hospital, he's going to give you even more. But he is not the most excessive, more excessive is Qin mo
Xie Sui listened quietly, smiling.
"Qin Mo can't describe Qin Mo any more, or he's very scum. He covets your appearance, pretends to be like a dog, has been in front of you brush good impression. When you were bullied by Wang Ci, he helped many times and chatted with you from time to time to comfort you. Your disposition at that time was self abased and timid. When you met a little light, of course, you seized it, and you took out your heart and lung. "
"But he's a scum. You're sincere to him. He's just playing, and he's playing with you when you graduate from senior three."
In Song Yu's mind, the boy who was holding up a wire pole on a rainy night and retched again, frowned slightly.
The end of the pen stops at this place in senior three, draws a node, and almost cuts the paper. He didn't say those disgusting things. He just summed it up.
"You hurt Wang Ci and escaped from the apartment, and grandma Chen went out to look for you because you were too late and ran into a car accident."
Speaking of this, Song Yu has a partial head and wants to have a look at Xie Sui. But the youth against the light, look hidden in the shadow, seems not to be moved, on his hesitant line of sight, just said with a smile: "continue."
Song Yu was stunned, cleverly placed his head and continued to hold the pen at the breakpoint on the line.
It was broken in the third year of senior high school to his return home.
"University is a new stage. Here, you met another scum named sun Heguang. It's the name. I should remember it correctly. Granny Chen is hospitalized and needs high medical expenses. You work part-time in University, and you don't know how many jobs you can work in a day. This scum is the general boss when you work in the hotel. He has a white moon in his heart, and looks like you very much. So when I saw you for the first time, I plotted against you
Speaking of this, Song Yu seems to have gone back to the time when he watched "gentle control", but he was still helpless and speechless, especially now that Xie Sui is still his boyfriend. He didn't see sun Heguang. He didn't know if he could discuss with Song Dong and let him break the sky.
"You refused his pursuit, but he did not give up. In school, he gave you all kinds of obstacles. When he forced you to the end, Xie family found you."
New node.
After that, Song Yu stopped and drew a point a short distance back.
"In the book, after you returned to Xie's family for a period of time, Xie Sinian made you the successor because of his guilt. After the dust settled, you felt bad about everything at home and went abroad for three years. Oh, it was in these three years that we met again. You are disgusted by sun Heguang and Qin Mo, and your character was once very gloomy. I appeared as your playmate when you were a child. In the book, I talked with you for a long time, and enlightened you with my childhood memories. "Song Yu pulled down the corner of his mouth and said speechlessly: "open your mind, calm your inner depression, let you release the past, completely put down the hatred of Qin and sun, and become a good man again."
After Song Yu said the most appropriate paragraph, it was easy to talk about it because he was so angry that he didn't look at it carefully.
"When you come back to China, you really appear in a city as the heir of the Xie family. At this time, you meet Zhao Ziyu at the banquet, just the one you saw tonight."
Speaking of this, Song Yu still felt that it was necessary to defend himself: "I really didn't hit him for no reason, he really didn't speak."
Xie Sui chuckled and said in a deep voice, "I believe you."
Song Yu was in a better mood and began to laugh.
The time line drawn at the beginning was not enough. He extended it with a pen at the end, and there was no need to divide the nodes. Anyway, it was not clear.
Say it as you lengthen it.
"Zhao Ziyu and you are business enemies. Once you come and go, you like you, but you don't like him. At this time, Qin and sun suddenly repented. They felt guilty about the past and rushed to apologize to you, but you didn't seem to forgive. So they hated each other because of their love. They drove you out of the Xie family and imprisoned you on the island
Song Yu swore in a low voice: "a group of fools."
Pen stopped, the story behind, has been heard from 008 mouth, "gentle control" the original plot.
Song Yu's tone became very complicated: "Zhao Ziyu regretted after he imprisoned you. He solved Qin and sun, but he was reluctant to let you go. He chatted with you every day through a door on the island. He also secretly helped you solve the Xie family's affairs. Finally, the Xie family didn't know who it was. They were desperate to find the island and wanted to shoot you. Zhao Ziyu blocked a shot for you. You were moved at that moment. "
The last four words of Song Yu are almost clenched teeth.
You are touched. Move a hammer!
"You all went back. At that time, I had died of illness and was buried in a cemetery in city A. Zhao Ziyu is lying in a coma in the hospital. You come to my tomb alone and feel the death of his childhood sweetheart. "
"In the end of tender control, you left my grave and went to the hospital where Zhao Ziyu was, and stayed in front of his bed Well, I guess he will soon open his eyes to a happy ending
Close the pen.
On the paper is a freehand drawn line, not straight, each node is very clear, next to each person's name.
Song Yu's segmentation is in proportion to time, so on this line, there is the scope of his name, which is pitifully narrow.
After recalling this story, Song Yu's head is a little empty. I felt a little cold when I stepped on the blanket.
Suddenly, he felt that someone sat down beside him. He was stunned and turned his head. It was Xie Sui.
The chair is big enough to hold two people together. The boy was wearing a shirt and his tie was untied. The whole person was idle and lazy. His expression did not change. It seemed that he had just heard a story about a stranger.
"Is the story of gentle control finished?" Xie asked
Song Yu and his warm body are very close. After half a second, he nods: "yes. But I haven't talked about my dream yet
Xie Sui nodded patiently.
Song Yu took a blue pen out of the drawer, turned around and continued to add to the white paper and the black time line.
"I had a time when I dreamt of you every day."
"The first time I dreamt, it should be in this range. Not long after you went back to Xie's house, I chatted with my sister and saw you at the party, but I didn't dare to recognize you at that time
"The second time I dreamt that we met again abroad. In the hospital, it seems that we met because of my encounter with porcelain. At that time, you didn't remember what happened when you were a child."
Song Yu laughed and commented: "Xie Shao is quite inhumane."
When my brother climbed back to the end of the manor, I started to steal fruit with you for the third time
"And then the fourth time..." Song Yu was a bit at a loss. I don't know when it was when Xie Sui was trapped on the island or in front of it?
"Do you remember last semester I was trapped in the auditorium, it rained heavily. Then I had a dream, was Qin Mo trapped in a dark room, this son of a bitch gave me a tube of alcohol. I went out to call you, but I didn't finish the call before I fainted. After I fainted, I heard my mother crying, and my sister was crying and questioning you. You said I'm sorry
That's it. Song Yu didn't know how to participate in 008 and the system, but everything he wanted to tell Xie Sui was clear, like a big stone in his heart.
He breathed a long sigh of relief, relaxed all over, turned his head, raised his lips slightly, and his eyes were clear and smiling, "so, in fact, I lied to you. Before I came to Jingcheng to find you, there was no memory of my childhood."
"I just thought you had a terrible high school and wanted to help you."When Xie Sui heard "a tube of alcohol", the whole blood was cold. The heart throbbed violently. At the beginning, fear and fear in the haunted house reappeared, infiltrating the bone marrow and sweeping the brain. He closed his eyes and felt his hands shaking.
Song Yu has always said that he suffered a lot in his last life. But now, perhaps, is the time when he is closest to pain.
After Song Yu finished, thinking of Zhao Ziyu's words, his light colored pupil flashed a trace of confusion and said, "I have always told you that it is not good to approach with ulterior motives, but it seems that my purpose was not simple at the beginning. In my last life, we were friends to death. In this life, did I cheat? Because I knew the story first, I went to find you. Be nice to you and make you fall in love with me
Is that cheating. In fact, he has been puzzled by this problem.
Xie Sui opened his eyes, his eyes were cold as before, but slightly flushed: "No
Song Yu had a lot of words, but when he saw his red eyes, he suddenly shut up.
Xie Sui smiles, reaches out and holds down the back of his head. His slender fingers stick into the young man's soft hair. He bends down and kisses him.
Biting and biting, it seems to be venting uneasiness.
The handle of the chair imprisons Song Yu's body, leaving him nowhere to escape. He can only passively accept this uncontrolled kiss.
Song Yu was stunned and could feel the shaking of Xie Sui's hand.
He was a little confused.
Is his boyfriend scared by the silly book tender control.
"You..."
Xie Sui finished the kiss, but did not get up. He hugged him tightly. In his ear, his voice was calm and gentle: "we must have loved each other in our last life. I like you when you come to Jingcheng. It's love at first sight. "
Song Yu was stunned.
Then, after listening to Xie Sui's silence for a moment, he almost coaxed him and said, "Yu Yu has nothing to ask me?"
What are you asking?
Song Yu's body is stiff.
Xie Lingshu's words flash through the mind.
- "but I'm still curious. How can a person change so much after a summer vacation because I met you?"
The doubt, which had been pressed in his heart for a long time, was silent and loud, and was about to explode near his head.
From the second time I saw him, he never covered up his nature. He was graceful, smiling, gentle, indifferent, careless and not serious. He handled things calmly and without any leakage.
He was in the parking lot and whispered to him, "dreams are all fake. If you open your eyes, I will always be by your side."
Song Yu's throat was dry, and his lips were open. His voice was not like his own: "Xie Sui, did you ask me not to dream again that day, because..."
Xie Sui sat down, his eyes as dark as a deep pool, and looked at him quietly.
Because of what?
Song Yu was speechless.
Xie Sui laughed, drooping his eyes as if to appease and sigh, saying, "because I know all about it."
Boom. It was like a thunderbolt exploding in his brain, shattering all his reason and thinking, leaving only blank.
Xie Sui rubbed Song Yu's hair and continued..
"I know what you dream of, what you say, about the past life."
"I left your graveyard and didn't go back to the hospital."
His voice was calm and understated with crazy content.
"I even shot Zhao Ziyu unconscious in hospital. How can I fall in love with him
"On a dark rainy day, I left your graveyard and didn't go to the hospital. I was killed in an accident on the road."
"And the story is just beginning, I'm back to 15 years old..."
He looked at Song Yuzhen gently and patiently.
The pupil of the youth is wide, the vision is lax, the whole person is pale because of shock.
Xie Sui gave him buffer time, slowly, softly: "I return to 15 years old, come to meet you, fall in love with you again."
Song Yu's brain is blank. All of a sudden, all the clues are clear, and all doubts are solved.
But he was still stiff, cold and speechless.
Xie Sui knew that his gaze would only put more pressure on Song Yu, so he didn't look at him.
He took the pen from Song Yu's hand, and his eyes fell back on the time line on the white paper. The corners of his lips were drawn up to satirize the cold, like a knife in the snow.
"The story of gentle control, I don't know whose imagination it is, but now, I can restore my truth to you."
He continued to hold Song Yu's blue pen and began to separate a line at the place where they met again.
"After I was born again, all my memories about you have been formatted, leaving only a simple concept of childhood sweetheart."
"But it doesn't matter. Some of them I remember already, others I can guess myself."
His posture of holding the pen is very stable and elegant, but the words written by him are cold and sharp."We meet again abroad, but I can't forget what happened when I was a child. Maybe I'm cheating or teasing you, but it's all about chasing you. "
Song Yu was speechless.
Xie Sui: "it's like when you were six years old, you told me sitting on the iron gate of the orchard. It turns out that I really like the "little sister" who is dancing, but I don't know
Song Yu said:
Xie Sui's line is as straight as a ruler.
The tone is calm and the narration is true.
"I wasn't sure I could catch up, but now, I think we were lovers in my last life. Catch up, I got what I wanted. "
"Love should be in China, when I left Xie's family. Moreover, I was not framed by Zhao Ziyu. At that time, I left. It was just a bureau for Xie Laozi and Xie Lingshu. "
"It was at this time that you had an accident."
Xie Sui was silent and looked at the place. For a long time, he laughed at himself: "I'm really useless."
He stretched the line back and said faintly.
"I was never forced to go to the island."
"Perhaps at the beginning, I was running to Zhao Ziyu to kill him."
Song Yu walked over and sat down beside the bed, close to Xie Sui. He also saw the diary in his hand. The paper is yellowing. It has been some years since. The handwriting on it is small and elegant. It was written by Xie Sui's mother. It was like seeing the beautiful and gentle woman through life and death and time. Xie Sui closed her diary, turned her head and said with a smile, "I remember you said on the phone that you wanted to tell me a secret. It's a long story. Take your time. " Song Yu was stunned. He looked up at his dark eyes. He always liked Xie Sui's eyes. Now he was quietly watching Xie Sui's eyes, such as a spring flowing into his heart. He nodded his head slowly. He opened his mouth: "I'll think about it first. Where should I start?" Xie Sui gently said, "start with your dream." "Dream..."? No, it's a mess. " Song Yu shakes his head and then walks out of bed. Pale feet on the heavy red carpet. He went to his desk, opened the drawer and took out a piece of paper and a pen from it. The light of the retro style desk lamp is orange and not dazzling. He spread out the white paper, holding the pen in his hand, and half jokingly said, "I'm going to tell you a tragic story. Do you want to hear about you?" Xie Sui chuckled faintly, walked over and stood beside him: "OK, I'll listen." Song Yu holds the pen. His wrist is thin and white, and his blue blood vessels are faintly visible. It looks fragile and fragile. It's hard to imagine how to break out such great strength. He drew a line on the paper. "Here, this is your timeline. I once read a book called gentle control, and you are the protagonist Xie Sui dropped her eyes and listened attentively, looking calm. Song Yu drew a node from left to right on this line: "this is six years old. Before six years old, the author didn't write it clearly, but it was briefly described in three chapters. You have a childhood sweetheart, that is me." He simply signed his name beside him, and the pen was on the top of the word "Song Yu": "you don't remember those memories, but we were very happy when we were young." Then there was a break in the following time line: "six to 15 years old, you followed aunt Xu to Jingcheng, was adopted by grandma Chen, the years between a word is, miserable." The tone of Song Yu's speech was not very heavy. He tried to make the atmosphere less tense, and then broke a point: "then more miserable came. I really think it may be that the author has a feud with you, and he wrote this book to torture you. You went to high school and met Wang CI. Yes, he was such an honest second-generation rich man who shared the same table with you and bullied you all the time. When you put him in the hospital, he's going to give you even more. But he is not the most excessive, more excessive is Qin mo Xie Sui listened quietly, smiling. "Qin Mo can't describe Qin Mo any more, or he's very scum. He covets your appearance, pretends to be like a dog, has been in front of you brush good impression. When you were bullied by Wang Ci, he helped many times and chatted with you from time to time to comfort you. Your disposition at that time was self abased and timid. When you met a little light, of course, you seized it, and you took out your heart and lung. " "But he's a scum. You're sincere to him. He's just playing, and he's playing with you when you graduate from senior three." In Song Yu's mind, the boy who was holding up a wire pole on a rainy night and retched again, frowned slightly. The end of the pen stops at this place in senior three, draws a node, and almost cuts the paper. He didn't say those disgusting things. He just summed it up. "You hurt Wang Ci and escaped from the apartment, and grandma Chen went out to look for you because you were too late and ran into a car accident." Speaking of this, Song Yu has a partial head and wants to have a look at Xie Sui. But the youth against the light, look hidden in the shadow, seems not to be moved, on his hesitant line of sight, just said with a smile: "continue." Song Yu was stunned, cleverly placed his head and continued to hold the pen at the breakpoint on the line. It was broken in the third year of senior high school to his return home. "University is a new stage. Here, you met another scum named sun Heguang. It's the name. I should remember it correctly. Granny Chen is hospitalized and needs high medical expenses. You work part-time in University, and you don't know how many jobs you can work in a day. This scum is the general boss when you work in the hotel. He has a white moon in his heart, and looks like you very much. So when I saw you for the first time, I plotted against you Speaking of this, Song Yu seems to have gone back to the time when he watched "gentle control", but he was still helpless and speechless, especially now that Xie Sui is still his boyfriend. He didn't see sun Heguang. He didn't know if he could discuss with Song Dong and let him break the sky. "You refused his pursuit, but he did not give up. In school, he gave you all kinds of obstacles. When he forced you to the end, Xie family found you." New node. After that, Song Yu stopped and drew a point a short distance back. "In the book, after you returned to Xie's family for a period of time, Xie Sinian made you the successor because of his guilt. After the dust settled, you felt bad about everything at home and went abroad for three years. Oh, it was in these three years that we met again. You are disgusted by sun Heguang and Qin Mo, and your character was once very gloomy. I appeared as your playmate when you were a child. In the book, I talked with you for a long time, and enlightened you with my childhood memories. "Song Yu pulled down the corner of his mouth and said speechlessly: "open your mind, calm your inner depression, let you release the past, completely put down the hatred of Qin and sun, and become a good man again." After Song Yu said the most appropriate paragraph, it was easy to talk about it because he was so angry that he didn't look at it carefully. "When you come back to China, you really appear in a city as the heir of the Xie family. At this time, you meet Zhao Ziyu at the banquet, just the one you saw tonight." Speaking of this, Song Yu still felt that it was necessary to defend himself: "I really didn't hit him for no reason, he really didn't speak." Xie Sui chuckled and said in a deep voice, "I believe you." Song Yu was in a better mood and began to laugh. The time line drawn at the beginning was not enough. He extended it with a pen at the end, and there was no need to divide the nodes. Anyway, it was not clear. Say it as you lengthen it. "Zhao Ziyu and you are business enemies. Once you come and go, you like you, but you don't like him. At this time, Qin and sun suddenly repented. They felt guilty about the past and rushed to apologize to you, but you didn't seem to forgive. So they hated each other because of their love. They drove you out of the Xie family and imprisoned you on the island Song Yu swore in a low voice: "a group of fools." Pen stopped, the story behind, has been heard from 008 mouth, "gentle control" the original plot. Song Yu's tone became very complicated: "Zhao Ziyu regretted after he imprisoned you. He solved Qin and sun, but he was reluctant to let you go. He chatted with you every day through a door on the island. He also secretly helped you solve the Xie family's affairs. Finally, the Xie family didn't know who it was. They were desperate to find the island and wanted to shoot you. Zhao Ziyu blocked a shot for you. You were moved at that moment. " The last four words of Song Yu are almost clenched teeth. You are touched. Move a hammer! "You all went back. At that time, I had died of illness and was buried in a cemetery in city A. Zhao Ziyu is lying in a coma in the hospital. You come to my tomb alone and feel the death of his childhood sweetheart. " "In the end of tender control, you left my grave and went to the hospital where Zhao Ziyu was, and stayed in front of his bed Well, I guess he will soon open his eyes to a happy ending Close the pen. On the paper is a freehand drawn line, not straight, each node is very clear, next to each person's name. Song Yu's segmentation is in proportion to time, so on this line, there is the scope of his name, which is pitifully narrow. After recalling this story, Song Yu's head is a little empty. I felt a little cold when I stepped on the blanket. Suddenly, he felt that someone sat down beside him. He was stunned and turned his head. It was Xie Sui. The chair is big enough to hold two people together. The boy was wearing a shirt and his tie was untied. The whole person was idle and lazy. His expression did not change. It seemed that he had just heard a story about a stranger. "Is the story of gentle control finished?" Xie asked Song Yu and his warm body are very close. After half a second, he nods: "yes. But I haven't talked about my dream yet Xie Sui nodded patiently. Song Yu took a blue pen out of the drawer, turned around and continued to add to the white paper and the black time line. "I had a time when I dreamt of you every day." "The first time I dreamt, it should be in this range. Not long after you went back to Xie's house, I chatted with my sister and saw you at the party, but I didn't dare to recognize you at that time "The second time I dreamt that we met again abroad. In the hospital, it seems that we met because of my encounter with porcelain. At that time, you didn't remember what happened when you were a child." Song Yu laughed and commented: "Xie Shao is quite inhumane." When my brother climbed back to the end of the manor, I started to steal fruit with you for the third time "And then the fourth time..." Song Yu was a bit at a loss. I don't know when it was when Xie Sui was trapped on the island or in front of it? "Do you remember last semester I was trapped in the auditorium, it rained heavily. Then I had a dream, was Qin Mo trapped in a dark room, this son of a bitch gave me a tube of alcohol. I went out to call you, but I didn't finish the call before I fainted. After I fainted, I heard my mother crying, and my sister was crying and questioning you. You said I'm sorry That's it. Song Yu didn't know how to participate in 008 and the system, but everything he wanted to tell Xie Sui was clear, like a big stone in his heart. He breathed a long sigh of relief, relaxed all over, turned his head, raised his lips slightly, and his eyes were clear and smiling, "so, in fact, I lied to you. Before I came to Jingcheng to find you, there was no memory of my childhood." "I just thought you had a terrible high school and wanted to help you."When Xie Sui heard "a tube of alcohol", the whole blood was cold. The heart throbbed violently. At the beginning, fear and fear in the haunted house reappeared, infiltrating the bone marrow and sweeping the brain. He closed his eyes and felt his hands shaking. Song Yu has always said that he suffered a lot in his last life. But now, perhaps, is the time when he is closest to pain. After Song Yu finished, thinking of Zhao Ziyu's words, his light colored pupil flashed a trace of confusion and said, "I have always told you that it is not good to approach with ulterior motives, but it seems that my purpose was not simple at the beginning. In my last life, we were friends to death. In this life, did I cheat? Because I knew the story first, I went to find you. Be nice to you and make you fall in love with me Is that cheating. In fact, he has been puzzled by this problem. Xie Sui opened his eyes, his eyes were cold as before, but slightly flushed: "No Song Yu had a lot of words, but when he saw his red eyes, he suddenly shut up. Xie Sui smiles, reaches out and holds down the back of his head. His slender fingers stick into the young man's soft hair. He bends down and kisses him. Biting and biting, it seems to be venting uneasiness. The handle of the chair imprisons Song Yu's body, leaving him nowhere to escape. He can only passively accept this uncontrolled kiss. Song Yu was stunned and could feel the shaking of Xie Sui's hand. He was a little confused. Is his boyfriend scared by the silly book tender control. "You..." Xie Sui finished the kiss, but did not get up. He hugged him tightly. In his ear, his voice was calm and gentle: "we must have loved each other in our last life. I like you when you come to Jingcheng. It's love at first sight. " Song Yu was stunned. Then, after listening to Xie Sui's silence for a moment, he almost coaxed him and said, "Yu Yu has nothing to ask me?" What are you asking? Song Yu's body is stiff. Xie Lingshu's words flash through the mind. - "but I'm still curious. How can a person change so much after a summer vacation because I met you?" The doubt, which had been pressed in his heart for a long time, was silent and loud, and was about to explode near his head. From the second time I saw him, he never covered up his nature. He was graceful, smiling, gentle, indifferent, careless and not serious. He handled things calmly and without any leakage. He was in the parking lot and whispered to him, "dreams are all fake. If you open your eyes, I will always be by your side." Song Yu's throat was dry, and his lips were open. His voice was not like his own: "Xie Sui, did you ask me not to dream again that day, because..." Xie Sui sat down, his eyes as dark as a deep pool, and looked at him quietly. Because of what? Song Yu was speechless. Xie Sui laughed, drooping his eyes as if to appease and sigh, saying, "because I know all about it." Boom. It was like a thunderbolt exploding in his brain, shattering all his reason and thinking, leaving only blank. Xie Sui rubbed Song Yu's hair and continued.. "I know what you dream of, what you say, about the past life." "I left your graveyard and didn't go back to the hospital." His voice was calm and understated with crazy content. "I even shot Zhao Ziyu unconscious in hospital. How can I fall in love with him "On a dark rainy day, I left your graveyard and didn't go to the hospital. I was killed in an accident on the road." "And the story is just beginning, I'm back to 15 years old..." He looked at Song Yuzhen gently and patiently. The pupil of the youth is wide, the vision is lax, the whole person is pale because of shock. Xie Sui gave him buffer time, slowly, softly: "I return to 15 years old, come to meet you, fall in love with you again." Song Yu's brain is blank. All of a sudden, all the clues are clear, and all doubts are solved. But he was still stiff, cold and speechless. Xie Sui knew that his gaze would only put more pressure on Song Yu, so he didn't look at him. He took the pen from Song Yu's hand, and his eyes fell back on the time line on the white paper. The corners of his lips were drawn up to satirize the cold, like a knife in the snow. "The story of gentle control, I don't know whose imagination it is, but now, I can restore my truth to you." He continued to hold Song Yu's blue pen and began to separate a line at the place where they met again. "After I was born again, all my memories about you have been formatted, leaving only a simple concept of childhood sweetheart." "But it doesn't matter. Some of them I remember already, others I can guess myself." His posture of holding the pen is very stable and elegant, but the words written by him are cold and sharp."We meet again abroad, but I can't forget what happened when I was a child. Maybe I'm cheating or teasing you, but it's all about chasing you. " Song Yu was speechless. Xie Sui: "it's like when you were six years old, you told me sitting on the iron gate of the orchard. It turns out that I really like the "little sister" who is dancing, but I don't know Song Yu said: Xie Sui's line is as straight as a ruler. The tone is calm and the narration is true. "I wasn't sure I could catch up, but now, I think we were lovers in my last life. Catch up, I got what I wanted. " "Love should be in China, when I left Xie's family. Moreover, I was not framed by Zhao Ziyu. At that time, I left. It was just a bureau for Xie Laozi and Xie Lingshu. " "It was at this time that you had an accident." Xie Sui was silent and looked at the place. For a long time, he laughed at himself: "I'm really useless." He stretched the line back and said faintly. "I was never forced to go to the island." "Perhaps at the beginning, I was running to Zhao Ziyu to kill him."
