Chapter 99
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The paper is black, blue two lines, interspersed with a lifetime of causal love and hate, entangled in the true and false past.
Song Yu looked down, shocked and confused.
He was scared.
Xie Sui said, "who wrote tender control and where did you read it? Can you tell me, metaphor?"
Song Yu barefoot on the blanket, feel a chill spread all over the body, head disordered.
He pursed his lips and scratched his hair, but he decided to confess: "at first, I thought I was not a person in this world."
"I saw this book in a different world. I took a nap and put it on."
"There's something that claims to be a system. It told me a lot about it to the effect that I'm going to leave the plot, but I didn't listen to it. I chose to go to Jingcheng to find you, and then it was very angry and disappeared. Come back and let me not like you, but I still like you, it left angry
Xie Sui nodded, his eyes gentle.
Song Yu's mood gradually stabilized and remained silent for a while. He didn't intend to tell Xie Sui about the revenge and regret in 008 mouth, but he was serious and calm: "Xie Sui, if one day I suddenly fell into a coma or fell asleep, don't be afraid. At that time, I should meet the system and its God. I'll kill them and wake up to find you
Xie Sui held his cold hand in a low voice: "well."
Song Yu raised his head and carefully traced his face in the light. Eyebrows, bridge of nose, lips, familiar and intimate. The cold feeling in the heart was driven away by the warm current, and he laughed again: "finally, it's open."
Xie Sui also laughs and kisses in the corner of his eyes.
"It's open."
Song Yu felt that he couldn't understand Xie Sui's mind.
But all the root causes and crises lie in him. As his boyfriend, Xie Sui should also suffer a lot.
Song Yu said placidly, "don't panic. Since I wake up, I haven't done anything that the system said. Now it hasn't been able to do anything to me."
"It's so powerful, metaphorical."
Xie Sui said with a smile that his eyes were cold.
Song Yu was a little sour in his heart. He knew that 008 and the LORD God were just adding troubles. How to solve the two ideological things? But now he can give Xie Sui a sense of security.
He changed the subject: "you are born again, at first see if I am stupid."
"What?"
“…… I think it should be. "
Thinking of this, Song Yu scolded in his heart.
Xie Sui said, "no, it's love at first sight. I like everything you do."
Song Yu was pacified, and his eyes fell on the diary beside him.
"Is that written by Aunt Xu?"
"Well," Xie Sui opened the diary and whispered, "do you want to see it?"
With the yellow light of the desk lamp, the words above took him into a woman's life of love to death.
Xie Sui said slowly, "since I was born, she has cut off contact with the Xu family. She lives in a villa in the mountains and focuses on painting. There is only one nanny in the family, and father may come once a few weeks. When I was a child, she and I had nothing to say. She has been living in her own world, and no one can disturb her
"I've always hated her since she died. In many people's eyes, she is a beautiful and stupid woman, no one sympathizes with her, and thinks that everything is her own
Shawsy paused and said calmly, "in my eyes, it used to be."
Song Yu quietly took his hand.
"What she gave me before she died was indifference, what she gave me after death was torture. She gave me life, but she didn't ask me if she wanted to bear these things in the world."
"She ended her life on my birthday," stopped, and Xie Sui said faintly, "life and death are on the same day."
He turned the diary to the middle pages: "this diary has been in the cabinet of Jingcheng home, but I have not read it. In my last life, Xie Sinian personally sent it to me to have a look."
"When I started to get to know her, I realized that hate was meaningless."
"She's just a failed mother."
"She was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, and she would not love her at all if she was given thousands of favors from others. Xie Sinian is only one of the reasons for breaking off the relationship with the Xu family. It is her family that broke her down. Her parents who have been supporting her for more than ten years have begun to push her to the men of high position and power in a city like an auction. Her marriage has become a transaction. She was sad and collapsed and chose to have a cold war with her family first. "
Song Yu looks at Xu Qiao's small words in his diary. At that time in the villa in the mountains, every word can see her care and fear, the first time when the mother of care.
"Today, asui was praised by the teacher again. He is really a smart boy." "he wants to do something for him, but I don't seem to know anything." "a Sui drew a picture for me. I should praise him for touching his head and encouraging him, but what have I done?" "my asui is wonderful, but I can't even make him go to school normally." "thanks for the year, we had a quarrel Ah Sui was scared. I cried too much during the day. I didn't dare to see him. The nanny said that he was asleep, so I dared to go to see him secretly. "Xie Sui did not speak again.
Song Yu took the diary, but slowly turned it over. Xu Qiao seldom mentions Xie Sinian, but records Xie Sui's growing up bit by bit. Her personality is pure and aloof, and she doesn't know how to get along with her children. She can only learn to respond slowly and clumsily. One page of the diary was full of wrinkles, which should have been wet by tears countless times. When she knew the truth, the whole person collapsed and couldn't speak. Why, three words are repeated.
Being framed by Qin Qiuyun and hiding in Jingcheng, my diary was empty for many days.
When she picked up her pen again, it was the third day of her visit to Jingcheng. In fact, she can think of her child's future when she is calm, because she can keep her own memories in the future. In fact, she pushed open the door countless times. When Xie Sui was sleeping at night, she gazed at her child, and she wept silently all night.
Xie Sui thought of a Jingcheng past: "do you know why the Zhu Zhixing family hate me so much?"
Song Yu was stunned: "what?"
"She actually tried to go out to work, but on the first night Zhu Zhixing's father followed her upstairs. He was pressing her at the door, and I rushed out of the room and pushed the man downstairs to break his leg
Song Yu's throat is dry.
I didn't know what to say for a while.
Xu Qiao is well protected, she is like a fragile and valuable flower, can not bear a fold, any wind and rain outside can be easily destroyed. The Xu family raised her in this way, hoping that she would live docile and beautiful in a gorgeous cage and be a canary. She was at a loss to the dangers of the world, and beauty was her original sin.
She is such a proud person who lives in the vicious language of women every day.
After her death, Song Yu also slowly found clues from her diary.
"I'm sorry, I was not a qualified mother since you were born. I didn't give you a brilliant childhood. I didn't fulfill any obligation about the word" mother ". I even had to learn how to communicate with you. I didn't even hold you before you were one year old."
"You were born at my worst, so I left you with my worst and worst side."
When she wrote this line, she seemed so sad that her handwriting trembled, so sad that she could not hold the pen and write a word.
There were no tears on the paper, but it was more desperate than any previous collapse.
"She already knew Xie Sixian's identity at that time, and she could not face it. She also felt that her existence was bound to drag me down."
"Before she died, she wrote a letter to Xie Sinian. She didn't get through the phone. She sent a message and an email, and contacted the Xu family."
"She felt that she was the culprit who caused all my sufferings. She wanted to exchange her death for Xie Sinian's guilt or Xu's forgiveness to give me a good future. But too naive, there are Qin Qiuyun in Xie's family and Xu Shien in Xu's family. How can she make her wish. And I don't like this birthday present at all
Song Yu's eyes appear a bit sad, quietly look up, but only see Xie Sui no joy and no sorrow.
Xie Sui whispered to him, "it was just before."
Song Yu nodded his head slowly.
He turned his diary to the first page. On the front page was a line of words written in a pen. It seemed that Xu Qiao had just come to Jingcheng and heard the play words from the old TV, or the words that grandma Chen had read in her ear. One stroke is more urgent than the other, as if to vent all the anger and collapse of the heart, to the last two words slow down, stop for a long time, ink into the paper. "He taught me to accept hatred, avoid coquetry, and change my temperament, to stop falling in love with the passing water, return to the bitter sea, and realize Lanyin early." it was as if at the end of the snow covered time, I saw the woman with tears on her face.
She didn't realize Lanin early.
On the contrary, he was trapped in a sea of bitterness and swallowed the fruit of Flos alone.
End with death.
I don't know why I saw this jargon, but Song Yu's heart was torn. I didn't know what I had done in the forgotten memory.
"Are you sleepy?" Xie said
Song Yu shook his head. He was in spirits. He closed the diary and whispered, "you don't ask me about Zhao Ziyu."
Xie Sui rubbed his hair: "he also remembered the past life, I know."
Song Yu's eyes widened slightly: "did you hear that?"
Xie Sui said with a smile, "yes." Not only did he find out, maybe he also found the clues of breaking the game from these chaotic things.
Song Yu sighed and once again scolded the system and the God. They are not very good in this life, why to come to so many people and things.
Thinking of this, Song Yu said, "after the new year, you..."
Xie Sui said, "you promise to accompany me through three years of high school, will not regret it."
Song Yu: "that was before, I didn't know you were born again!"
Xie Sui said with a smile, "I'll follow you. You go there and I'll go there."
After talking about so many heavy topics, Song Yu's feet were cold and his whole body was shaking. Xie Sui raised his eyebrows, bent over, grasped his cold wrists with warm palms, and then urged him to go to bed.Song Yu can't sleep in bed. When he turns on his mobile phone, he sees the explosion information that he hasn't finished reading.
The forum that "thank God to be a boyfriend" is also hot out of a tall building.
Song Yu received a question from Ma Xiaoding.
Heartache.
[Zhenzi doesn't forget to dig a well: brother Yu, you've always cheated me! That's too much! What is the relationship between you and Xie! ]
Song Yu was stuck for a second, thinking about how to explain it. After all, his love affair in the psychological lecture was not as good as learning theory. Now people are saying that he can't beat himself in the face.
What's the relationship.
The relationship between sleeping in one bed.
Your husband Yu elder brother: serious relationship. ]
[Zhenzi never forgets to dig a well:??? You're not back until now. I already know! I guess! I'm not only guessing, I'm going out and talking! ]
the sky is high and the emperor is far away. He is really itching.
Song Yu grinds his lower teeth.
[brother Yu, your husband: then you can make a sign for yourself. If the number of points does not exceed six, you will be a big murderer]
Xie Sui said, "why don't you tell him?"
Song Yu quickly put away his mobile phone and stammered: "well, we are too young."
Xie Suimei laughed and leaned over to hold him. The heat between his lips was in his ear: "but we did everything in our last life."
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The paper is black, blue two lines, interspersed with a lifetime of causal love and hate, entangled in the true and false past.
Song Yu looked down, shocked and confused.
He was scared.
Xie Sui said, "who wrote tender control and where did you read it? Can you tell me, metaphor?"
Song Yu barefoot on the blanket, feel a chill spread all over the body, head disordered.
He pursed his lips and scratched his hair, but he decided to confess: "at first, I thought I was not a person in this world."
"I saw this book in a different world. I took a nap and put it on."
"There's something that claims to be a system. It told me a lot about it to the effect that I'm going to leave the plot, but I didn't listen to it. I chose to go to Jingcheng to find you, and then it was very angry and disappeared. Come back and let me not like you, but I still like you, it left angry
Xie Sui nodded, his eyes gentle.
Song Yu's mood gradually stabilized and remained silent for a while. He didn't intend to tell Xie Sui about the revenge and regret in 008 mouth, but he was serious and calm: "Xie Sui, if one day I suddenly fell into a coma or fell asleep, don't be afraid. At that time, I should meet the system and its God. I'll kill them and wake up to find you
Xie Sui held his cold hand in a low voice: "well."
Song Yu raised his head and carefully traced his face in the light. Eyebrows, bridge of nose, lips, familiar and intimate. The cold feeling in the heart was driven away by the warm current, and he laughed again: "finally, it's open."
Xie Sui also laughs and kisses in the corner of his eyes.
"It's open."
Song Yu felt that he couldn't understand Xie Sui's mind.
But all the root causes and crises lie in him. As his boyfriend, Xie Sui should also suffer a lot.
Song Yu said placidly, "don't panic. Since I wake up, I haven't done anything that the system said. Now it hasn't been able to do anything to me."
"It's so powerful, metaphorical."
Xie Sui said with a smile that his eyes were cold.
Song Yu was a little sour in his heart. He knew that 008 and the LORD God were just adding troubles. How to solve the two ideological things? But now he can give Xie Sui a sense of security.
He changed the subject: "you are born again, at first see if I am stupid."
"What?"
“…… I think it should be. "
Thinking of this, Song Yu scolded in his heart.
Xie Sui said, "no, it's love at first sight. I like everything you do."
Song Yu was pacified, and his eyes fell on the diary beside him.
"Is that written by Aunt Xu?"
"Well," Xie Sui opened the diary and whispered, "do you want to see it?"
With the yellow light of the desk lamp, the words above took him into a woman's life of love to death.
Xie Sui said slowly, "since I was born, she has cut off contact with the Xu family. She lives in a villa in the mountains and focuses on painting. There is only one nanny in the family, and father may come once a few weeks. When I was a child, she and I had nothing to say. She has been living in her own world, and no one can disturb her
"I've always hated her since she died. In many people's eyes, she is a beautiful and stupid woman, no one sympathizes with her, and thinks that everything is her own
Shawsy paused and said calmly, "in my eyes, it used to be."
Song Yu quietly took his hand.
"What she gave me before she died was indifference, what she gave me after death was torture. She gave me life, but she didn't ask me if she wanted to bear these things in the world."
"She ended her life on my birthday," stopped, and Xie Sui said faintly, "life and death are on the same day."
He turned the diary to the middle pages: "this diary has been in the cabinet of Jingcheng home, but I have not read it. In my last life, Xie Sinian personally sent it to me to have a look."
"When I started to get to know her, I realized that hate was meaningless."
"She's just a failed mother."
"She was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, and she would not love her at all if she was given thousands of favors from others. Xie Sinian is only one of the reasons for breaking off the relationship with the Xu family. It is her family that broke her down. Her parents who have been supporting her for more than ten years have begun to push her to the men of high position and power in a city like an auction. Her marriage has become a transaction. She was sad and collapsed and chose to have a cold war with her family first. "
Song Yu looks at Xu Qiao's small words in his diary. At that time in the villa in the mountains, every word can see her care and fear, the first time when the mother of care.
"Today, asui was praised by the teacher again. He is really a smart boy." "he wants to do something for him, but I don't seem to know anything." "a Sui drew a picture for me. I should praise him for touching his head and encouraging him, but what have I done?" "my asui is wonderful, but I can't even make him go to school normally." "thanks for the year, we had a quarrel Ah Sui was scared. I cried too much during the day. I didn't dare to see him. The nanny said that he was asleep, so I dared to go to see him secretly. "Xie Sui did not speak again.
Song Yu took the diary, but slowly turned it over. Xu Qiao seldom mentions Xie Sinian, but records Xie Sui's growing up bit by bit. Her personality is pure and aloof, and she doesn't know how to get along with her children. She can only learn to respond slowly and clumsily. One page of the diary was full of wrinkles, which should have been wet by tears countless times. When she knew the truth, the whole person collapsed and couldn't speak. Why, three words are repeated.
Being framed by Qin Qiuyun and hiding in Jingcheng, my diary was empty for many days.
When she picked up her pen again, it was the third day of her visit to Jingcheng. In fact, she can think of her child's future when she is calm, because she can keep her own memories in the future. In fact, she pushed open the door countless times. When Xie Sui was sleeping at night, she gazed at her child, and she wept silently all night.
Xie Sui thought of a Jingcheng past: "do you know why the Zhu Zhixing family hate me so much?"
Song Yu was stunned: "what?"
"She actually tried to go out to work, but on the first night Zhu Zhixing's father followed her upstairs. He was pressing her at the door, and I rushed out of the room and pushed the man downstairs to break his leg
Song Yu's throat is dry.
I didn't know what to say for a while.
Xu Qiao is well protected, she is like a fragile and valuable flower, can not bear a fold, any wind and rain outside can be easily destroyed. The Xu family raised her in this way, hoping that she would live docile and beautiful in a gorgeous cage and be a canary. She was at a loss to the dangers of the world, and beauty was her original sin.
She is such a proud person who lives in the vicious language of women every day.
After her death, Song Yu also slowly found clues from her diary.
"I'm sorry, I was not a qualified mother since you were born. I didn't give you a brilliant childhood. I didn't fulfill any obligation about the word" mother ". I even had to learn how to communicate with you. I didn't even hold you before you were one year old."
"You were born at my worst, so I left you with my worst and worst side."
When she wrote this line, she seemed so sad that her handwriting trembled, so sad that she could not hold the pen and write a word.
There were no tears on the paper, but it was more desperate than any previous collapse.
"She already knew Xie Sixian's identity at that time, and she could not face it. She also felt that her existence was bound to drag me down."
"Before she died, she wrote a letter to Xie Sinian. She didn't get through the phone. She sent a message and an email, and contacted the Xu family."
"She felt that she was the culprit who caused all my sufferings. She wanted to exchange her death for Xie Sinian's guilt or Xu's forgiveness to give me a good future. But too naive, there are Qin Qiuyun in Xie's family and Xu Shien in Xu's family. How can she make her wish. And I don't like this birthday present at all
Song Yu's eyes appear a bit sad, quietly look up, but only see Xie Sui no joy and no sorrow.
Xie Sui whispered to him, "it was just before."
Song Yu nodded his head slowly.
He turned his diary to the first page. On the front page was a line of words written in a pen. It seemed that Xu Qiao had just come to Jingcheng and heard the play words from the old TV, or the words that grandma Chen had read in her ear. One stroke is more urgent than the other, as if to vent all the anger and collapse of the heart, to the last two words slow down, stop for a long time, ink into the paper. "He taught me to accept hatred, avoid coquetry, and change my temperament, to stop falling in love with the passing water, return to the bitter sea, and realize Lanyin early." it was as if at the end of the snow covered time, I saw the woman with tears on her face.
She didn't realize Lanin early.
On the contrary, he was trapped in a sea of bitterness and swallowed the fruit of Flos alone.
End with death.
I don't know why I saw this jargon, but Song Yu's heart was torn. I didn't know what I had done in the forgotten memory.
"Are you sleepy?" Xie said
Song Yu shook his head. He was in spirits. He closed the diary and whispered, "you don't ask me about Zhao Ziyu."
Xie Sui rubbed his hair: "he also remembered the past life, I know."
Song Yu's eyes widened slightly: "did you hear that?"
Xie Sui said with a smile, "yes." Not only did he find out, maybe he also found the clues of breaking the game from these chaotic things.
Song Yu sighed and once again scolded the system and the God. They are not very good in this life, why to come to so many people and things.
Thinking of this, Song Yu said, "after the new year, you..."
Xie Sui said, "you promise to accompany me through three years of high school, will not regret it."
Song Yu: "that was before, I didn't know you were born again!"
Xie Sui said with a smile, "I'll follow you. You go there and I'll go there."
After talking about so many heavy topics, Song Yu's feet were cold and his whole body was shaking. Xie Sui raised his eyebrows, bent over, grasped his cold wrists with warm palms, and then urged him to go to bed.Song Yu can't sleep in bed. When he turns on his mobile phone, he sees the explosion information that he hasn't finished reading.
The forum that "thank God to be a boyfriend" is also hot out of a tall building.
Song Yu received a question from Ma Xiaoding.
Heartache.
[Zhenzi doesn't forget to dig a well: brother Yu, you've always cheated me! That's too much! What is the relationship between you and Xie! ]
Song Yu was stuck for a second, thinking about how to explain it. After all, his love affair in the psychological lecture was not as good as learning theory. Now people are saying that he can't beat himself in the face.
What's the relationship.
The relationship between sleeping in one bed.
Your husband Yu elder brother: serious relationship. ]
[Zhenzi never forgets to dig a well:??? You're not back until now. I already know! I guess! I'm not only guessing, I'm going out and talking! ]
the sky is high and the emperor is far away. He is really itching.
Song Yu grinds his lower teeth.
[brother Yu, your husband: then you can make a sign for yourself. If the number of points does not exceed six, you will be a big murderer]
Xie Sui said, "why don't you tell him?"
Song Yu quickly put away his mobile phone and stammered: "well, we are too young."
Xie Suimei laughed and leaned over to hold him. The heat between his lips was in his ear: "but we did everything in our last life."
The paper is black, blue two lines, interspersed with a lifetime of causal love and hate, entangled in the true and false past. Song Yu looked down, shocked and confused. He was scared. Xie Sui said, "who wrote tender control and where did you read it? Can you tell me, metaphor?" Song Yu barefoot on the blanket, feel a chill spread all over the body, head disordered. He pursed his lips and scratched his hair, but he decided to confess: "at first, I thought I was not a person in this world." "I saw this book in a different world. I took a nap and put it on." "There's something that claims to be a system. It told me a lot about it to the effect that I'm going to leave the plot, but I didn't listen to it. I chose to go to Jingcheng to find you, and then it was very angry and disappeared. Come back and let me not like you, but I still like you, it left angry Xie Sui nodded, his eyes gentle. Song Yu's mood gradually stabilized and remained silent for a while. He didn't intend to tell Xie Sui about the revenge and regret in 008 mouth, but he was serious and calm: "Xie Sui, if one day I suddenly fell into a coma or fell asleep, don't be afraid. At that time, I should meet the system and its God. I'll kill them and wake up to find you Xie Sui held his cold hand in a low voice: "well." Song Yu raised his head and carefully traced his face in the light. Eyebrows, bridge of nose, lips, familiar and intimate. The cold feeling in the heart was driven away by the warm current, and he laughed again: "finally, it's open." Xie Sui also laughs and kisses in the corner of his eyes. "It's open." Song Yu felt that he couldn't understand Xie Sui's mind. But all the root causes and crises lie in him. As his boyfriend, Xie Sui should also suffer a lot. Song Yu said placidly, "don't panic. Since I wake up, I haven't done anything that the system said. Now it hasn't been able to do anything to me." "It's so powerful, metaphorical." Xie Sui said with a smile that his eyes were cold. Song Yu was a little sour in his heart. He knew that 008 and the LORD God were just adding troubles. How to solve the two ideological things? But now he can give Xie Sui a sense of security. He changed the subject: "you are born again, at first see if I am stupid." "What?" I think it should be. " Thinking of this, Song Yu scolded in his heart. Xie Sui said, "no, it's love at first sight. I like everything you do." Song Yu was pacified, and his eyes fell on the diary beside him. "Is that written by Aunt Xu?" "Well," Xie Sui opened the diary and whispered, "do you want to see it?" With the yellow light of the desk lamp, the words above took him into a woman's life of love to death. Xie Sui said slowly, "since I was born, she has cut off contact with the Xu family. She lives in a villa in the mountains and focuses on painting. There is only one nanny in the family, and father may come once a few weeks. When I was a child, she and I had nothing to say. She has been living in her own world, and no one can disturb her "I've always hated her since she died. In many people's eyes, she is a beautiful and stupid woman, no one sympathizes with her, and thinks that everything is her own Shawsy paused and said calmly, "in my eyes, it used to be." Song Yu quietly took his hand. "What she gave me before she died was indifference, what she gave me after death was torture. She gave me life, but she didn't ask me if she wanted to bear these things in the world." "She ended her life on my birthday," stopped, and Xie Sui said faintly, "life and death are on the same day." He turned the diary to the middle pages: "this diary has been in the cabinet of Jingcheng home, but I have not read it. In my last life, Xie Sinian personally sent it to me to have a look." "When I started to get to know her, I realized that hate was meaningless." "She's just a failed mother." "She was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, and she would not love her at all if she was given thousands of favors from others. Xie Sinian is only one of the reasons for breaking off the relationship with the Xu family. It is her family that broke her down. Her parents who have been supporting her for more than ten years have begun to push her to the men of high position and power in a city like an auction. Her marriage has become a transaction. She was sad and collapsed and chose to have a cold war with her family first. " Song Yu looks at Xu Qiao's small words in his diary. At that time in the villa in the mountains, every word can see her care and fear, the first time when the mother of care. "Today, asui was praised by the teacher again. He is really a smart boy." "he wants to do something for him, but I don't seem to know anything." "a Sui drew a picture for me. I should praise him for touching his head and encouraging him, but what have I done?" "my asui is wonderful, but I can't even make him go to school normally." "thanks for the year, we had a quarrel Ah Sui was scared. I cried too much during the day. I didn't dare to see him. The nanny said that he was asleep, so I dared to go to see him secretly. "Xie Sui did not speak again. Song Yu took the diary, but slowly turned it over. Xu Qiao seldom mentions Xie Sinian, but records Xie Sui's growing up bit by bit. Her personality is pure and aloof, and she doesn't know how to get along with her children. She can only learn to respond slowly and clumsily. One page of the diary was full of wrinkles, which should have been wet by tears countless times. When she knew the truth, the whole person collapsed and couldn't speak. Why, three words are repeated. Being framed by Qin Qiuyun and hiding in Jingcheng, my diary was empty for many days. When she picked up her pen again, it was the third day of her visit to Jingcheng. In fact, she can think of her child's future when she is calm, because she can keep her own memories in the future. In fact, she pushed open the door countless times. When Xie Sui was sleeping at night, she gazed at her child, and she wept silently all night. Xie Sui thought of a Jingcheng past: "do you know why the Zhu Zhixing family hate me so much?" Song Yu was stunned: "what?" "She actually tried to go out to work, but on the first night Zhu Zhixing's father followed her upstairs. He was pressing her at the door, and I rushed out of the room and pushed the man downstairs to break his leg Song Yu's throat is dry. I didn't know what to say for a while. Xu Qiao is well protected, she is like a fragile and valuable flower, can not bear a fold, any wind and rain outside can be easily destroyed. The Xu family raised her in this way, hoping that she would live docile and beautiful in a gorgeous cage and be a canary. She was at a loss to the dangers of the world, and beauty was her original sin. She is such a proud person who lives in the vicious language of women every day. After her death, Song Yu also slowly found clues from her diary. "I'm sorry, I was not a qualified mother since you were born. I didn't give you a brilliant childhood. I didn't fulfill any obligation about the word" mother ". I even had to learn how to communicate with you. I didn't even hold you before you were one year old." "You were born at my worst, so I left you with my worst and worst side." When she wrote this line, she seemed so sad that her handwriting trembled, so sad that she could not hold the pen and write a word. There were no tears on the paper, but it was more desperate than any previous collapse. "She already knew Xie Sixian's identity at that time, and she could not face it. She also felt that her existence was bound to drag me down." "Before she died, she wrote a letter to Xie Sinian. She didn't get through the phone. She sent a message and an email, and contacted the Xu family." "She felt that she was the culprit who caused all my sufferings. She wanted to exchange her death for Xie Sinian's guilt or Xu's forgiveness to give me a good future. But too naive, there are Qin Qiuyun in Xie's family and Xu Shien in Xu's family. How can she make her wish. And I don't like this birthday present at all Song Yu's eyes appear a bit sad, quietly look up, but only see Xie Sui no joy and no sorrow. Xie Sui whispered to him, "it was just before." Song Yu nodded his head slowly. He turned his diary to the first page. On the front page was a line of words written in a pen. It seemed that Xu Qiao had just come to Jingcheng and heard the play words from the old TV, or the words that grandma Chen had read in her ear. One stroke is more urgent than the other, as if to vent all the anger and collapse of the heart, to the last two words slow down, stop for a long time, ink into the paper. "He taught me to accept hatred, avoid coquetry, and change my temperament, to stop falling in love with the passing water, return to the bitter sea, and realize Lanyin early." it was as if at the end of the snow covered time, I saw the woman with tears on her face. She didn't realize Lanin early. On the contrary, he was trapped in a sea of bitterness and swallowed the fruit of Flos alone. End with death. I don't know why I saw this jargon, but Song Yu's heart was torn. I didn't know what I had done in the forgotten memory. "Are you sleepy?" Xie said Song Yu shook his head. He was in spirits. He closed the diary and whispered, "you don't ask me about Zhao Ziyu." Xie Sui rubbed his hair: "he also remembered the past life, I know." Song Yu's eyes widened slightly: "did you hear that?" Xie Sui said with a smile, "yes." Not only did he find out, maybe he also found the clues of breaking the game from these chaotic things. Song Yu sighed and once again scolded the system and the God. They are not very good in this life, why to come to so many people and things. Thinking of this, Song Yu said, "after the new year, you..." Xie Sui said, "you promise to accompany me through three years of high school, will not regret it." Song Yu: "that was before, I didn't know you were born again!" Xie Sui said with a smile, "I'll follow you. You go there and I'll go there." After talking about so many heavy topics, Song Yu's feet were cold and his whole body was shaking. Xie Sui raised his eyebrows, bent over, grasped his cold wrists with warm palms, and then urged him to go to bed.Song Yu can't sleep in bed. When he turns on his mobile phone, he sees the explosion information that he hasn't finished reading. The forum that "thank God to be a boyfriend" is also hot out of a tall building. Song Yu received a question from Ma Xiaoding. Heartache. Zhenzi doesn't forget to dig a well: brother Yu, you've always cheated me! That's too much! What is the relationship between you and Xie! Song Yu was stuck for a second, thinking about how to explain it. After all, his love affair in the psychological lecture was not as good as learning theory. Now people are saying that he can't beat himself in the face. What's the relationship. The relationship between sleeping in one bed. Your husband Yu elder brother: serious relationship. Zhenzi never forgets to dig a well:??? You're not back until now. I already know! I guess! I'm not only guessing, I'm going out and talking! the sky is high and the emperor is far away. He is really itching. Song Yu grinds his lower teeth. brother Yu, your husband: then you can make a sign for yourself. If the number of points does not exceed six, you will be a big murderer Xie Sui said, "why don't you tell him?" Song Yu quickly put away his mobile phone and stammered: "well, we are too young." Xie Suimei laughed and leaned over to hold him. The heat between his lips was in his ear: "but we did everything in our last life."
